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9writhing.bsky.social
stef
@9writhing.bsky.social
20s, aroace bi, she/her, writer • satosugu (primarily gego) • minors DNI 🔞

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My favorite #satoshoko version is where everything hurts. She's angry he never chooses her (because he never chooses himself). He lets her close, closer than anyone else, but not close enough. She can see all of his broken pieces, but she isn't allowed to touch them +
February 27, 2025 at 2:06 PM
(Shes counting down the days. Wryly, she made a bet that he wouldn’t make it past 30, and then quickly backtracked when it had him laughing that brittle, self-deprecating laugh of his. One day she'll be able to touch him without fear. Warm hands on cold skin. When it’s too late.)
February 27, 2025 at 2:05 PM
She knows he wants her to, screw what happens next. He doesn't waste many thoughts on their future (or his). But he's all she has left. She'd rather he didn't leave sooner than he has to. +
February 27, 2025 at 2:05 PM
She doesn't know how to mend every crack and tear left behind by someone else. (She doesn't know how to do that for herself either.) She's a healer, and yet, who's to say her touch won't accelerate the decay rotting his heart? +
February 27, 2025 at 2:05 PM
She likes to convince herself it’s only him who pushes and pulls. She doesn't think about the time he let himself be vulnerable in front of her and she didn't do anything about it because she was afraid she'd make it worse. Would hurt him worse. +
February 27, 2025 at 2:05 PM
the concept of stsg not getting together until their late 20s (Geto never defects) doesn't make much sense to me BUT I still love it. 29 y/o Gojo who's a virgin purely out of lack of interest in exploring this with people he doesn't love, now getting to explore this with Geto. +
January 30, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Satoru's standing in his shower, water beating down on him, and he's touching himself, feeling the way his skin breaks out in bumps under his fingertips. He runs his hands up his sides, hugs himself without thinking much about it. It takes him a minute to understand he's crying.
January 30, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Suguru instructs him to take his time with it next time he gets off, because he always rushes, rushes, rushes. He's always thinking of the finish line and never of what comes before. +
January 30, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Hands running up and down his body, kisses on his neck, his eyelids, his nose, all those weird places that Suguru pays attention to, gives his love to, and Satoru doesn't understand but he thinks he likes it. Love bites on the back of his knees. +
January 30, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Gojo thinks he's a pillow princess, and he is, but he's about to find out that no, he hasn't actually been practicing that yet. Cue Geto showing him what being pampered actually means and it’s too much attention all at once that Gojo knows what to do with. +
January 30, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Gojo who takes pride in how good he is at giving that he thinks it’s also receiving, except it's not, so he gets all confused and pouty when Geto asks him what he'd like Geto to do to get him off because he's getting off, isn't he? +
January 30, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Yeah I’m yet another user that’s obsessed with Geto helping Gojo learn how to be kind to his body. Caressing himself feels so strange it makes Gojo squirm and giggle at first and it takes a while before he stops calling it silly out of reflex. +
January 30, 2025 at 7:46 PM