abusebait.bsky.social
@abusebait.bsky.social
Screaming into the void.
Transfemme (it/she) 30+
Dark/Morbid mental thoughts, unfiltered.
Hard/Dark Kinks, and I'm not posting CW.
Not here for friends.
DNI. Minors get blocked and reported.
Transfemme (it/she) 30+
Dark/Morbid mental thoughts, unfiltered.
Hard/Dark Kinks, and I'm not posting CW.
Not here for friends.
DNI. Minors get blocked and reported.
Pinned
Hi, I'm:
- a stupid cunt.
- a loser NEET (no findoms, I'm broke).
- a vent account for nobody of any worth.
- a trauma/SA survivor with CPTSD.
- very mentally unwell, undiagnosed and unmedicated.
- into hard/dark kinks (guro, ryona, bad ends, etc.)
- deserving of every bad thing that has happened.
- a stupid cunt.
- a loser NEET (no findoms, I'm broke).
- a vent account for nobody of any worth.
- a trauma/SA survivor with CPTSD.
- very mentally unwell, undiagnosed and unmedicated.
- into hard/dark kinks (guro, ryona, bad ends, etc.)
- deserving of every bad thing that has happened.
Reposted by abusebait.bsky.social
【 𝕄 𝔸 ℝ 𝕀 ℕ 𝔸 】
"I don't think you're as cute or as smart
as he's always saying you are."
(●0●)
#mischiefmakers #fanart
"I don't think you're as cute or as smart
as he's always saying you are."
(●0●)
#mischiefmakers #fanart
December 18, 2025 at 8:20 PM
【 𝕄 𝔸 ℝ 𝕀 ℕ 𝔸 】
"I don't think you're as cute or as smart
as he's always saying you are."
(●0●)
#mischiefmakers #fanart
"I don't think you're as cute or as smart
as he's always saying you are."
(●0●)
#mischiefmakers #fanart
Reposted by abusebait.bsky.social
WIP except i give up after drawing the best part
October 25, 2025 at 10:39 PM
WIP except i give up after drawing the best part
But I even fucked that up. I am so self-destructive that I burnt that bridge for my 'well-being' when in the end it was just another form of punishing myself for being too pathetic to handle any decision.
Better to burn it down than having to take any sort of responsibility for my own actions.
Better to burn it down than having to take any sort of responsibility for my own actions.
Maybe I should just have stayed with them. They hurt me so much; the barbs, the negging, the casual abuse.
It felt right. I told myself it only felt right because it was engineered to feel right, but it was toxic, but it meant nothing. I would be discarded the moment I didn't meet their standards.
It felt right. I told myself it only felt right because it was engineered to feel right, but it was toxic, but it meant nothing. I would be discarded the moment I didn't meet their standards.
All I can do is hide it, repress it, act like it doesn't exist while I have a emotional cancer metastasizing in my body growing and growing until it all retches out of my esophagus for everyone to see and shun me over, again and again, and I just repeat the cycle for someone else who doesn't see it.
December 28, 2025 at 5:28 PM
But I even fucked that up. I am so self-destructive that I burnt that bridge for my 'well-being' when in the end it was just another form of punishing myself for being too pathetic to handle any decision.
Better to burn it down than having to take any sort of responsibility for my own actions.
Better to burn it down than having to take any sort of responsibility for my own actions.
Maybe I should just have stayed with them. They hurt me so much; the barbs, the negging, the casual abuse.
It felt right. I told myself it only felt right because it was engineered to feel right, but it was toxic, but it meant nothing. I would be discarded the moment I didn't meet their standards.
It felt right. I told myself it only felt right because it was engineered to feel right, but it was toxic, but it meant nothing. I would be discarded the moment I didn't meet their standards.
All I can do is hide it, repress it, act like it doesn't exist while I have a emotional cancer metastasizing in my body growing and growing until it all retches out of my esophagus for everyone to see and shun me over, again and again, and I just repeat the cycle for someone else who doesn't see it.
December 28, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Maybe I should just have stayed with them. They hurt me so much; the barbs, the negging, the casual abuse.
It felt right. I told myself it only felt right because it was engineered to feel right, but it was toxic, but it meant nothing. I would be discarded the moment I didn't meet their standards.
