maddie || caterpillarsky
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twitter refugee (again) • 20 • she/her • ana b/p • gw1: 148 🍂• gw2: 142 🍂• gw3: 136 🍂
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even though I’d never act on it because I know that things will get better for me and a lot of my struggling is circumstantial, the thought of kms brings me so much peace
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December 4, 2024 at 2:13 AM
even though I’d never act on it because I know that things will get better for me and a lot of my struggling is circumstantial, the thought of kms brings me so much peace
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i feel so sad; i just want to light a cigarette, read a book, and lay in the grass
December 4, 2024 at 1:43 AM
i feel so sad; i just want to light a cigarette, read a book, and lay in the grass
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I would kill to have an amab tdee without actually having to be a amab
December 4, 2024 at 12:04 AM
I would kill to have an amab tdee without actually having to be a amab
Touching grass
December 3, 2024 at 9:21 PM
Touching grass
Every. Single. One. Of my results for my final project in microbiology are contaminated. At the EXACT moment I discovered this I also found out that class I skipped this morning was my goddamn final exam
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December 3, 2024 at 8:44 PM
Every. Single. One. Of my results for my final project in microbiology are contaminated. At the EXACT moment I discovered this I also found out that class I skipped this morning was my goddamn final exam
Just calculated my boyfriends maintenance and his extreme weight loss is my MAITENENCE bro don’t ever complain to me about not being able to lose weight EVER AGAINNNNN
December 2, 2024 at 10:39 PM
Just calculated my boyfriends maintenance and his extreme weight loss is my MAITENENCE bro don’t ever complain to me about not being able to lose weight EVER AGAINNNNN
I GOT THE JOBBBBBB!!!!!!
I GOT AN INTERVIEW!!! it’s for a full time night shift, which is going to be difficult. But it’s only 3 nights a week, and I’m hoping that if I get it I’ll be able to transition to an easier job (either PT or day shift) within 4-6 months. IM SO EXCITED!! driving there now to stake out the place 😁😁
And now we wait 😁😁
November 25, 2024 at 7:27 PM
I GOT THE JOBBBBBB!!!!!!
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2025 thinspo vision boards
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November 24, 2024 at 6:52 PM
2025 thinspo vision boards
Just walked the hospital to understand the parking situation and find the unit I’m interviewing at, and was helped by a very kind man along the way. I’m very excited at the potential of working here
November 22, 2024 at 11:11 PM
Just walked the hospital to understand the parking situation and find the unit I’m interviewing at, and was helped by a very kind man along the way. I’m very excited at the potential of working here
I GOT AN INTERVIEW!!! it’s for a full time night shift, which is going to be difficult. But it’s only 3 nights a week, and I’m hoping that if I get it I’ll be able to transition to an easier job (either PT or day shift) within 4-6 months. IM SO EXCITED!! driving there now to stake out the place 😁😁
And now we wait 😁😁
November 22, 2024 at 10:40 PM
I GOT AN INTERVIEW!!! it’s for a full time night shift, which is going to be difficult. But it’s only 3 nights a week, and I’m hoping that if I get it I’ll be able to transition to an easier job (either PT or day shift) within 4-6 months. IM SO EXCITED!! driving there now to stake out the place 😁😁
Got rejected for one of the nurse tech jobs I applied for BUT they are reviewing my application today for Patient Access Clerk OMG!!
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November 22, 2024 at 6:43 PM
Got rejected for one of the nurse tech jobs I applied for BUT they are reviewing my application today for Patient Access Clerk OMG!!
Wish I could have a cigarette with my boyfriends mom but then he’d find out i smoke and he would not be cool w that
November 22, 2024 at 1:14 AM
Wish I could have a cigarette with my boyfriends mom but then he’d find out i smoke and he would not be cool w that
Might break my fast at 32 hours instead of 40 tbh I wanna sleep tonight 🙃
November 22, 2024 at 1:11 AM
Might break my fast at 32 hours instead of 40 tbh I wanna sleep tonight 🙃
Saw a fitness influencer on YouTube and asking about how he dropped lots of weight super fast under eating by 1000 cals/day and it made me so upset because I’ve l been undereating by more than 1000 cals/day and my scale has been fucking stuck on 150 for over a week now wtaf
November 21, 2024 at 11:03 PM
Saw a fitness influencer on YouTube and asking about how he dropped lots of weight super fast under eating by 1000 cals/day and it made me so upset because I’ve l been undereating by more than 1000 cals/day and my scale has been fucking stuck on 150 for over a week now wtaf
And now we wait 😁😁
November 21, 2024 at 8:33 PM
And now we wait 😁😁
I’m sending in my nurse tech job applications today :)) I’ve been rejected or unable to find a training schedule that works for me about 30 times but it’s all I I want to do. I’m not the ideal candidate, I’m not a certified CNA, so I do understand rejections. But it’s not stopping me from trying :)
November 21, 2024 at 6:01 PM
I’m sending in my nurse tech job applications today :)) I’ve been rejected or unable to find a training schedule that works for me about 30 times but it’s all I I want to do. I’m not the ideal candidate, I’m not a certified CNA, so I do understand rejections. But it’s not stopping me from trying :)
The scale went up 4 lbs even tho I KNOWWWW I’ve been heavy in a deficit. I’m rlly hoping that’s just water weight and my butt growing from my stair stepper obsession
November 21, 2024 at 5:50 PM
The scale went up 4 lbs even tho I KNOWWWW I’ve been heavy in a deficit. I’m rlly hoping that’s just water weight and my butt growing from my stair stepper obsession
Assuming today goes well, by the end of this week I will have spent a total of 106 hours fasting WHO CHEERED
November 21, 2024 at 5:45 PM
Assuming today goes well, by the end of this week I will have spent a total of 106 hours fasting WHO CHEERED
so excited to be fasting today I want to wake up SKINNY tomorrow
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November 21, 2024 at 5:39 PM
so excited to be fasting today I want to wake up SKINNY tomorrow
edsky really going through it tn
November 21, 2024 at 6:41 AM
edsky really going through it tn
went to tw*tter today to see what they’ve been cooking up over there since I left. Pretty solid stuff tbh
November 21, 2024 at 6:36 AM
went to tw*tter today to see what they’ve been cooking up over there since I left. Pretty solid stuff tbh
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they're always hard to look at or easy to draw
November 21, 2024 at 4:48 AM
they're always hard to look at or easy to draw
Can’t wait to not fucking eat until Friday yay -_-
November 21, 2024 at 6:33 AM
Can’t wait to not fucking eat until Friday yay -_-