but somedays I see someone who looks like how I want to look and I just *sigh* in silent envy.

that it’s not about feeling “ugly” it’s a deeply rooted reality knowing that I may never physically have the ideal body I wish I had. It’s genetically not probable for me and I have to sit with that and as you said “work with what I’ve got” for as long as I am. Some days it’s easier than others-

I don’t usually interact with nsfw accts on this acct but I secretly lurk on your page very often but I just wanted to say I never would’ve thought someone like you would’ve said exactly how I feel about myself so well. For the longest time whenever I would try to describe this to others-