It’s terrible for our mental health and it eats away at your self esteem after awhile. Anyway I just wanted to vent and put my emotions out.

I don’t feel as beautiful as other girls that go viral on the internet. I’d love to sit here and act like I’m this indestructible person who is perfectly confident and “don’t need nobody”, but the truth is I’m lonely and no one knows what it’s like to be alone like this for YEARS.

and every time I try to date someone it seems like men have too much on their plate for me. Most of the time I feel like everyone secretly hates me and the universe is constantly trying to humble me. I put my self worth into numbers on the internet,

Last month a coworker invited me to her birthday dinner and that was the first time I’ve gotten invited to anything since I was in high school. I have no friends, I’m single, I go everywhere alone even if I’m going to a different city/state,