The 2nd one the comic is based off a discord call moment that I laughed too hard at. it was abt a twitter user posting these button quails in some garden saying they were the new garden security & updating it with "the entire flock has just been terrorized by a large butterfly"

4) Connection to Alexander?
Again, tying into my real life experiences with psychosis, connection to historical figure's lives... please wait warmly for BeastVN 🤪😭❤️ But there are 3-4 facets of Alexander that exist. Again please wait warmly.....

3) Why Beasthood?
Please wait warmly for BeastVN 😭🍷
But more or less: if your last hope for humanity was riding on someone in these circumstances, I think escaping the entire world somehow would be on their mind.
An exploration of 1) my psyche 🤪 2) the narrative concepts attached to Chaldea itself

- to Rose due to their relationship being established, and Rose establishing a mutual parallel connection to Waver from his love.

- this curse combined with the parallel to Alexander is what catalyzed Rose becoming the Beast of Narcissism, attempting to rewrite the rules of the universe for the better, to allow humanity easier transcendence... to accelerate the advent of histories, a marble that Waver entered by connection

2) What kind of magecraft?
Started from simply being connected to the 2nd and was taught magecraft by a very maliciously motivated Merlin to use magecraft based on memories, i.e. trauma, which lead to many problems... such as the manifestation of an Abyssal curse. It seeps from the scalp downwards

1) Why 2nd magic?
I have DID, and my weird formation is like... a bazillion Roses all trying to be Rose at once. I use the concept of the Kaleidoscope to externalize the concept of experiencing multiple parallel realities at once, which is how my every day reality feels to me.