Genuinely don't even know what to say, im struggling so badly, and just when I was starting to become an academic weapon, end of second year, I had this shit fuck course that is for 1st years, literally ripped my soul out, I actually hate everything right now

I’m just gonna try my best and forget about everyone and focus on me myself and my ps5 that I’ve saved so long for 😋😋😋😋

Thyyy I appreciate it a lot!! 🫶🫶

I’m ok now but it still stings

True and now idk if anything the counsellors told me were fake or not, luckily work is done now and I’m never going back to that bell hole, I have a meeting with my supervisor and I’m going to tell her everything because for our role as manager it’s lowkey unacceptable 😞

Changed her perspective of me and she was rlly rlly apologetic, it still sucks tho like I thought I was doing well in work and I thought I was able to be a manager everyone needed but now like after finding thta out I feel betrayed and doubt myself? Like she was saying all this bad stuff that wasnt-

Changed, so it was whatever, yesterday tho I found out that she was talkin shi, about me to out counsellors and it honestly broke my heart because I never once spoke ill about her to anyone because I didn’t want there to be a divide, I had one counsellor tell me she would let her vent but it never-

Who was very not like that as ur partner was very isolating, I’ve communicated this with her THREE TIMES and she couldn’t take it, she would break down from it. IDK WHY BUT LOKE I WASNT HARSH OR ANYTHING ALL I TOLD HER WAS THAT I NEEDED MORE HELP AND DIDNT WANNA DO EVERYTHING ALONE?? but it never -