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@4kpigeon.kills.men
25, she/her
it's as shrimple as that
header by toiletpigeon on instagram
it's as shrimple as that
header by toiletpigeon on instagram
tldr don't go through your google photos recreationally
June 14, 2025 at 9:13 PM
tldr don't go through your google photos recreationally
but seeing all the endings of my different eras is so sad. seeing myself post stroke is so sad because she didn't know we'd get here. i've been anxious the whole time but what am i gonna do, yknow?
June 14, 2025 at 9:13 PM
but seeing all the endings of my different eras is so sad. seeing myself post stroke is so sad because she didn't know we'd get here. i've been anxious the whole time but what am i gonna do, yknow?
there are pictures of my cats in there and i'm not ready to see the last picture i ever took of Timmo before he died. i'm seeing pictures of Cassidy and Alysa. i even saw my ex in there which was more horrifying than sad. we hate him
June 14, 2025 at 9:13 PM
there are pictures of my cats in there and i'm not ready to see the last picture i ever took of Timmo before he died. i'm seeing pictures of Cassidy and Alysa. i even saw my ex in there which was more horrifying than sad. we hate him
brown haired me, the debut of the blue, post-stroke me, it's made me really sad for myself because i wish i could go back and talk to those versions of myself. but i can't
June 14, 2025 at 9:13 PM
brown haired me, the debut of the blue, post-stroke me, it's made me really sad for myself because i wish i could go back and talk to those versions of myself. but i can't
ok i did a little bit
June 11, 2025 at 9:55 AM
ok i did a little bit
it's 4:43 am and i haven't slept at all, i feel like my skin doesn't belong on my body and i have nowhere to put my anxiety but here i guess.
June 11, 2025 at 3:43 AM
it's 4:43 am and i haven't slept at all, i feel like my skin doesn't belong on my body and i have nowhere to put my anxiety but here i guess.
so that's my ramble for today i guess, tldr i'm really anxious and can't do anything about it. i also embarrassingly really think a vape would help me feel better, which it probably wouldn't.
June 11, 2025 at 3:43 AM
so that's my ramble for today i guess, tldr i'm really anxious and can't do anything about it. i also embarrassingly really think a vape would help me feel better, which it probably wouldn't.
i promised Oli i was quitting so i'm not even asking if he cares if i get one here. i'd rather be up all night worrying than do that because i'm not a promise breaker.
it sucks that they're bad for you because i never felt like i Needed one. until now.
it sucks that they're bad for you because i never felt like i Needed one. until now.
June 11, 2025 at 3:43 AM
i promised Oli i was quitting so i'm not even asking if he cares if i get one here. i'd rather be up all night worrying than do that because i'm not a promise breaker.
it sucks that they're bad for you because i never felt like i Needed one. until now.
it sucks that they're bad for you because i never felt like i Needed one. until now.
which doesn't matter but at the same time what am i supposed to do about anything?
i'm broke abroad, i'm hearing about how bad things still are back home, i'm in a constant state of alert, and wouldn't you know it, i still can't sleep properly.
i'm broke abroad, i'm hearing about how bad things still are back home, i'm in a constant state of alert, and wouldn't you know it, i still can't sleep properly.
June 11, 2025 at 3:43 AM
which doesn't matter but at the same time what am i supposed to do about anything?
i'm broke abroad, i'm hearing about how bad things still are back home, i'm in a constant state of alert, and wouldn't you know it, i still can't sleep properly.
i'm broke abroad, i'm hearing about how bad things still are back home, i'm in a constant state of alert, and wouldn't you know it, i still can't sleep properly.
if he wanted to. he sent me some and it hasn't alleviated the skin crawlingly strong anxiety i feel right now.
though it doesn't help that half of my thoughts are about how i need a vape. because i used to use one the most when i was stressed out. i haven't had nicotine in like a week and a half
though it doesn't help that half of my thoughts are about how i need a vape. because i used to use one the most when i was stressed out. i haven't had nicotine in like a week and a half
June 11, 2025 at 3:43 AM
if he wanted to. he sent me some and it hasn't alleviated the skin crawlingly strong anxiety i feel right now.
though it doesn't help that half of my thoughts are about how i need a vape. because i used to use one the most when i was stressed out. i haven't had nicotine in like a week and a half
though it doesn't help that half of my thoughts are about how i need a vape. because i used to use one the most when i was stressed out. i haven't had nicotine in like a week and a half
so not only am i abroad and not working, i'm also not getting paid at all whatsoever. my bills are automatic and do Not care whether i have other money coming in.
it came to a point where i had to text my dad and ask for money. which i hate doing. i don't feel bad asking, but he could change that
it came to a point where i had to text my dad and ask for money. which i hate doing. i don't feel bad asking, but he could change that
June 11, 2025 at 3:43 AM
so not only am i abroad and not working, i'm also not getting paid at all whatsoever. my bills are automatic and do Not care whether i have other money coming in.
it came to a point where i had to text my dad and ask for money. which i hate doing. i don't feel bad asking, but he could change that
it came to a point where i had to text my dad and ask for money. which i hate doing. i don't feel bad asking, but he could change that
also we saw an $18 sandwich. literally what the scallop
May 20, 2025 at 8:13 PM
also we saw an $18 sandwich. literally what the scallop
i HATE trains, but we're at the airport now. went through security and TSA and finally. i'm taking a got damn seat
May 20, 2025 at 8:13 PM
i HATE trains, but we're at the airport now. went through security and TSA and finally. i'm taking a got damn seat
at the next train station i had SO much fun feeding the pigeons, and right as i was getting done a worker told me to stop? fucking rude
May 20, 2025 at 8:13 PM
at the next train station i had SO much fun feeding the pigeons, and right as i was getting done a worker told me to stop? fucking rude
i was overwhelmed and incredibly pissed off but we had pizza
May 20, 2025 at 8:13 PM
i was overwhelmed and incredibly pissed off but we had pizza
got to the first train station quite stressed, and had to buy a $30 charging adapter because i didn't BRING MINE?! so i hated that
May 20, 2025 at 8:13 PM
got to the first train station quite stressed, and had to buy a $30 charging adapter because i didn't BRING MINE?! so i hated that
on the train to the city rn!! my mom and my little brother saw us off, mom cried ☹️ i hope she's ok. she also took a pic of me, Oli, and my little brother and we look like his parents 😭 also i have to pee
May 20, 2025 at 2:31 PM
on the train to the city rn!! my mom and my little brother saw us off, mom cried ☹️ i hope she's ok. she also took a pic of me, Oli, and my little brother and we look like his parents 😭 also i have to pee
IM GOING TO ENGLAND LOL
May 20, 2025 at 1:15 AM
IM GOING TO ENGLAND LOL
leaving home in 12 hours!!! having packing anxiety and the striking fear that i'll forget something
May 20, 2025 at 12:24 AM
leaving home in 12 hours!!! having packing anxiety and the striking fear that i'll forget something