ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber
@zanitysystem.bsky.social
They/Them | Genderfluid | DID dx | Millennial
🎨 https://zanitysystem-portfolio.carrd.co/
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#Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural
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🎨 https://zanitysystem-portfolio.carrd.co/
🧐 https://zanitysystem.carrd.co/
#Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural
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In Creative News:
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
I still don't have a name for ver yet, but our WIP comic/animation "Wolf Boy" has a magical hero whose gem mentor is a platypus. Ve is the only hero to custom-design ver battle outfit, combining magic with cosplay genius & special interests. I love this character so much.
November 12, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I still don't have a name for ver yet, but our WIP comic/animation "Wolf Boy" has a magical hero whose gem mentor is a platypus. Ve is the only hero to custom-design ver battle outfit, combining magic with cosplay genius & special interests. I love this character so much.
Things that are cute, but Terrifying:
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
November 12, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Things that are cute, but Terrifying:
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
I don't keep track of my list of followers but I casually see that number go up and down.
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
November 12, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I don't keep track of my list of followers but I casually see that number go up and down.
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
Sorry, we don't have any artwork to share lately.
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
November 12, 2025 at 12:19 PM
Sorry, we don't have any artwork to share lately.
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
Life has been about survival and we haven't really drawn at all.
If I don't have therapy anymore we might have time for Twitch Streams, but I'll need a standing desk situation. My back isn't recovered from last october's ER visit. 😅
I got 30% of November's SNAP benefits.
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
November 12, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I got 30% of November's SNAP benefits.
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
My insurance is denying my psychotherapy claims for NO valid reason. My therapist has been unpaid since the beginning of September. This week we had to skip Monday's session and it sounds like Friday will be our last day for the foreseeable future. 😮💨🙃🫠
The more time I spend away from the internet, the less charm it really has.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
November 12, 2025 at 12:10 AM
The more time I spend away from the internet, the less charm it really has.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
I had my first AOL account when I was 10, I played educational games on the computer since I was 4. The keyboard has been my communication crutch for 21 years.
It's new to feel More connected to in-person experiences.
It really sucks that being an online artist hasn't been as reliable as quid pro quo sex work.
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
November 11, 2025 at 11:52 PM
It really sucks that being an online artist hasn't been as reliable as quid pro quo sex work.
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
I could draw fursonas for money, but it's easier to get bills paid by throwing it back.
Oh fucking well. 🙃🫠
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Continuing to engage w/ someone who is toxic to us, even if we're right, even if no one else is challenging them, at the expense of our safety & stability is a trap.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
November 11, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Continuing to engage w/ someone who is toxic to us, even if we're right, even if no one else is challenging them, at the expense of our safety & stability is a trap.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
There is NO argument or interaction, especially on the internet, worth sacrificing our safety & stability over.
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We're socialized to constantly apologize for being too outwardly excited about things, but this world is so full of terror and misery that I'd rather see those bursts of light and passion shine through the cracks wherever you can find them.
November 7, 2025 at 2:36 PM
We're socialized to constantly apologize for being too outwardly excited about things, but this world is so full of terror and misery that I'd rather see those bursts of light and passion shine through the cracks wherever you can find them.
You're previously scheduled escapism has been replaced with
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
November 4, 2025 at 4:43 PM
You're previously scheduled escapism has been replaced with
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
Existential Angst & Shitposting.
Who has energy to draw headmates and OCs when -vaguely gestures at the world-
Who's gonna sacrifice limited pain-free hand mobility for art when one Needs Hands For Survival Mode?
So the state of the world, the food situation, and the continuing insecurity...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
November 4, 2025 at 4:40 PM
So the state of the world, the food situation, and the continuing insecurity...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
Is making it hard to maintain a celiac safe diet. We just had a 20 minute chat with our doctor's office about an alarming flare-up. Appointment set.
Eat ONE kit-kat bar bc that's what the foodbank gave and...
In Creative News:
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
November 3, 2025 at 2:18 PM
In Creative News:
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
Reasons I have a Hate Boner for Hank Green, item 2.
"Me, Myself, and I" is not appropriate for Hank Green to use in a DID title.
Negative Kudos for: Sybil focus, Controversy focus, Rare.
1% of the US population is 3.4 million people. 1 out of 100 is not "Rare".
www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4hV...
"Me, Myself, and I" is not appropriate for Hank Green to use in a DID title.
Negative Kudos for: Sybil focus, Controversy focus, Rare.
1% of the US population is 3.4 million people. 1 out of 100 is not "Rare".
www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4hV...
Me, Myself, and I: Dissociative Identity Disorder
YouTube video by SciShow Psych
www.youtube.com
November 3, 2025 at 2:13 PM
Reasons I have a Hate Boner for Hank Green, item 2.
"Me, Myself, and I" is not appropriate for Hank Green to use in a DID title.
