Hi buddy, I know life can be unbearably heavy, but you are not alone. You are one of my favorite artists, and someone very important to more people than you think. Therefore, I really hope that your situation improves and that you are well until then.

Not to sound like a chupamedias or pajero, but as a reader, I really value well-crafted erotic scenes—they’re rare to find. Losing this way of implicitly connecting with authors would be a nightmare.