Adchulaland in spy mode
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I've been getting nightmares lately too and it's been a while actually
November 26, 2025 at 11:10 AM
I've been getting nightmares lately too and it's been a while actually
I think I should make a thread on this
November 26, 2025 at 11:04 AM
I think I should make a thread on this
I'm def never gonna hear shit like "ohh you don't have to make things for me" "I respect your boundaries" and "I'll make time for you" from the same person, it's always one of these things that fucks it up lol
November 26, 2025 at 11:04 AM
I'm def never gonna hear shit like "ohh you don't have to make things for me" "I respect your boundaries" and "I'll make time for you" from the same person, it's always one of these things that fucks it up lol
I'm going back to creating stuff and focusing fully on myself because putting effort into other people irl is such a gamble... AND MOST OF THE TIME IT DOES NOT PAY OFF
November 26, 2025 at 11:03 AM
I'm going back to creating stuff and focusing fully on myself because putting effort into other people irl is such a gamble... AND MOST OF THE TIME IT DOES NOT PAY OFF
So now my best friend fully drifted away, a crush rejected and ghosted me and now also I thought I did well on the dumb audition but it wasn't good enough
November 26, 2025 at 11:02 AM
So now my best friend fully drifted away, a crush rejected and ghosted me and now also I thought I did well on the dumb audition but it wasn't good enough
Soooo many things happened lately, GOD
November 26, 2025 at 11:01 AM
Soooo many things happened lately, GOD
Lol got more excited hearing a japanese kid talk at the store gave me more happiness than most hangouts I've had with him
May 17, 2025 at 10:43 AM
Lol got more excited hearing a japanese kid talk at the store gave me more happiness than most hangouts I've had with him
I guess he couldn't do shit. Couldn't even help me feel better and even made everything about me overcompensating worse
May 7, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I guess he couldn't do shit. Couldn't even help me feel better and even made everything about me overcompensating worse
I wonder if things will be better for me because it feels like each day is slowly dissolving me in acid
May 5, 2025 at 2:01 PM
I wonder if things will be better for me because it feels like each day is slowly dissolving me in acid
It's over at least
I need to raise my expectations and find someone who'll appreciate me making everything for them
I need to raise my expectations and find someone who'll appreciate me making everything for them
May 3, 2025 at 12:21 PM
It's over at least
I need to raise my expectations and find someone who'll appreciate me making everything for them
I need to raise my expectations and find someone who'll appreciate me making everything for them
OH, WHAT NOW? I'M TOO CRUEL?? WELL, I TRIED TO BE THE BEST PERSON EVER AND GOT FUCKED OVER AND MISUNDERSTOOD AND TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND ALL YOU SAW WAS YOUR OWN NEEDS. IT HURTS.
April 22, 2025 at 11:01 PM
OH, WHAT NOW? I'M TOO CRUEL?? WELL, I TRIED TO BE THE BEST PERSON EVER AND GOT FUCKED OVER AND MISUNDERSTOOD AND TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND ALL YOU SAW WAS YOUR OWN NEEDS. IT HURTS.
I fucking hope it fucks up your whole trip, you better think about me and what you did because I have tests to pass and you're all perfect and nothing seems to phase you, this should be a lesson
April 22, 2025 at 11:00 PM
I fucking hope it fucks up your whole trip, you better think about me and what you did because I have tests to pass and you're all perfect and nothing seems to phase you, this should be a lesson
I bet it's gonna be sooo pretty when I see him and I'll just start sobbing uncontrollably. I'll feel guilty and like it was my fault but it wasn't me who was selfish
All I want is one stupid text about what you're thinking of but you let me spill everything out and now you're waiting and it's cruel
All I want is one stupid text about what you're thinking of but you let me spill everything out and now you're waiting and it's cruel
April 22, 2025 at 10:59 PM
I bet it's gonna be sooo pretty when I see him and I'll just start sobbing uncontrollably. I'll feel guilty and like it was my fault but it wasn't me who was selfish
All I want is one stupid text about what you're thinking of but you let me spill everything out and now you're waiting and it's cruel
All I want is one stupid text about what you're thinking of but you let me spill everything out and now you're waiting and it's cruel
And the stupid "having to meet to adress the issue" thing
Like I get it's important but is it more important than me feeling so stressed out I have an internal panic attack and then want to pass out from exhaustion right after? Like yeah keep your "important convo", sure
Like I get it's important but is it more important than me feeling so stressed out I have an internal panic attack and then want to pass out from exhaustion right after? Like yeah keep your "important convo", sure
April 22, 2025 at 10:57 PM
And the stupid "having to meet to adress the issue" thing
Like I get it's important but is it more important than me feeling so stressed out I have an internal panic attack and then want to pass out from exhaustion right after? Like yeah keep your "important convo", sure
Like I get it's important but is it more important than me feeling so stressed out I have an internal panic attack and then want to pass out from exhaustion right after? Like yeah keep your "important convo", sure
All he wanted was somebody to talk about and be intimate with and yet he doesn't care about the emotional aspect at all. Like.
