im always so conscious about -portraying ginya- because i stream with him as a model and characterized him as an idealized self, but i think the thought of him being an OC with lore makes it a bit hard for me to be satisfied at all especially because im not that big on larping 😔

i dont think i can ever thirst bait post even in a r18 account because frankly i’d just do the content; i’ll do the audios, scripts, get the art - but irl i’ll die. i’ll cry and die. i’LL DO IT BC ITS FUN. but i think there’s a difference when you talk about sex openly vs baiting sex

when i see good design i get so fucking horny like get that designer on my desk im sucking them off

i have mixed feelings for being discovered through my design, bc it’s been a bit pressurizing to make that my identity when i already do it irl www

my online creative space is ideally only 20% design and 80% everything else, thankfully those who are actively interacting with me are fans of both? 🥹

what happens if one sucks dick while having a coughing fit actually

feels like 2024 was rough on the creatives to the point where everyone’s fed up of taking things sitting down so 2025 we’re charging in head first balls to the walls crazy

ah. it really sucks to not be able to do anything when the best solution to a feud is to stay in your lane

every time i reference myself ‘loving boobs’ i mean it in the most pansexual way i can muster - BOTH ARE GREAT. ANY… CHEST.. MEAT… GREAT.

why is my voice so weird when i speak?? i cant tell if its an accent debuff or the tone at this point,, dysmorphia sucks 😅✌️

i really hate… love and deepspace… sorry….. no hate to those who play and stay in their lane but the fandom is so obnoxious? literally got someone say thinking of MC as male or shipping the guys together is ‘invading their straight space’ and i will never ever get over her association with LADS

with 2025 around the corner i still can’t decide if i want to do vtubing in full force and try other content creation things even though i’m not confident at them.. i just want to be cringe and free LMAO

i feel so unhinged every time i see this one person’s OC like dude how do you tell someone I LIKE YOUR SON!! without sounding weird

oughhhh 🤢🤢🤢 i feel sick 😭honestly its pretty much a given.. ive been on almost 8 flights in the span of 1 month.. never fucking again dude

christmas oc musings is often about unwrapping them as a present but what if you decorate them like a christmas tree

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhHhhHhHhhH M.m ma n boo b s . 👍

anyway i made this account mostly bc im going to comm nsfw art ✌️😗 i was settled on not posting it anywhere bc its really just self indulgence.. but now im here…. bsky is probably going to be a bit of a pain since it’ll get censored but it is what it is

i dont think i strike as someone who’s really dirty minded but a dm to me about BL is like a pinprick onto a balloon

i like to think i compartmentalize oc rp and ooc really well but with vtubing it gets hard since i see my words come out of his mouth every stream.. but just bc i hate dick in my mouth doesnt stop me from thinking about his having dick in his mouth 🧍sorry this account is going to be embarrassing

i WILL be posting OC ass here be warned