crowe
@a-crowe.bsky.social
they/it. hibernating goth. librarian. sporadic creative. all opinions are my own. 18+.
There's all the discourse in the world about nonbinary people not being man or woman lite usually wrt their agab
But we never talk about how often binary people (especially binary trans people) treat us as trans man lite or trans women lite
I get that nonbinary space is a useful tool for a lot of
But we never talk about how often binary people (especially binary trans people) treat us as trans man lite or trans women lite
I get that nonbinary space is a useful tool for a lot of
February 16, 2026 at 7:51 PM
There's all the discourse in the world about nonbinary people not being man or woman lite usually wrt their agab
But we never talk about how often binary people (especially binary trans people) treat us as trans man lite or trans women lite
I get that nonbinary space is a useful tool for a lot of
But we never talk about how often binary people (especially binary trans people) treat us as trans man lite or trans women lite
I get that nonbinary space is a useful tool for a lot of
Like real talk I have never labeled myself as transmasculine or said I'm okay with that label (spoiler: I'm not)
But there are so many entitled fucking binary people who figure they have a right to put that on me just because I'm an afab enby
Fuck off with that I'm not a lite trans man
But there are so many entitled fucking binary people who figure they have a right to put that on me just because I'm an afab enby
Fuck off with that I'm not a lite trans man
February 16, 2026 at 7:47 PM
Like real talk I have never labeled myself as transmasculine or said I'm okay with that label (spoiler: I'm not)
But there are so many entitled fucking binary people who figure they have a right to put that on me just because I'm an afab enby
Fuck off with that I'm not a lite trans man
But there are so many entitled fucking binary people who figure they have a right to put that on me just because I'm an afab enby
Fuck off with that I'm not a lite trans man
I really wish that the other people I know who have also been getting broken down can find ways to heal
I'm lucky that I have the space to disengage as much as I need to to get my nervous system under control y'know
I'm lucky that I have the space to disengage as much as I need to to get my nervous system under control y'know
February 16, 2026 at 7:39 PM
I really wish that the other people I know who have also been getting broken down can find ways to heal
I'm lucky that I have the space to disengage as much as I need to to get my nervous system under control y'know
I'm lucky that I have the space to disengage as much as I need to to get my nervous system under control y'know
Idk I'm just in the process of realizing just how much and just how insidiously I have been broken down in the last few years and I occasionally just need to let off steam about it
Probably means the therapy is working
Probably means the therapy is working
February 16, 2026 at 7:38 PM
Idk I'm just in the process of realizing just how much and just how insidiously I have been broken down in the last few years and I occasionally just need to let off steam about it
Probably means the therapy is working
Probably means the therapy is working
Might start Kit Wilson "TOXIC"- ing at the binary people when they make me feel like shit
February 16, 2026 at 7:36 PM
Might start Kit Wilson "TOXIC"- ing at the binary people when they make me feel like shit
Mourning how much of my self expression I've given up in the last couple of years just to have a rat's chance in hell at not being constantly misgendered or mocked by the binary people in my life
Really missing having a nonbinary-dominant social group, it's fucking toxic out here away from that
Really missing having a nonbinary-dominant social group, it's fucking toxic out here away from that
February 16, 2026 at 7:35 PM
Mourning how much of my self expression I've given up in the last couple of years just to have a rat's chance in hell at not being constantly misgendered or mocked by the binary people in my life
Really missing having a nonbinary-dominant social group, it's fucking toxic out here away from that
Really missing having a nonbinary-dominant social group, it's fucking toxic out here away from that
I won't take responsibility for problems that aren't mine
And more importantly I won't give my energy to black hole situations
It's hard but it was literally killing me for a while there so. If I'm gonna go through the trouble to choose to live I'm actually going to live
And more importantly I won't give my energy to black hole situations
It's hard but it was literally killing me for a while there so. If I'm gonna go through the trouble to choose to live I'm actually going to live
