helleboros (helle)
@5thbusiness.bsky.social
Quiet obsessions in the void. (ie writing)
Currently writing: Shadowgast | helleboros @ AO3 | 🔞
Currently writing: Shadowgast | helleboros @ AO3 | 🔞
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Safe Harbor - Chapter 2 - helleboros - Critical Role (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]
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Chapter 2 is up for Safe Harbor!
In Aeor, Essek learns more about Caleb at the cost of saving his own skin.
(2/5, Mature, some mild monster violence ) #shadowgast
✨Aeor is for idiots
✨Unresolved sexual tension
✨Epilogue-compliant
🐟 ft. salmon Essek
archiveofourown.org/works/706769...
In Aeor, Essek learns more about Caleb at the cost of saving his own skin.
(2/5, Mature, some mild monster violence ) #shadowgast
✨Aeor is for idiots
✨Unresolved sexual tension
✨Epilogue-compliant
🐟 ft. salmon Essek
archiveofourown.org/works/706769...
regrets in not writing for 1 month 🫣
November 12, 2025 at 5:33 AM
regrets in not writing for 1 month 🫣
also my chanlix fic idea has crystalized; bless these nerds and their anime concepts
October 9, 2025 at 3:07 PM
also my chanlix fic idea has crystalized; bless these nerds and their anime concepts
ITS THURSDAY 🤪
October 9, 2025 at 3:04 PM
ITS THURSDAY 🤪
GODDAMN C4E1 IS A CINEMATIC MASTERPIECE HOW IS THIS ONLY EP1 #criticalrole
October 3, 2025 at 6:35 AM
GODDAMN C4E1 IS A CINEMATIC MASTERPIECE HOW IS THIS ONLY EP1 #criticalrole
whoops, excuse a brief intermission as stray kids content has me in a chokehold
September 30, 2025 at 6:50 PM
whoops, excuse a brief intermission as stray kids content has me in a chokehold
writing Safe Harbor is 30% writing 70% research on spells, wildemount, the kryn dynasty, science stuff, math stuff etc etc evident by the number of tabs i have open:
September 23, 2025 at 8:53 PM
writing Safe Harbor is 30% writing 70% research on spells, wildemount, the kryn dynasty, science stuff, math stuff etc etc evident by the number of tabs i have open:
Safe Harbor
After departing from the Blooming Grove, Essek figures out what to do next. Otherwise: Essek plays tourist, and Caleb accompanies him.
(1/?, Teen, #shadowgast)
✨Post-epilogue
✨Wildemount "roadtrip"
✨Yearning
✨Angst & Humor (aka unhinged Essek pov)
archiveofourown.org/works/706769...
After departing from the Blooming Grove, Essek figures out what to do next. Otherwise: Essek plays tourist, and Caleb accompanies him.
(1/?, Teen, #shadowgast)
✨Post-epilogue
✨Wildemount "roadtrip"
✨Yearning
✨Angst & Humor (aka unhinged Essek pov)
archiveofourown.org/works/706769...
Safe Harbor - Chapter 1 - helleboros - Critical Role (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
September 19, 2025 at 4:17 AM
Safe Harbor
After departing from the Blooming Grove, Essek figures out what to do next. Otherwise: Essek plays tourist, and Caleb accompanies him.
(1/?, Teen, #shadowgast)
✨Post-epilogue
✨Wildemount "roadtrip"
✨Yearning
✨Angst & Humor (aka unhinged Essek pov)
archiveofourown.org/works/706769...
After departing from the Blooming Grove, Essek figures out what to do next. Otherwise: Essek plays tourist, and Caleb accompanies him.
(1/?, Teen, #shadowgast)
✨Post-epilogue
✨Wildemount "roadtrip"
✨Yearning
✨Angst & Humor (aka unhinged Essek pov)
archiveofourown.org/works/706769...
occtis, you had me at dweeb
September 18, 2025 at 2:27 AM
occtis, you had me at dweeb
did an oopsie and chopped this story to pieces; im sorry my little frankenstein i swear I CAN FIX IT
September 8, 2025 at 6:13 PM
did an oopsie and chopped this story to pieces; im sorry my little frankenstein i swear I CAN FIX IT
why must earwigs look like that
September 1, 2025 at 4:06 AM
why must earwigs look like that
That CR announcement - WOOF (in the best way)
August 21, 2025 at 6:49 PM
That CR announcement - WOOF (in the best way)
You listen to me.
I know what you are talking about.
I know.
And the difference between you and I is thinner than a razor.
And I was like you.
Was.
I know what a fool I have been for years.
And I'm looking at him as if I am looking in a mirror.
I know what you are talking about.
I know.
And the difference between you and I is thinner than a razor.
And I was like you.
Was.
I know what a fool I have been for years.
And I'm looking at him as if I am looking in a mirror.
a woman is making a funny face while holding a phone in her hand .
ALT: a woman is making a funny face while holding a phone in her hand .
media.tenor.com
August 20, 2025 at 3:28 AM
You listen to me.
