slept too early cos i know he'll be late, ended up missing my communication time with his cos i overfucking slept. now i’m- "crashes out*

i miss talking to him so much~ i’m so afraid we might not get to talk as much anymore.

EEEEH. TF. Okay, so he messaged me and I just didn't get the fucking notifs !! I MISSED HIM, I WANNA TALK TO HIM. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS PHONE NOT MAKING ME TALK TO HIM AAAAAAA *crashes out*

He was the reason why I wanted a man with long hair, but kinda realized he's the only man with long hair that I want.

no talk? this feels worse than a break up. or i’m just too emotional and overreacting.

can’t stop staring, i am really obsessed.

duh obv i am not meant for tam, i know he's just my temporary hyperfixation.

okaay hear me out, he's so good fucking looking in every angle and in every color of dress he wore BUT listen— dark? as in fucking black outfit!? folded. he fucking look so goddamn good in black, aughhhh ! (stole the picture of him and made it my wallpaper, idc)

he’s clearly out of my league, that guy name Tam. i know i should let him go but- it's just so hard.

literally deleted all my socials app just to focus on this one where no one knows me.