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The only time imma do it again is if it's with someone I love. I'm glad I didn't go any further with him.

I feel better getting all of this off of my chest.

That aside, here's the pros and cons.

Pros: Apparently for my first time I was really good at it and my self-confidence is through the roof.

Cons: That guy is a fucking cheater and I hope he gets what he deserves.

I'm glad that I got to try it for the first time and break through my fears, but goddamn I feel sorry for his girlfriend. If I had known beforehand, I wouldn't have done it.

And after he's talking about wanting to come back tonight to fuck me, I deadass told him that this is just a one off thing and I can't just to get him to leave. I deleted my account after that.