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@abarrelofginger.bsky.social
❤️🔥 diary of a recovering crashout.
So I’m shadow banned on my other account or the app not working??
October 3, 2025 at 1:42 AM
So I’m shadow banned on my other account or the app not working??
If you ever see me buddy buddy with another Taurus born bitch poke my forehead to remind me.
August 21, 2025 at 6:17 AM
If you ever see me buddy buddy with another Taurus born bitch poke my forehead to remind me.
I can’t stop crying. Why would she do this?
August 21, 2025 at 6:16 AM
I can’t stop crying. Why would she do this?
One thing I’ll never do again is be a dummy bitch for someone who so clearly doesn’t respect or consider me. Fuck them. Bleeding myself for someone who literally shit on me severally. Shoulda left her bitchass alone when she was arguing w me about bringing an abuser on the trip.
August 21, 2025 at 6:09 AM
One thing I’ll never do again is be a dummy bitch for someone who so clearly doesn’t respect or consider me. Fuck them. Bleeding myself for someone who literally shit on me severally. Shoulda left her bitchass alone when she was arguing w me about bringing an abuser on the trip.
I’ve been a lot less angry since being kicked out, I’m noticing
July 29, 2025 at 5:23 PM
I’ve been a lot less angry since being kicked out, I’m noticing
Everything doesn’t have to be shit all at the same time.
a woman is crying while wearing a sweater that says i voted today on it .
ALT: a woman is crying while wearing a sweater that says i voted today on it .
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June 7, 2025 at 3:28 AM
Everything doesn’t have to be shit all at the same time.
1. She said free t*ry.
2. She wants me to take accountability for SA.
3. She didn’t tell me about the graduation even after I asked
4. She won’t go to pride w me. Tb it’s not her cup of tea. Like omg.
She keeps breaking my heart. Idk how to deal w these heart breaks. Too many disappointments.
2. She wants me to take accountability for SA.
3. She didn’t tell me about the graduation even after I asked
4. She won’t go to pride w me. Tb it’s not her cup of tea. Like omg.
She keeps breaking my heart. Idk how to deal w these heart breaks. Too many disappointments.
June 7, 2025 at 12:56 AM
1. She said free t*ry.
2. She wants me to take accountability for SA.
3. She didn’t tell me about the graduation even after I asked
4. She won’t go to pride w me. Tb it’s not her cup of tea. Like omg.
She keeps breaking my heart. Idk how to deal w these heart breaks. Too many disappointments.
2. She wants me to take accountability for SA.
3. She didn’t tell me about the graduation even after I asked
4. She won’t go to pride w me. Tb it’s not her cup of tea. Like omg.
She keeps breaking my heart. Idk how to deal w these heart breaks. Too many disappointments.
I can’t wait to talk to my therapist. It upsets me that I can never enjoy sex for myself. Sex always turns into some mess. And it’s annoying bc I’m a deeply sensual and sexual being and I can’t even express it. Niggas ruin it every fucking time bro.
June 5, 2025 at 11:42 AM
I can’t wait to talk to my therapist. It upsets me that I can never enjoy sex for myself. Sex always turns into some mess. And it’s annoying bc I’m a deeply sensual and sexual being and I can’t even express it. Niggas ruin it every fucking time bro.
I’m feeling really sad and angry and a lil bit like crashing my car into a brick wall at full speed
May 19, 2025 at 2:47 PM
I’m feeling really sad and angry and a lil bit like crashing my car into a brick wall at full speed
They did it again and want me to wait til they’ve eaten to scatter their shit. I hate niggas.
May 8, 2025 at 10:57 PM
They did it again and want me to wait til they’ve eaten to scatter their shit. I hate niggas.
Three men have been in this house all day long. Why they wait til I come home from to ask if I’m making dinner and they didn’t even take something out of the freezer. I hope to never live with a man again.
May 7, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Three men have been in this house all day long. Why they wait til I come home from to ask if I’m making dinner and they didn’t even take something out of the freezer. I hope to never live with a man again.
Oooooowweeeeee I need a new job bro
March 8, 2025 at 3:53 AM
Oooooowweeeeee I need a new job bro
Every time I get close to making some progress s something crazy happens and I’m back at square 0.
February 7, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Every time I get close to making some progress s something crazy happens and I’m back at square 0.
I’ve been mourning the last 10 years of my life for 5 years. I’m still so hurt by how I allowed myself to get derailed and how I haven’t recovered. It’s painful to see how far I haven’t come.
February 7, 2025 at 4:08 AM
I’ve been mourning the last 10 years of my life for 5 years. I’m still so hurt by how I allowed myself to get derailed and how I haven’t recovered. It’s painful to see how far I haven’t come.
Thank GOD it wasn’t me.
January 28, 2025 at 7:36 AM
Thank GOD it wasn’t me.
Going no-contact w these ppl gone hurt my feelings so bad but they make me feel like shit most days.
January 26, 2025 at 1:42 AM
Going no-contact w these ppl gone hurt my feelings so bad but they make me feel like shit most days.
I really cannot stand it when somebody lie on me. Like what is your problem????
January 25, 2025 at 9:47 PM
I really cannot stand it when somebody lie on me. Like what is your problem????
WHY IS LIFE TRYNA PISS ME OFF EVERYDAY????!!!! Can I do ONE THING WITHOUT RESISTANCE? GOD DAMN
January 25, 2025 at 9:23 PM
WHY IS LIFE TRYNA PISS ME OFF EVERYDAY????!!!! Can I do ONE THING WITHOUT RESISTANCE? GOD DAMN
Every time I hear something else the Coup Commander has done I’m annoyed. And it’s always something immediately following that’s equally insane.
January 25, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Every time I hear something else the Coup Commander has done I’m annoyed. And it’s always something immediately following that’s equally insane.
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My life is really crazy rn bc I keep seeing the blesssings and I’m also fighting the devil
January 24, 2025 at 12:30 AM
My life is really crazy rn bc I keep seeing the blesssings and I’m also fighting the devil
Wow I just found out they lowered the rent at the apartment I just left. FUCK those ppl.
January 23, 2025 at 1:24 PM
Wow I just found out they lowered the rent at the apartment I just left. FUCK those ppl.
Iont even know why I got a burner when I be cutting tf up on my main page lmaooo
January 23, 2025 at 7:21 AM
Iont even know why I got a burner when I be cutting tf up on my main page lmaooo
I need to work on being slower to anger and talking to God more. I feel like ever since my bowl full of crystals broke at the beginning of the year my spirit been all over the place.
January 22, 2025 at 2:58 PM
I need to work on being slower to anger and talking to God more. I feel like ever since my bowl full of crystals broke at the beginning of the year my spirit been all over the place.
I’m trying so desperately to be calm and start my morning off the right way. I’m already on strike 3 and I haven’t reached work.
January 22, 2025 at 2:16 PM
I’m trying so desperately to be calm and start my morning off the right way. I’m already on strike 3 and I haven’t reached work.