Disappointed at how fast people abandon others. How fair weather they are. No discussion, nothing. Like connections never mattered.

I hate that it takes me so long to draw. It's hard to focus, I move slow, my vision for the piece takes a long time to develop. Things that should be doable in one or two sessions takes me weeks. It's demoralizing

God, fuck life. It's just one thing after another after another and I'm too poor with no support to fix any of it

My life is split apart. 2 sides divide, unable to mix. Happy moments from one of pain from another unable to cross the chasm. Isolated, pulled apart, alone in a multiversal life where an incursion will ever happen.

It's a hard feeling having to segregate parts of your life because of conflicts in relationships.

Need to actually make my bio and draw a pfp

There is something amazing about having a cat who trained himself to be an emotional support animal. He will lay with you, purr, nuzzle you, and give you pats with his paw.

If I have to live in a corpo oligarchy run by tech billionaires at least finish the cyberpunk setting and let me have cybernetics to fix my once broken, ever hurting, back.

Truth is I'm exhausted mentally in ways I can't explain. I don't have the words to describe how little I feel like I matter to people. Like my feelings don't even enter into the equation of what's going around me. I've been hurt so much since the year began that I just don't enjoy anything anymore.

People wonder why I see the negative traits and expand on them enough to know a person isn't gonna be great instead of just letting them have chances. The problem is I'm almost always right and it sucks

Current to-do list includes drawing an avatar, finishing profile, finishing partner's bday gift and trying to get back to being creative instead of utter dispair