Monster concept and detailed explanation on design and symbolism:

Final dungeon and endings:

That's been me with French, as a French Canadian my French is rusty but I do daily activities to prevent myself from losing it. Japanese has been taking up most of my time for the past year

I wish I could be enough...
Thus is the meaning behind my postings lately...

I feel so lost in this craft, and so alone, like I'm not going anywhere and never will. After 15 years, the reality of today causes the dread to grow to unsustainable levels. I look around me in the creative space, and I realize I'll never be enough.

How can I get my motivation back? Is there anything I can do to block out this noise? It's one thing to compare yourself to fellow artists, but comparing yourself to a soulless machine is pointless.

As I create my visual art, I'm reminded constantly how I can just generate something new instead to save my time.

As I write my novel, I'm reminded by the internet how AI can just write it for me, and how many are taking that route. As I write music I'm reminded through
ads how many artists are taking the AI route.

What is the point of it all?

With this change in AI, where people are willing to throw away the human experience, where evidence of your creation needs to be provided to be legitimate, where creation is put on the backburner in favor of appeasing an algorithm for the sole purpose of promoting what you've made

After 15 years of making music, I've come to terms being a nobody, throwing my voice into an empty void for the rest of my life. Perhaps there was a chance that someone in that void would hear what I have to say.

As I open Ableton to create a song, whether it's lofi, ambient, trance, bass music, you name it, perspective fits in, that this may be pointless.