Aaaaw so cute! Hehe

I bet they where laughing when they chose that

I just feel so out of place. I'm trying so hard but realistically, it doesn't feel like i'm meant to be here.

and interrupted everything and this nice group of people who know what they're doing cus I certainly don't. Idk like I don't feel like i'm actually involved in a group I just feel like i'm just there and thats how it's going to be....

I could go a heck of a lot into this and being trans but I won't go into that side of it rn. I haven't made any friends and quite honestly I can't see myself making friends here. I feel awkward and just so different to everyone else. Like i'm this weird person whos come along

but that also is frustrating, especially when I'm not processing what the teacher is doing. I also struggle with the fact I'm the only guy there and that shouldn't matter but I also worry they all think i'm a woman when i'm not.