also @paydaythegame.com PLEASE STOP COUNTING KILLED SURRENDERED COPS AS CIVS PLEASE PLEASEP LEASPEL EASPELE APSE WE LOST 50% OF EARNINGS

oh m,y

i *want* to learn this i *want* this to be fun for me i *want* enjoyment out of creativity but that just seems impossible atp

you can say just see the fu. in jt but like whrres the fun in making something nobody likes

no matter how much time and effort i put into it it looks like complete Sludge and looking at it makes me uncomfortable

GOOD. LET IT ROT AND DIE.

please reccomend me books please for the love of god i need to read more

let me beat up people to get info out of them let me Raid peoples Houses RAHHHHHHHHH

adding onto this: i discovered a rabbt hole of people going "im not like HER!" and copying her swag, all getting into petty arguments with eachother

funny.