Yaraka
@yrk0001.bsky.social
Bipolar 1 comorbid BPD;
On medication rotation so I'm off my rockers 24/7;
Doesn't know how to hold conversations anymore;
I liek anime uncs
On medication rotation so I'm off my rockers 24/7;
Doesn't know how to hold conversations anymore;
I liek anime uncs
Pinned
I'm on -10000000 energy level lately but I think I can tackle one overdue commission from my backlog today... Please don't let anything happen that will ruin my entire will to live for the whole month 💀💀💀💀
November 11, 2025 at 11:10 PM
I'm on -10000000 energy level lately but I think I can tackle one overdue commission from my backlog today... Please don't let anything happen that will ruin my entire will to live for the whole month 💀💀💀💀
Have I not been airing my bed that well because my cat keeps peeing on me while I sleep everyday for a whole week straight...
November 11, 2025 at 11:08 PM
Have I not been airing my bed that well because my cat keeps peeing on me while I sleep everyday for a whole week straight...
My hypomania impulsively bought a 3ds from a shady shop because I believed that I had all the free time to play all the pokemon games from gen 1 but the shop didn't even send me the right charger cable so now I have a dead 3ds with an ill fitting shell... retro game shops are a scam
November 11, 2025 at 12:37 PM
My hypomania impulsively bought a 3ds from a shady shop because I believed that I had all the free time to play all the pokemon games from gen 1 but the shop didn't even send me the right charger cable so now I have a dead 3ds with an ill fitting shell... retro game shops are a scam
Woke up at 6am to 8 separate deadlines due the end of today
November 10, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Woke up at 6am to 8 separate deadlines due the end of today
Antis are so funny because I'd like to see if they'd keep up with the same rhetoric when they themselves "became too old for fandoms", if they suddenly shift their ideals then the whole morality performance was just for their own selfish convenience
November 9, 2025 at 2:31 PM
Antis are so funny because I'd like to see if they'd keep up with the same rhetoric when they themselves "became too old for fandoms", if they suddenly shift their ideals then the whole morality performance was just for their own selfish convenience
Last year I learned how to fix extension cords, general electrical outlet & Gameboys, last month I learned how to do general maintenance for air conditioning units, fans &air filters, last week I learned how to fix/replace pipe heads & door knobs, today I learned how to fix the washing machine...
November 9, 2025 at 4:22 AM
Last year I learned how to fix extension cords, general electrical outlet & Gameboys, last month I learned how to do general maintenance for air conditioning units, fans &air filters, last week I learned how to fix/replace pipe heads & door knobs, today I learned how to fix the washing machine...
Maybe I just wanna reach 40 because it would be a huge milestone to me since I haven't managed to off myself despite my multiple attempts and hospitalizations so far
November 8, 2025 at 11:52 PM
Maybe I just wanna reach 40 because it would be a huge milestone to me since I haven't managed to off myself despite my multiple attempts and hospitalizations so far
T9 is the only thing that's tethering me to my SMS accounts for the past year but now that the game is going to be terminated soon, I might just be a recluse and stop posting that much altogether, I feel like I'm getting too old to keep up with the internet nowadays...
November 8, 2025 at 11:29 PM
T9 is the only thing that's tethering me to my SMS accounts for the past year but now that the game is going to be terminated soon, I might just be a recluse and stop posting that much altogether, I feel like I'm getting too old to keep up with the internet nowadays...
I'm auyghh HH h HH ahh hhhh ggggh hhhhh mmnghhh hmmghhhh
(Eating meds)
(Eating meds)
November 8, 2025 at 10:53 AM
I'm auyghh HH h HH ahh hhhh ggggh hhhhh mmnghhh hmmghhhh
(Eating meds)
(Eating meds)
Little sister: How are you pooping every morning?
Me: How are you NOT popping every morning??
Me: How are you NOT popping every morning??
November 5, 2025 at 11:56 PM
Little sister: How are you pooping every morning?
Me: How are you NOT popping every morning??
Me: How are you NOT popping every morning??
Actually I have my own headcanon personality for all the persona protags just as how I have a specific personality preference for the mainline protags (influenced by specific alignment)
November 5, 2025 at 6:20 PM
Actually I have my own headcanon personality for all the persona protags just as how I have a specific personality preference for the mainline protags (influenced by specific alignment)
On my smt mainline annual brainrot again because I found the P1 gay doujin made by the actual P1 mangaka themselves
November 5, 2025 at 6:17 PM
On my smt mainline annual brainrot again because I found the P1 gay doujin made by the actual P1 mangaka themselves
In a very awkward phase of hating my art but at the same time it's the thing that's been feeding me while heavily medicated
November 4, 2025 at 11:35 PM
In a very awkward phase of hating my art but at the same time it's the thing that's been feeding me while heavily medicated
RBJyuji... I need RBJyuji for sustenance... Someone spare me RBJyuji...
November 2, 2025 at 1:24 PM
RBJyuji... I need RBJyuji for sustenance... Someone spare me RBJyuji...
my hypomania ran for 3 days last week and yesterday I was so tired I barely did anything but lie on the floor but this morning i suddenly think im normal again and dunked my entire meds into the trash, guess who's the hypomanic idiot who's digging through their trash bin 5 hours later
November 1, 2025 at 1:27 AM
my hypomania ran for 3 days last week and yesterday I was so tired I barely did anything but lie on the floor but this morning i suddenly think im normal again and dunked my entire meds into the trash, guess who's the hypomanic idiot who's digging through their trash bin 5 hours later
one of my regular clients is on a hiatus break now, does that mean I finally have some amount of free time? (and a 200+ dollars loss of monthly income)
November 1, 2025 at 1:22 AM
one of my regular clients is on a hiatus break now, does that mean I finally have some amount of free time? (and a 200+ dollars loss of monthly income)
Drew my otp after 194847292727 months
October 25, 2025 at 3:14 PM
Drew my otp after 194847292727 months
aughh IM NORMAL!! IM NOTMAL!!!! IM NORMALL!!! i yell as i turn into a corncob
August 29, 2025 at 5:51 AM
aughh IM NORMAL!! IM NOTMAL!!!! IM NORMALL!!! i yell as i turn into a corncob
I THINK TODAY I CAN BE NORMAL (is on my rare dosage of Vicodin today)
August 27, 2025 at 2:36 AM
I THINK TODAY I CAN BE NORMAL (is on my rare dosage of Vicodin today)
Current life update (+ addressing owed commissions):
July 22, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Current life update (+ addressing owed commissions):
This manga feels so surreal... It has such a showa era vibe down to the gag but the publication started in 2020???
April 17, 2025 at 4:22 PM
This manga feels so surreal... It has such a showa era vibe down to the gag but the publication started in 2020???
He is built like a piece of salmon
April 11, 2025 at 5:00 PM
He is built like a piece of salmon
Carnally desiring a fic of Bunji calling Brandon "big bro" when they screw in a dingy motel to playfully torment him and Brandon just cringes through his boner PLEASE SOMEONE
April 9, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Carnally desiring a fic of Bunji calling Brandon "big bro" when they screw in a dingy motel to playfully torment him and Brandon just cringes through his boner PLEASE SOMEONE