Like my grandma died my grandpa died also,uhh my cousin died recently i dont think anyone else i havent been close to any of them in adult hood

Ive just been acting normal im anxious rly bad i think tho

Hunches over dragging my feet sadly over to my Medicine Counter one comically large tear sliding down my idiot clown face

Ur a fuckin nerd @ myself. Nerd idiot stupid go take ur pills stupid

Me: man id like to be scared of the toilet and my closet and cans of soda and suddenly not know where i am sometimes and hallucinate shadows of rats and bugs and have screaming melt downs over everythjng it sounds so fun rn :o)

I wish i could skip the withdrawal and go straight into the paranoid delulu crazyass shit. Maybe its a self harmy thing idk why else i get in the mood to stop taking all my meds sometimes. I mean i hate taking them.... But being off them sucks more than taking them

I have cold turkeyed off psyche meds several times n i havent died yet tbh but the withdrawals r crazy on my new meds like 12+ hrs without ziprasidone everything gets all swirley and i feel like im dying

His useless piece of shit dad molested me too apparently i dont remember that instance at least . Im glad he ODed

Its so bizzare and kind of cruel in my opinion like.... Friends dont do that shit to each other...... Why have you been lying to me that ur my friend if ur this willing to block me without even talking to me first. Why should i trust literally anyone!!! 🫂 Pats u ppl r mean

Crying a lot i didnt mean to do anything wrong i didnt mean to. I thought everythng was ok . Pets my little dog