it'll be better.

for you, for strangers, for any server we share and for any server i share with strangers, it'll be better this way.

so rather than continuously cause problems, i've just decided i'll leave every server and return our lives back to peace, it'll be like i was never here to begin with, for everyone.

i don't want to be that you or to the lives of others, isolation is probably best for someone like me, i will always make mistakes and it isn't okay.

can't hurt people, can't screw up all the time, and this way even expressing something isn't going to be a problem, venting frustrations won't be a problem, and i won't just overall be a problem.

i don't think it matters, what pity my family for a week then its done yet? and not even my own family would feel that bad

also to make this very clear no i do not ship any family together, no i do not ship actually huge age gaps where it isn't okay ( although i'm lenient on malleus i'm ngl simply bc i treat him like othe other third years )

i just find the current community for twst really suffocating

also jamikali is wrong bc toxic but also we like toxic yaoi apparently but not that one and i'm so confused because jamikali is one of the most popular ships in the fandom but its haters are so vocal. . .

( example, my yuusona for twst is 1 yr younger than vil, people will say this is pdf )
and its like. . . oh.
😭 i can't enjoy shit here ig

then there's actual takes i've seen where apparently you shouldn't ship in fandom and i'm like okay maybe you should disconnect from the community and enjoy the game and the anime and the manga on your own if you can't handle someone saying leona and vil should kiss

if you can't ship third years, who can you ship in twst?
cause second and first years are off the table, and there is only five teachers, and one of them is 65+ so i can tell you right now if you shipped him with any of the others, you'd be called problematic

i have to wonder how do you enjoy being in fandom if you're upset about someone making the two 18 yr old characters that have a good relationship in game kiss.

i do not personally care for rookvil, i don't attack ppl over it, yknow?

just i see these weird takes ( in twst ) more and more where its like "if you like x character in any way you're bad" or "we shouldn't ship third years because they're too young"

and then too young means they are 18-20 years old.

does that mean i should now be in jail apparently according to these annoying ppl

like i don't even consider myself a shipper of azul x idia as i don't actively seek out content for or envision it in the canon, i just like the art and go "oh thats cute" but some ppl are ridiculous abt it tbh

"but idia is 18 and azul is 17!!"
and two people that age irl literally share classes, i was 18 and not even close to graduating as i graduated at 19

i also met my partner when we were both 16, dated, i turned 18 and we still dated and i'm 9 months older
meaning they were 17 when i was 18.

because "Well in mythology hades is related to poseidon and ursula is related to poseidon!!!!!"

is azul actually ursula? no.
he's literally not ursula herself, he's a character inspired by her.

is idia literally hades? no.
he's inspired by the disney version.

no bc i'm literally a mod in the twst tumblr english community and we're setting up a discord server, one of the other mods of this community when i was like 'i think we should have boundaries against ships like shr0udc3st for ppl's comfort", they were like "AND IDIA X AZUL TOO ITS PROBLEMATIC!"

bc saying "i don't see issue w/ idia being a single year older than azul" would make me a pr0sh1pp3r apparently FUCKING APPARENTLY

and the thing is, i can't take a stance that's normal like this where i don't see literally anything fucking wrong is azul x idia and i don't even ship it -- i don't think, i like the art but i'm not like "omg i need to imagine them kissing in canon and need to rp it" the way i am w other ships

i just think if we're working on this logic, suddenly people's parents aren't allowed to be together bc their mom is 1 yr older than their dad, also i'm suddenly not allowed to be w/ my partner bc even though we both met at 16, i turned 18 before they did