Started spiraling so I took a gpose of Ziero to calm myself

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This light grind isn't that bad. I was expecting way worse.

Wouldn't hurt to try again today, so...

Hello, my name's Ziero Arda. I deleted my old account by mistake, as I was in a bad mental state.

I'm looking for my friends from my old account, so if you see this, please spread the word if you can.

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I was thinking, I should probably go ahead and mute certain people ahead of time in case they find this new account, since every time I saw a notification from them, I would spiral hard. But also, I doubt they give enough of a shit to go looking for me. Just a thought.

I'll try again tomorrow to find more people. I honestly wasn't expecting to find anyone. I'm sorry for worrying everyone. I hope I can be forgiven someday.

beach wuk

It's always nights where the game is down for maintenance that I want to play it the most...

Thanks to everyone who helped spread the word around. It means a lot. I hope I can find more of my friends soon

Lizard.

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Well. People saw my posts. Nothing really came out of that, though. I still haven't found my friends. I'm sure they're out there...

I thought I would have found a follower or two. Oh well...

I'll be honest, I don't know if I'll ever find my friends without directly poking them. So...I'll give it a day. See if this place leads them to me naturally. I realize I'm putting a lot of trust in strangers, but...what else can I do?

Okay, one more time since this place keeps dying.

Hi. My name's Ziero Arda. I deleted my last account, and I'm hoping to start over here.

If you come across this, even if we don't know each other, please spread the word. I want to find my friends again.

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actually, wait. since there's no algorithm here...how do I find people? And...how do people find me??

...as soon as I post, bsky goes down. That's pretty funny. This place is trying to keep me from my friends >.<

Oh, also. This is a complete shot in the dark, but I want to put this somewhere.

If certain people find this, and read this...I'm sorry. Sorry for my actions and behavior. I want to fix things between us, if the chance is still there. I'm sorry for how I treated you. I don't expect to be forgiven.

...maybe I shouldn't be posting in the early hours of the morning. But I gotta try.

If you're coming from my old account, then I want to say that I am truly sorry for worrying you. I let my emotions get the better of me, and I made a decision that I regret. I really am trying to be better. But I don't know how. I want help, if anyone is still willing.

Hi.

If you found this account, then you may or may not have noticed that my old one was deleted.

...I regret doing that. And as far as I can tell, it's irreversible.

So please, if you see this, spread the word so I can find my friends once again.

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