celeste ✨
@adversere.bsky.social
26 | vent account | heavy tw for eating disorder, suicide, and self harm (no pics)
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people telling me to pray like i’m gonna beg god to heal my dad when he’s the one that made him sick in the first place
January 6, 2026 at 5:00 PM
people telling me to pray like i’m gonna beg god to heal my dad when he’s the one that made him sick in the first place
i set aside enough pills to do the job, i think. not gonna take them, but part of me feels better just knowing they’re there
January 5, 2026 at 11:32 PM
i set aside enough pills to do the job, i think. not gonna take them, but part of me feels better just knowing they’re there
my mom just woke up and saw i wasn’t at work and she just goes “you’re gonna lose my job” ok well i was this 🤏🏽 close to losing my life so. Priorities
January 5, 2026 at 1:21 PM
my mom just woke up and saw i wasn’t at work and she just goes “you’re gonna lose my job” ok well i was this 🤏🏽 close to losing my life so. Priorities
ik my boss is pissed but i can’t prove it cause she only says “ok” to all my messages
January 5, 2026 at 1:17 PM
ik my boss is pissed but i can’t prove it cause she only says “ok” to all my messages
talking myself off the (theoretical) ledge
January 5, 2026 at 1:13 PM
talking myself off the (theoretical) ledge
i don’t wanna die but i don’t wanna live either
January 5, 2026 at 11:36 AM
i don’t wanna die but i don’t wanna live either
no nutritional menu
December 31, 2025 at 2:54 PM
no nutritional menu
my friends and i are planning a new years sleepover tonight, ik they’re gonna wanna get takeout, so that’ll be my omad today
December 31, 2025 at 12:29 PM
my friends and i are planning a new years sleepover tonight, ik they’re gonna wanna get takeout, so that’ll be my omad today
been at work no more than 20 mins and i’m already crying
December 31, 2025 at 12:21 PM
been at work no more than 20 mins and i’m already crying
my dad’s dying of cancer, and he just told me he’s gonna kill himself ..
December 29, 2025 at 11:02 PM
my dad’s dying of cancer, and he just told me he’s gonna kill himself ..
i wanted to omad a smoothie + wrap and it was just Gross , i hate wasting food but i had to throw it away 😔
December 29, 2025 at 8:35 PM
i wanted to omad a smoothie + wrap and it was just Gross , i hate wasting food but i had to throw it away 😔
i feel so disgusting for not exercising much. i have a sedentary job, and after work, i have no energy or motivation to work out. like i walk my dog and i can’t bring myself to do anything else
December 29, 2025 at 6:45 PM
i feel so disgusting for not exercising much. i have a sedentary job, and after work, i have no energy or motivation to work out. like i walk my dog and i can’t bring myself to do anything else
i’m so fucking TIRED . just found out i haven’t been doing something i was meant to be doing for a MONTH and now i have so much catching up to do on top of this miserable fucking day
December 29, 2025 at 5:21 PM
i’m so fucking TIRED . just found out i haven’t been doing something i was meant to be doing for a MONTH and now i have so much catching up to do on top of this miserable fucking day
i just want my bf. a hug from him would heal me
December 29, 2025 at 1:15 PM
i just want my bf. a hug from him would heal me
beat myself in a small fit of rage and now i’m in pain and still stuck at work
December 29, 2025 at 1:14 PM
beat myself in a small fit of rage and now i’m in pain and still stuck at work
maybe one day i’ll learn that i cannot go to my mother for comfort
December 29, 2025 at 1:11 PM
maybe one day i’ll learn that i cannot go to my mother for comfort
been at work for an hour and i’m already crashing out
December 29, 2025 at 1:11 PM
been at work for an hour and i’m already crashing out
been eating so much the last few days :(( gotta get my shit together Soon
December 25, 2025 at 3:26 PM
been eating so much the last few days :(( gotta get my shit together Soon
merry christmas 💕✨🎄
December 25, 2025 at 3:26 PM
merry christmas 💕✨🎄
blanket drive went well! walked for about two hours while carrying a wagon.
and managed to avoid lunch with my coworker by sheer luck 😭😭❤️
and managed to avoid lunch with my coworker by sheer luck 😭😭❤️
December 23, 2025 at 9:12 PM
blanket drive went well! walked for about two hours while carrying a wagon.
and managed to avoid lunch with my coworker by sheer luck 😭😭❤️
and managed to avoid lunch with my coworker by sheer luck 😭😭❤️
we did a blanket drive at work, and today we’re going to peds and nicu to pass them out !! 🥹🥹
December 23, 2025 at 12:59 PM
we did a blanket drive at work, and today we’re going to peds and nicu to pass them out !! 🥹🥹
so weird coming from edtwt where it feels like posting is just talking to the void
December 23, 2025 at 1:28 AM
so weird coming from edtwt where it feels like posting is just talking to the void
fellow stoners, how do you combat munchies? i think a lot of my weight gain was from munchies
December 23, 2025 at 12:54 AM
fellow stoners, how do you combat munchies? i think a lot of my weight gain was from munchies
my bf isn’t coming over today so i don’t have to worry about dinner. massive W
December 22, 2025 at 11:16 PM
my bf isn’t coming over today so i don’t have to worry about dinner. massive W