Well of course ya did, not like youre me, dinging trees and stop signs as ya go :P

Is that too much to ask for?

You say nope but everyone else says YASsss!

Naaa your just 'durables!

Cant wait!

Ill be honest Ive met people and gone "huh not what I was expecting!" for that very reason.

The internet plays with our social expectations namely by removing the in-person contact. Its weird to describe I guess.

Congrats! With all you have been through I am glad to see you have healed so much. I look forward to hearing about your future endeavors :)

:Grabbypaws: I wan it!

hehe Nice grab Tavi, Im gonna have to keep an eye out for it now.

P.S. I am back online and talking. Sorry if I scared anyone but really needed a break to make a few decisions. Ill announce them when the time is right.

I didnt say solely to use volunteers, I said they have a place in helping conventions.

Volunteers have their places, badge check, floor running, load in/out, basic roles that almost anyone can do. Professionals are needed when more sophisticated stuff is involved, licensed/bonded security, contract writing, programing, transportation, exc. Luckily we don't need as many of those :)

Yes I would like to get out and hang, hugs and snuggles are always welcome, just know the process is still ongoing so reach out from time to time if I don’t do so myself.

I’m not in danger or anything, but if I seem to be more and more distant perhaps this explains why I haven’t been very talkative. Just understand where I’ve been, and where Im at now, and know I’m working hard to get myself back to where I was a couple years ago before I met him.

Seeing messages posted about me because someone isn’t happy with a choice I made, or when I’m told not to trust the people who I’ve let get close, because they don’t really intend to give the loyalty I think they do. All of this make healing more difficult. Its not fair.