Replacing it with myself instead.

I didn’t remember it even happened until I finally got back into the house after the cops left and saw the gate of the ground

Of my baby, as if he didn’t go to far and literally pull me through the baby gate onto her, hurting her literally minutes after. I can’t stay with him. I need to get out but idk what to do. I was so shook from him locking me away from my baby, that I forgot to tell the cops ab it when they were here

I didn’t cut in front of my baby, she was there but I was doing it over a table above her. There was no way she saw what I was doing, i do feel bad for doing that in the same room as her. My bf is trying to make me seem like the bad parent for that as if he didn’t beat the shit out of me in front

Why tf would I be here asking you to fucking call the cops for me if I had my fucking phone you old ass dumb fucking idiot omg this makes me hate men with a passion. I wish I could just end myself and get away from these people but I have my baby and she makes life worth living so i can only cut.

I explain to him that he takes my phone and holds me down, sometimes to the point where I’m literally scared for my life and I’ve scream my lungs to try to get the same neighbor to hear me. This mf man decides to be like “does he have your phone now” I was like yeah no shit.-

I ran to our neighbors house and asked them to call the police. I told him how he’s been violent with me in the past and that I was scared bc he locked himself with my baby. the fucking neighbor was like “why haven’t you called the cops before” are you fucking kidding me.

He eventually got in thru another window, grabbed me, pulled me thru the baby gate causing me and it to fall right onto my baby. I tried to grab her while screaming at him about what he just did and he got her before I could get up and locked himself in the bathroom with her.

I locked him out of the house, was arguing with him thru the window and he said something I don’t even remember but it sent me off. I ran,grabbed my razor and came back to the window and just started going at it, not even looking. luckily he snapped me out of it by saying “not in front of the baby”

My bf has a video of me doing it in front of him through the window while he was locked out of the house by me. I probably seem insane to him.