February 16, 2026 at 1:18 AM
I won't take responsibility for problems that aren't mine
And more importantly I won't give my energy to black hole situations
It's hard but it was literally killing me for a while there so. If I'm gonna go through the trouble to choose to live I'm actually going to live
And more importantly I won't give my energy to black hole situations
It's hard but it was literally killing me for a while there so. If I'm gonna go through the trouble to choose to live I'm actually going to live
Cute date day c: got gothed up for the first time in a while and went to the aquarium and stuff
Pretty crowded but the dolphins actually came out to play this time and it was nice
Pretty crowded but the dolphins actually came out to play this time and it was nice
February 15, 2026 at 2:28 AM
Cute date day c: got gothed up for the first time in a while and went to the aquarium and stuff
Pretty crowded but the dolphins actually came out to play this time and it was nice
Pretty crowded but the dolphins actually came out to play this time and it was nice
It's funny to me when people in my life are surprised that I talk a lot
If I don't talk a lot in an environment it means something in my brain is telling me it isn't safe there and I need to be watching and listening instead
The work is noticing that's happening then unpacking why
If I don't talk a lot in an environment it means something in my brain is telling me it isn't safe there and I need to be watching and listening instead
The work is noticing that's happening then unpacking why
February 13, 2026 at 12:24 AM
It's funny to me when people in my life are surprised that I talk a lot
If I don't talk a lot in an environment it means something in my brain is telling me it isn't safe there and I need to be watching and listening instead
The work is noticing that's happening then unpacking why
If I don't talk a lot in an environment it means something in my brain is telling me it isn't safe there and I need to be watching and listening instead
The work is noticing that's happening then unpacking why
The moral of a faerie story has to be practical
Don't do into the woods alone
Don't feed or pet the really large puppy in the woods, no matter how much you want to
for niggle it's rebuilding executive function skills when you're in a fucking depression pit
I don't think we talk enough about
Don't do into the woods alone
Don't feed or pet the really large puppy in the woods, no matter how much you want to
for niggle it's rebuilding executive function skills when you're in a fucking depression pit
I don't think we talk enough about
February 12, 2026 at 3:16 AM
The moral of a faerie story has to be practical
Don't do into the woods alone
Don't feed or pet the really large puppy in the woods, no matter how much you want to
for niggle it's rebuilding executive function skills when you're in a fucking depression pit
I don't think we talk enough about
Don't do into the woods alone
Don't feed or pet the really large puppy in the woods, no matter how much you want to
for niggle it's rebuilding executive function skills when you're in a fucking depression pit
I don't think we talk enough about
It's been really fucking cool revisiting leaf by niggle too
It helps with the impostor syndrome
Like my favorite words that have ever been written together are in the hobbit. I am in love with those books the same as the next guy
But leaf by niggle *has it.*
It helps with the impostor syndrome
Like my favorite words that have ever been written together are in the hobbit. I am in love with those books the same as the next guy
But leaf by niggle *has it.*
February 12, 2026 at 3:14 AM
It's been really fucking cool revisiting leaf by niggle too
It helps with the impostor syndrome
Like my favorite words that have ever been written together are in the hobbit. I am in love with those books the same as the next guy
But leaf by niggle *has it.*
It helps with the impostor syndrome
Like my favorite words that have ever been written together are in the hobbit. I am in love with those books the same as the next guy
But leaf by niggle *has it.*
Funnily enough, Aurelia is one of my quieter characters
Have you ever noticed the careful way a magician or a carnival worker talks to people?
That.
I'm very happy with how this is going
Have you ever noticed the careful way a magician or a carnival worker talks to people?
That.
I'm very happy with how this is going
February 12, 2026 at 3:03 AM
Funnily enough, Aurelia is one of my quieter characters
Have you ever noticed the careful way a magician or a carnival worker talks to people?
That.
I'm very happy with how this is going
Have you ever noticed the careful way a magician or a carnival worker talks to people?
That.