Negative Kudos for: Sybil focus, Controversy focus, Rare.
1% of the US population is 3.4 million people. 1 out of 100 is not "Rare".
www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4hV...
"Me, Myself, and I" is not appropriate for Hank Green to use in a DID title.
Negative Kudos for: Sybil focus, Controversy focus, Rare.
1% of the US population is 3.4 million people. 1 out of 100 is not "Rare".
www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4hV...
The state of the world has us feeling extra spicy and bold.
So I guess we shit-post now.
So I guess we shit-post now.
November 3, 2025 at 2:06 PM
The state of the world has us feeling extra spicy and bold.
So I guess we shit-post now.
So I guess we shit-post now.
I'll be less harsh about Hank Green when:
1) Crash Course separates DID and Schizophrenia into 2 videos.
2) Hank removes the "Me, Myself, and I" thumbnail from another video on DID.
3) He does ACTUAL anti-racism work.
4) Everyone stops going to him like he's a fountain of accurate knowledge.
1) Crash Course separates DID and Schizophrenia into 2 videos.
2) Hank removes the "Me, Myself, and I" thumbnail from another video on DID.
3) He does ACTUAL anti-racism work.
4) Everyone stops going to him like he's a fountain of accurate knowledge.
November 3, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I'll be less harsh about Hank Green when:
1) Crash Course separates DID and Schizophrenia into 2 videos.
2) Hank removes the "Me, Myself, and I" thumbnail from another video on DID.
3) He does ACTUAL anti-racism work.
4) Everyone stops going to him like he's a fountain of accurate knowledge.
1) Crash Course separates DID and Schizophrenia into 2 videos.
2) Hank removes the "Me, Myself, and I" thumbnail from another video on DID.
3) He does ACTUAL anti-racism work.
4) Everyone stops going to him like he's a fountain of accurate knowledge.
Using government websites for routine services as a welfare recipient: "RADICAL LEFT SHUT DOWN THE GOVERNMENT"
Plio or Samson: "My Radical, Left Ass Cheek."
Plio or Samson: "My Radical, Left Ass Cheek."
November 2, 2025 at 11:22 PM
Using government websites for routine services as a welfare recipient: "RADICAL LEFT SHUT DOWN THE GOVERNMENT"
Plio or Samson: "My Radical, Left Ass Cheek."
Plio or Samson: "My Radical, Left Ass Cheek."
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Cats are liquid
Especially on Halloween 🎃🐈⬛🎃
Especially on Halloween 🎃🐈⬛🎃
October 31, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Cats are liquid
Especially on Halloween 🎃🐈⬛🎃
Especially on Halloween 🎃🐈⬛🎃
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OUR #WheelsAndRoses trailer is HERE✨🌈🛼
LOVE MAGICAL GIRLS? LOVE ROLLER DERBY AND ROLLER SKATING? LOVE QUEER GALS AND THEY THEMS?? Look no further!!!
WE'RE SO EXCITED TO FINALLY SHARE OUR TEASER TRAILER WITH THE WORLD!!!
youtu.be/sT23E5MyZKQ?...
#IndieAnimation
LOVE MAGICAL GIRLS? LOVE ROLLER DERBY AND ROLLER SKATING? LOVE QUEER GALS AND THEY THEMS?? Look no further!!!
WE'RE SO EXCITED TO FINALLY SHARE OUR TEASER TRAILER WITH THE WORLD!!!
youtu.be/sT23E5MyZKQ?...
#IndieAnimation
October 31, 2025 at 2:14 PM
OUR #WheelsAndRoses trailer is HERE✨🌈🛼
LOVE MAGICAL GIRLS? LOVE ROLLER DERBY AND ROLLER SKATING? LOVE QUEER GALS AND THEY THEMS?? Look no further!!!
WE'RE SO EXCITED TO FINALLY SHARE OUR TEASER TRAILER WITH THE WORLD!!!
youtu.be/sT23E5MyZKQ?...
#IndieAnimation
LOVE MAGICAL GIRLS? LOVE ROLLER DERBY AND ROLLER SKATING? LOVE QUEER GALS AND THEY THEMS?? Look no further!!!
WE'RE SO EXCITED TO FINALLY SHARE OUR TEASER TRAILER WITH THE WORLD!!!
youtu.be/sT23E5MyZKQ?...
#IndieAnimation
Psychiatry and Medicine can be kind of wild.
You'll have chronic pain survivors who can't access their meds, for 'drug seeking'.
But if someone OD's multiple times on their anti-anxiety/anti-depressants, psyches just give them more drugs! "How dare you say no to drugs, you clearly need them!"
You'll have chronic pain survivors who can't access their meds, for 'drug seeking'.
But if someone OD's multiple times on their anti-anxiety/anti-depressants, psyches just give them more drugs! "How dare you say no to drugs, you clearly need them!"
November 1, 2025 at 1:05 AM
Psychiatry and Medicine can be kind of wild.
