這個也不是說自己比別人好。我的人性缺陷也多，但有時就是感覺自己控制的比較好，為什麼這樣？別人不能也控制嗎？禮貌一些？

/ im crashing out so bad over my barely existent social life. f u c k

well with you anyway so why try so hard anymore, why have such a high expectation. fuck you. shut up and stay down. you only want to be close with someone but it wont work if you have nothing interesting to talk about. thats whats pathetic about you, you uninteresting fuck. just. stop