Im saying im just an a hole

By the end of the days it benefits me.

Might be when he was rich and all. He went bankrupted and can't even afford a cigarette. He kept that vintage lighter tho

Foam once named Bill

Ross's real name was "Ersilia Agnese Rosaline/DeRossella Ironically it's clearly a very feminine name so she forbid everyone else to use it. not just doesn't fit her at all, but it also means the exact opposite of what kind of person she is today.

That's just my idea btw, i dont know italian names-

Yea not when they think im some heartless monster with a lazy arse who can't afford to wash dishes on time. They think i want to be dirty and all. But it's my bad, i'll try harder next time.

Maybe i should work on that. Maybe i'm bad at managing myself. But what they don't know is i feel bad at myself more than anyone.

They don't understand the feeling when "washing my hair" is an achievement. They don't. Because i've been struggling to do just that. I took a bath after 4 days. I wash my hair once a week. I can't even tell why.

If i could be a better perfect person I would have...
...not

I feel like isolated from everything else
I can't keep up

Don't "change, get some fresh air" me

feels like bedridden but still can hear pp complain abt how expensive (to kept alive) they are right next to their bed

Yessss Ross did try to use it. she can also take the heat! But foam doesn't improved. Fixing it is too expensive, even with his salary.. Wait, he have one?