It felt right. I told myself it only felt right because it was engineered to feel right, but it was toxic, but it meant nothing. I would be discarded the moment I didn't meet their standards.
It's always different people too. Parents, roommates, ex-partners. If it was just one person, whatever. But there have been so many people who said it, what are the chances that they are just saying it to hurt me?
No, at this point, I am the problem, and I will always be the problem.
No, at this point, I am the problem, and I will always be the problem.
"All you are going to do is hurt people by being like this."
"The only people who will want to be around you are people who will abuse you."
"You're broken. You need to stay here with me because no one else will be able to handle your moods. You need me to fix you."
"The only people who will want to be around you are people who will abuse you."
"You're broken. You need to stay here with me because no one else will be able to handle your moods. You need me to fix you."
They were right; I am too broken of a person to be functional in society. I couldn't even be around a normal fucking family for christmas. Everyone was laughing, having a good time, opening gifts, and I sat there internalizing hundreds of memories of pain, looking like a scared dog.
December 28, 2025 at 4:48 PM
It's always different people too. Parents, roommates, ex-partners. If it was just one person, whatever. But there have been so many people who said it, what are the chances that they are just saying it to hurt me?
No, at this point, I am the problem, and I will always be the problem.
No, at this point, I am the problem, and I will always be the problem.
"All you are going to do is hurt people by being like this."
"The only people who will want to be around you are people who will abuse you."
"You're broken. You need to stay here with me because no one else will be able to handle your moods. You need me to fix you."
"The only people who will want to be around you are people who will abuse you."
"You're broken. You need to stay here with me because no one else will be able to handle your moods. You need me to fix you."
They were right; I am too broken of a person to be functional in society. I couldn't even be around a normal fucking family for christmas. Everyone was laughing, having a good time, opening gifts, and I sat there internalizing hundreds of memories of pain, looking like a scared dog.
December 28, 2025 at 4:07 PM
"All you are going to do is hurt people by being like this."
"The only people who will want to be around you are people who will abuse you."
"You're broken. You need to stay here with me because no one else will be able to handle your moods. You need me to fix you."
"The only people who will want to be around you are people who will abuse you."
"You're broken. You need to stay here with me because no one else will be able to handle your moods. You need me to fix you."
They were right; I am too broken of a person to be functional in society. I couldn't even be around a normal fucking family for christmas. Everyone was laughing, having a good time, opening gifts, and I sat there internalizing hundreds of memories of pain, looking like a scared dog.
December 28, 2025 at 7:37 AM
They were right; I am too broken of a person to be functional in society. I couldn't even be around a normal fucking family for christmas. Everyone was laughing, having a good time, opening gifts, and I sat there internalizing hundreds of memories of pain, looking like a scared dog.
Hi, I'm:
- a stupid cunt.
- a loser NEET (no findoms, I'm broke).
- a vent account for nobody of any worth.
- a trauma/SA survivor with CPTSD.
- very mentally unwell, undiagnosed and unmedicated.
- into hard/dark kinks (guro, ryona, bad ends, etc.)
- deserving of every bad thing that has happened.
- a stupid cunt.
- a loser NEET (no findoms, I'm broke).
- a vent account for nobody of any worth.
- a trauma/SA survivor with CPTSD.
- very mentally unwell, undiagnosed and unmedicated.
- into hard/dark kinks (guro, ryona, bad ends, etc.)
- deserving of every bad thing that has happened.
December 28, 2025 at 6:09 AM
Hi, I'm:
- a stupid cunt.
- a loser NEET (no findoms, I'm broke).
- a vent account for nobody of any worth.
- a trauma/SA survivor with CPTSD.
- very mentally unwell, undiagnosed and unmedicated.
- into hard/dark kinks (guro, ryona, bad ends, etc.)
- deserving of every bad thing that has happened.
- a stupid cunt.
- a loser NEET (no findoms, I'm broke).
- a vent account for nobody of any worth.
- a trauma/SA survivor with CPTSD.
- very mentally unwell, undiagnosed and unmedicated.
- into hard/dark kinks (guro, ryona, bad ends, etc.)
- deserving of every bad thing that has happened.