Adalene
@adalene-elsa.bsky.social
༻✦༺ 24 🇲🇽• she/her • zelda luver (real)• ༻✦༺ Texas’ Princess
Anyhow to wrap it up, I try to take everything I see with a grain of salt when it comes to comparing myself to others. I try to now have the mentality of “if it happens, it happens”, the best I can do is continue with my self improvement and hope that I’ll feel better once in a better body🍒
October 21, 2024 at 2:02 PM
Anyhow to wrap it up, I try to take everything I see with a grain of salt when it comes to comparing myself to others. I try to now have the mentality of “if it happens, it happens”, the best I can do is continue with my self improvement and hope that I’ll feel better once in a better body🍒
to distract from my body in hopes that’s enough. It’s incredibly tiring but I genuinely have no one to blame but myself, honest to God. It’s no one else’s fault that my coping mechanism was to over-eat because food was comfort for me - I developed that on my own.
October 21, 2024 at 2:00 PM
to distract from my body in hopes that’s enough. It’s incredibly tiring but I genuinely have no one to blame but myself, honest to God. It’s no one else’s fault that my coping mechanism was to over-eat because food was comfort for me - I developed that on my own.
I’m a size 20, I weigh in at the high 200’s and it’s all I can think about in my mind. It affects my relationships with many people and it feels like even with the working out and meal planning I do - it’s not fast enough. It’s not good enough. I do heavy makeup not because I like it but to attempt-
October 21, 2024 at 1:58 PM
I’m a size 20, I weigh in at the high 200’s and it’s all I can think about in my mind. It affects my relationships with many people and it feels like even with the working out and meal planning I do - it’s not fast enough. It’s not good enough. I do heavy makeup not because I like it but to attempt-
It’s the mindset of “well if I don’t like my body, then surely no one else will and if they do then they are lying”. It’s sad and somehow worse when you know these thoughts are self sabotage and then you allow insecurities to control your actions and mindset. But the want to be beautiful is blinding
October 21, 2024 at 1:53 PM
It’s the mindset of “well if I don’t like my body, then surely no one else will and if they do then they are lying”. It’s sad and somehow worse when you know these thoughts are self sabotage and then you allow insecurities to control your actions and mindset. But the want to be beautiful is blinding
The feeling never leaves, even when I lost a decent amount of weight before in recent years my mind still didn’t see it as enough. There reaches a plateau in the weight loss journey and I took that as defeat unfortunately - then gained it all back and more. Feeling undesirable is the worst.
October 21, 2024 at 1:50 PM
The feeling never leaves, even when I lost a decent amount of weight before in recent years my mind still didn’t see it as enough. There reaches a plateau in the weight loss journey and I took that as defeat unfortunately - then gained it all back and more. Feeling undesirable is the worst.
But I don’t feel that way towards other women my size, infact I find them infinitely more beautiful and captivating than I see myself. I feel that every compliment is a pity compliment and that until I’m at my desired weight of 170lbs that I am just not enough for anyone or anything.
October 21, 2024 at 1:48 PM
But I don’t feel that way towards other women my size, infact I find them infinitely more beautiful and captivating than I see myself. I feel that every compliment is a pity compliment and that until I’m at my desired weight of 170lbs that I am just not enough for anyone or anything.
It’s no secret that I show my insecurities and that the way I show myself with constant photos of myself being posted are kind of a sign of that insecurity - the need for validation that I look nice or something…it’s really strange. Especially when told for years that “you’re not meant to be big”.
October 21, 2024 at 1:46 PM
It’s no secret that I show my insecurities and that the way I show myself with constant photos of myself being posted are kind of a sign of that insecurity - the need for validation that I look nice or something…it’s really strange. Especially when told for years that “you’re not meant to be big”.
I no longer feel safe,,., I’m calling Batman and telling him this information :/
October 19, 2024 at 5:24 PM
I no longer feel safe,,., I’m calling Batman and telling him this information :/
No because it’s like a new little home and now I can throw a house warming party and new slate and it’s SO liberating somehow I luv it 🤍
October 19, 2024 at 5:21 PM
No because it’s like a new little home and now I can throw a house warming party and new slate and it’s SO liberating somehow I luv it 🤍