I know what you are talking about.
I know.
And the difference between you and I is thinner than a razor.
And I was like you.
Was.
I know what a fool I have been for years.
And I'm looking at him as if I am looking in a mirror.
I know what you are talking about.
I know.
And the difference between you and I is thinner than a razor.
And I was like you.
Was.
I know what a fool I have been for years.
And I'm looking at him as if I am looking in a mirror.
ARGH have you ever felt you wrote better four years ago, prior to overanalyzing every SINGLE SENTENCE and taking a hiatus that decimated your entire writing toolbox
yes, the answer is yes
yes, the answer is yes
August 19, 2025 at 7:48 PM
ARGH have you ever felt you wrote better four years ago, prior to overanalyzing every SINGLE SENTENCE and taking a hiatus that decimated your entire writing toolbox
yes, the answer is yes
yes, the answer is yes
just realized i am 3 for 3 making caleb and essek fight in my shadowgast fics - i am but a one-trick pony who's middle name is tension with a capital T
August 11, 2025 at 8:33 PM
just realized i am 3 for 3 making caleb and essek fight in my shadowgast fics - i am but a one-trick pony who's middle name is tension with a capital T
pablo neruda, you absolute madman, genius of words:
Matilde, with kisses your mouth taught me
My lips came to know fire.
Matilde, with kisses your mouth taught me
My lips came to know fire.
August 6, 2025 at 2:19 PM
pablo neruda, you absolute madman, genius of words:
Matilde, with kisses your mouth taught me
My lips came to know fire.
Matilde, with kisses your mouth taught me
My lips came to know fire.
celine song and justin kuritzkes write fanfic together; convince me otherwise
August 4, 2025 at 4:46 PM
celine song and justin kuritzkes write fanfic together; convince me otherwise
back at work on my shadowgast wip... from 2020 RIP 🙃
August 2, 2025 at 3:42 AM
back at work on my shadowgast wip... from 2020 RIP 🙃
A Nine-sided Tower on Fire
Jester asks a favor of Caleb. Caleb’s unsure he can deliver.
(7k, Explicit 🔞, #shadowgast)
🔥Post-epilogue get together fic
🔥Aeor is for lovers
🔥Jester is the best wingwoman
❤️🔥smut with feelings
archiveofourown.org/works/68476421
Jester asks a favor of Caleb. Caleb’s unsure he can deliver.
(7k, Explicit 🔞, #shadowgast)
🔥Post-epilogue get together fic
🔥Aeor is for lovers
🔥Jester is the best wingwoman
❤️🔥smut with feelings
archiveofourown.org/works/68476421
A Nine-sided Tower on Fire - helleboros - Critical Role (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
July 31, 2025 at 8:46 PM
A Nine-sided Tower on Fire
Jester asks a favor of Caleb. Caleb’s unsure he can deliver.
(7k, Explicit 🔞, #shadowgast)
🔥Post-epilogue get together fic
🔥Aeor is for lovers
🔥Jester is the best wingwoman
❤️🔥smut with feelings
archiveofourown.org/works/68476421
Jester asks a favor of Caleb. Caleb’s unsure he can deliver.
(7k, Explicit 🔞, #shadowgast)
🔥Post-epilogue get together fic
🔥Aeor is for lovers
🔥Jester is the best wingwoman
❤️🔥smut with feelings
archiveofourown.org/works/68476421
editing the first draft of smut is the bane of my existence. wtf did you just write, helle?? excuse me, where are the body parts??? where is the tongue???
July 31, 2025 at 4:53 PM
editing the first draft of smut is the bane of my existence. wtf did you just write, helle?? excuse me, where are the body parts??? where is the tongue???
whats the word for when your crack pwp fic turns into a 6k monster all about feelings
July 30, 2025 at 10:52 PM
whats the word for when your crack pwp fic turns into a 6k monster all about feelings
my current youtube algo is serving me superjunior AND naruto content - we've reached terminal 2010 folks
July 28, 2025 at 10:11 PM
my current youtube algo is serving me superjunior AND naruto content - we've reached terminal 2010 folks
its a kpop summer guys
July 22, 2025 at 4:05 AM
its a kpop summer guys
Comeback (Track 4)
After several months of silence, Rumi hears Jinu’s voice in her head. (5k, T-rated, #rujinu)
archiveofourown.org/works/67707216
After several months of silence, Rumi hears Jinu’s voice in her head. (5k, T-rated, #rujinu)
archiveofourown.org/works/67707216
Comeback (Track 4) - helleboros - KPop Demon Hunters (2025) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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July 17, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Comeback (Track 4)
After several months of silence, Rumi hears Jinu’s voice in her head. (5k, T-rated, #rujinu)
archiveofourown.org/works/67707216
After several months of silence, Rumi hears Jinu’s voice in her head. (5k, T-rated, #rujinu)
archiveofourown.org/works/67707216