I'm very happy with how this is going
Get friends who make you feel comfortable to rant about carnival history for like 40 minutes unprovoked lmfao
I needed it. There haven't been enough people in my life I can be chatty around for too long a time
That's changing a little bit though and I'm happier for it
I needed it. There haven't been enough people in my life I can be chatty around for too long a time
That's changing a little bit though and I'm happier for it
February 12, 2026 at 2:56 AM
Get friends who make you feel comfortable to rant about carnival history for like 40 minutes unprovoked lmfao
I needed it. There haven't been enough people in my life I can be chatty around for too long a time
That's changing a little bit though and I'm happier for it
I needed it. There haven't been enough people in my life I can be chatty around for too long a time
That's changing a little bit though and I'm happier for it
Remembering how absolutely normal I was about Chris Jericho
And seeing how absolutely normal people still are about him
It's pretty heartwarming
And seeing how absolutely normal people still are about him
It's pretty heartwarming
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
Remembering how absolutely normal I was about Chris Jericho
And seeing how absolutely normal people still are about him
It's pretty heartwarming
And seeing how absolutely normal people still are about him
It's pretty heartwarming
This acct is eventually just gonna turn into aurelia posting
I wanna throw them into a setting and try em out soon, it's almost that time
An exciting period in character dev 😭
I wanna throw them into a setting and try em out soon, it's almost that time
An exciting period in character dev 😭
February 2, 2026 at 10:02 PM
This acct is eventually just gonna turn into aurelia posting
I wanna throw them into a setting and try em out soon, it's almost that time
An exciting period in character dev 😭
I wanna throw them into a setting and try em out soon, it's almost that time
An exciting period in character dev 😭
god forbid I ever get upset about anything for any reason lmao
The sky is falling and I guess it's my fault
The sky is falling and I guess it's my fault
January 26, 2026 at 12:53 AM
god forbid I ever get upset about anything for any reason lmao
The sky is falling and I guess it's my fault
The sky is falling and I guess it's my fault
jet li is not who I expected to see on the wrestlingtube scene today but I'm very glad about it
January 23, 2026 at 1:34 AM
jet li is not who I expected to see on the wrestlingtube scene today but I'm very glad about it
remember that time I only listened to korn for almost a whole year this is kind of like that
January 22, 2026 at 11:48 PM
remember that time I only listened to korn for almost a whole year this is kind of like that
honestly I shouldn't be surprised that I'm aurelia-pilled in the midst of my wrestling mania
January 22, 2026 at 11:47 PM
honestly I shouldn't be surprised that I'm aurelia-pilled in the midst of my wrestling mania
Not gonna feel guilty for being useless to others and taking care of myself
I refuse
Maybe I'll work a little bit on some aurelia stuff, that's been a character who's very energizing for me recently
I refuse
Maybe I'll work a little bit on some aurelia stuff, that's been a character who's very energizing for me recently
January 22, 2026 at 10:00 PM
Not gonna feel guilty for being useless to others and taking care of myself
I refuse
Maybe I'll work a little bit on some aurelia stuff, that's been a character who's very energizing for me recently
I refuse
Maybe I'll work a little bit on some aurelia stuff, that's been a character who's very energizing for me recently
How long before I start carving out time to go to shows? Idk but at this rate not long probably
January 21, 2026 at 5:44 PM
How long before I start carving out time to go to shows? Idk but at this rate not long probably
I think often about how I live in a place that actually has a pretty robust local/indie wrestling scene and it makes me happy
I had that as a kid but nowhere I've lived since has really had that and I've missed it
I had that as a kid but nowhere I've lived since has really had that and I've missed it
January 21, 2026 at 5:43 PM
I think often about how I live in a place that actually has a pretty robust local/indie wrestling scene and it makes me happy
I had that as a kid but nowhere I've lived since has really had that and I've missed it
I had that as a kid but nowhere I've lived since has really had that and I've missed it
In related videos I found an iyo sky (hitokiri) vs penta match there also and MAN is that a different wrestler than we see now
She's like wearing leather and they're talking about her like she's an assassin
And she's delivering lmao how cool
She's like wearing leather and they're talking about her like she's an assassin
And she's delivering lmao how cool
January 21, 2026 at 5:41 PM
In related videos I found an iyo sky (hitokiri) vs penta match there also and MAN is that a different wrestler than we see now
She's like wearing leather and they're talking about her like she's an assassin
And she's delivering lmao how cool
She's like wearing leather and they're talking about her like she's an assassin
And she's delivering lmao how cool
Chelsea Green dropped in Unreal that there's yt footage of a match she had in lucha underground with Penta
So naturally Im watching that on my lunch break
Instant classic imo
So naturally Im watching that on my lunch break
Instant classic imo
January 21, 2026 at 5:33 PM
Chelsea Green dropped in Unreal that there's yt footage of a match she had in lucha underground with Penta
So naturally Im watching that on my lunch break
Instant classic imo
So naturally Im watching that on my lunch break
Instant classic imo
it's CHELsea GREEEEEN!
I hope there's never a season without her
I hope there's never a season without her
January 21, 2026 at 1:14 AM
it's CHELsea GREEEEEN!
I hope there's never a season without her
I hope there's never a season without her