I MADE. A WHOLE DND GAME WORLD FOR YOU. I FUCKING WORLDBUILDED SO THAT WE COULD PLAY TOGETHER AND YOU CARE ABOUT TOUCHING ME???? I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN I SWEAR
I MADE. A WHOLE DND GAME WORLD FOR YOU. I FUCKING WORLDBUILDED SO THAT WE COULD PLAY TOGETHER AND YOU CARE ABOUT TOUCHING ME???? I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN I SWEAR
April 22, 2025 at 10:55 PM
All he wanted was somebody to talk about and be intimate with and yet he doesn't care about the emotional aspect at all. Like.
I MADE. A WHOLE DND GAME WORLD FOR YOU. I FUCKING WORLDBUILDED SO THAT WE COULD PLAY TOGETHER AND YOU CARE ABOUT TOUCHING ME???? I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN I SWEAR
I MADE. A WHOLE DND GAME WORLD FOR YOU. I FUCKING WORLDBUILDED SO THAT WE COULD PLAY TOGETHER AND YOU CARE ABOUT TOUCHING ME???? I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN I SWEAR
I FUCKING KNEW IT. I'm so glad my autistic touch aversion scared him off
"I have to see if there's sense in us" BITCH BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA KISS A CERTAIN WAY OR LET YOU TOUCH ME WHEN I DON'T WANT TO? AND YOU WANNA MAKE IT ABOUR YOU??? FUCK OFF.
"I have to see if there's sense in us" BITCH BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA KISS A CERTAIN WAY OR LET YOU TOUCH ME WHEN I DON'T WANT TO? AND YOU WANNA MAKE IT ABOUR YOU??? FUCK OFF.
April 22, 2025 at 10:52 PM
I FUCKING KNEW IT. I'm so glad my autistic touch aversion scared him off
"I have to see if there's sense in us" BITCH BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA KISS A CERTAIN WAY OR LET YOU TOUCH ME WHEN I DON'T WANT TO? AND YOU WANNA MAKE IT ABOUR YOU??? FUCK OFF.
"I have to see if there's sense in us" BITCH BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA KISS A CERTAIN WAY OR LET YOU TOUCH ME WHEN I DON'T WANT TO? AND YOU WANNA MAKE IT ABOUR YOU??? FUCK OFF.
OF COURSE HE WAS JUST DOING IT FOR THE PHYSICAL ASPECT OF THE RELATIONSHIP
April 22, 2025 at 10:50 PM
OF COURSE HE WAS JUST DOING IT FOR THE PHYSICAL ASPECT OF THE RELATIONSHIP
Hormones were TALKIN omg what tf was I on these past few days 💀
March 29, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Hormones were TALKIN omg what tf was I on these past few days 💀
AND PATAPON.
AND RHYTHM HEAVEN FEVER.
AND RHYTHM HEAVEN FEVER.
March 27, 2025 at 8:30 PM
AND PATAPON.
AND RHYTHM HEAVEN FEVER.
AND RHYTHM HEAVEN FEVER.
I LOVE NINTENDO FOR NOT CHANGING THE SILLY LITTLE VOICES AND THE WHIMSY AND THE SILLY AAAAAAHFJEICBSICNKWNDBDJ #tomodachilife2026 #depressioncured
March 27, 2025 at 8:03 PM
I LOVE NINTENDO FOR NOT CHANGING THE SILLY LITTLE VOICES AND THE WHIMSY AND THE SILLY AAAAAAHFJEICBSICNKWNDBDJ #tomodachilife2026 #depressioncured
GUYS GUYS GUYS MY DEPRESSION IS GONE, TOMODACHI LIFE IS GONNA BE OUT IN 2026
March 27, 2025 at 7:53 PM
GUYS GUYS GUYS MY DEPRESSION IS GONE, TOMODACHI LIFE IS GONNA BE OUT IN 2026
Almost every single thing I write is negative lol
Didn't I already mention that?
Anyway, hopefully my cheerful side comes back soon
Or else I'll like go insane or something
Didn't I already mention that?
Anyway, hopefully my cheerful side comes back soon
Or else I'll like go insane or something
March 27, 2025 at 10:45 AM
Almost every single thing I write is negative lol
Didn't I already mention that?
Anyway, hopefully my cheerful side comes back soon
Or else I'll like go insane or something
Didn't I already mention that?
Anyway, hopefully my cheerful side comes back soon
Or else I'll like go insane or something
surprisingly found out that not initiating anything makes conversations not happen at all. Was it just my effort?? Why tf can't I get the first message instead of doing it myself??
March 27, 2025 at 10:43 AM
surprisingly found out that not initiating anything makes conversations not happen at all. Was it just my effort?? Why tf can't I get the first message instead of doing it myself??
Yo I finally got the good paper to doodle something
March 27, 2025 at 7:58 AM
Yo I finally got the good paper to doodle something
Why are we all being so petty when it comes to communicating, like I just want to exist and help but it doesn't always work and it results in CHAOS???
March 27, 2025 at 6:45 AM
Why are we all being so petty when it comes to communicating, like I just want to exist and help but it doesn't always work and it results in CHAOS???