wow i suck

woah i hate my life sometimes

i really hope they have a great life
preferably without me there to mess with it or ruin their days

whats best for them is not interacting with me

theres a possibility they see this
id rather they didnt
they dont need to think about it
we both need to move on
well
if they havent already

not sure why i tried to fix anything after initially ruining anything
so what if i felt like shit
i made them feel worse
they didnt deserve it

anyways ive ruined any chance of going back to friendship with someone i care about

even more so since i went drastic and blocked them
and i cant just unblock since that would be dumb
and i cant talk to them since i doubt theyd want to hear me

god i never deserved to meet them

this account is gonna be a vent accound like it was meant to be now

id recommend unfollowing unless you want to see me hate myself for fucking up every chance the world gives me :3