You'll have chronic pain survivors who can't access their meds, for 'drug seeking'.
But if someone OD's multiple times on their anti-anxiety/anti-depressants, psyches just give them more drugs! "How dare you say no to drugs, you clearly need them!"
You'll have chronic pain survivors who can't access their meds, for 'drug seeking'.
But if someone OD's multiple times on their anti-anxiety/anti-depressants, psyches just give them more drugs! "How dare you say no to drugs, you clearly need them!"
I've drained my EBT funds. Food and cash, both in advance of November 1st. Rumor is, the cards won't work tomorrow.
I have a list of local foodbanks and their hours. I also have a growing list of free pantries being offered by caseworkers & organizations.
How are you preparing?
I have a list of local foodbanks and their hours. I also have a growing list of free pantries being offered by caseworkers & organizations.
How are you preparing?
October 31, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I've drained my EBT funds. Food and cash, both in advance of November 1st. Rumor is, the cards won't work tomorrow.
I have a list of local foodbanks and their hours. I also have a growing list of free pantries being offered by caseworkers & organizations.
How are you preparing?
I have a list of local foodbanks and their hours. I also have a growing list of free pantries being offered by caseworkers & organizations.
How are you preparing?
Not going to lie.
Opening emergency $5 commissions and getting 0 interest completely shattered my confidence about continuing freelance artwork.
It felt a lot like when we were trying to escape DV and not a single friend helped when we finally had the courage to ask.
Trauma & poverty are fun 🙃
Opening emergency $5 commissions and getting 0 interest completely shattered my confidence about continuing freelance artwork.
It felt a lot like when we were trying to escape DV and not a single friend helped when we finally had the courage to ask.
Trauma & poverty are fun 🙃
October 28, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Not going to lie.
Opening emergency $5 commissions and getting 0 interest completely shattered my confidence about continuing freelance artwork.
It felt a lot like when we were trying to escape DV and not a single friend helped when we finally had the courage to ask.
Trauma & poverty are fun 🙃
Opening emergency $5 commissions and getting 0 interest completely shattered my confidence about continuing freelance artwork.
It felt a lot like when we were trying to escape DV and not a single friend helped when we finally had the courage to ask.
Trauma & poverty are fun 🙃
Just a reminder that devaluing someone's message because of the way they say it is a mainstay of white supremacy called "tone policing" and reinforces ablism which creates a hierarchy of eugenics. This is not the same as shutting down manipulation tactics.
I don't make the system, I just notice it.
I don't make the system, I just notice it.
October 28, 2025 at 6:50 PM
Just a reminder that devaluing someone's message because of the way they say it is a mainstay of white supremacy called "tone policing" and reinforces ablism which creates a hierarchy of eugenics. This is not the same as shutting down manipulation tactics.
I don't make the system, I just notice it.
I don't make the system, I just notice it.
Media Theory
Steven Universe matured into who he became over the series because of 2 things.
1) Realizing how much the Gems DO think about him, and how they do their best to support him despite not knowing what he needs.
2) His friendship with Connie & the introduction to college-level reading.
Steven Universe matured into who he became over the series because of 2 things.
1) Realizing how much the Gems DO think about him, and how they do their best to support him despite not knowing what he needs.
2) His friendship with Connie & the introduction to college-level reading.
October 27, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Media Theory
Steven Universe matured into who he became over the series because of 2 things.
1) Realizing how much the Gems DO think about him, and how they do their best to support him despite not knowing what he needs.
2) His friendship with Connie & the introduction to college-level reading.
Steven Universe matured into who he became over the series because of 2 things.
1) Realizing how much the Gems DO think about him, and how they do their best to support him despite not knowing what he needs.
2) His friendship with Connie & the introduction to college-level reading.
So. Medical Update.
I have retrolisthesis in my neck. Grade 1. "Mild"
Reading over material about the diagnosis is connecting a lot of dots. Migraines, carpal tunnel/idekwtf, sciatica, random dizzy/balance issues... the carpal tunnel/idekwtf....
I have retrolisthesis in my neck. Grade 1. "Mild"
Reading over material about the diagnosis is connecting a lot of dots. Migraines, carpal tunnel/idekwtf, sciatica, random dizzy/balance issues... the carpal tunnel/idekwtf....
October 26, 2025 at 8:28 PM
So. Medical Update.
I have retrolisthesis in my neck. Grade 1. "Mild"
Reading over material about the diagnosis is connecting a lot of dots. Migraines, carpal tunnel/idekwtf, sciatica, random dizzy/balance issues... the carpal tunnel/idekwtf....
I have retrolisthesis in my neck. Grade 1. "Mild"
Reading over material about the diagnosis is connecting a lot of dots. Migraines, carpal tunnel/idekwtf, sciatica, random dizzy/balance issues... the carpal tunnel/idekwtf....