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yoshivent.bsky.social
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Vent account of: @yoshiboi08.bsky.social
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i would vent but it seems that there's already a lot in people's hands and i don't want to add to that

that's good tho, i have nothing to stop me!!!
May 16, 2025 at 7:40 PM
This would go for any day btw

I do not give a fuck about my own safety. If I have to do this in order to keep others safe, I will do it.
Istfg if anyone takes their life today I will not hesitate to follow.
April 24, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Istfg if anyone takes their life today I will not hesitate to follow.
April 24, 2025 at 6:37 PM
My parents are asleep

It's 1 am

I'm in the kitchen

I could cut myself with a knife rn and no one would know
April 24, 2025 at 6:48 AM
Why do I feel regret every time I'm close to death if I didn't I'd be dead and everyone would be happy
April 24, 2025 at 6:16 AM
I want to die in the comfort of somebody's arms
April 24, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Can't sleep...
April 24, 2025 at 6:04 AM
I wanna die anyways good night

I hope I die in my sleep!!!
April 24, 2025 at 5:11 AM
Oh fuck the thoughts are kicking in I really need to go to bed-
April 24, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I said PSTD instead of PTSD istg 😭

Also I really shouldn't be throwing around that term as if it's nothing-
I'm about to invent a new sentence, ready?

I have PSTD every time I think back to a TTTE server I was in.

I know crazy right. It's not because any of the people in there did anything bad to me, it's just...dark times man...
April 24, 2025 at 4:08 AM
I'm about to invent a new sentence, ready?

I have PSTD every time I think back to a TTTE server I was in.

I know crazy right. It's not because any of the people in there did anything bad to me, it's just...dark times man...
April 24, 2025 at 4:07 AM
Maybe I should try cutting myself after all
April 23, 2025 at 8:17 PM
End meeee
April 23, 2025 at 8:12 PM
please...
April 23, 2025 at 7:56 PM
FUCKING KILL ME PLEASE I BEG
April 23, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Okay you know what this isn't going to fucking help
April 23, 2025 at 7:49 PM
I'm such a shit person. I don't know why, but I always get annoyed when people blame their disabilities for something, even when that's the truth.

I have this weird mindset where I always get confused when one person reacts to a thing in a way I don't and then say their disabilities are the reason-
April 23, 2025 at 7:15 PM
I wish I could actually draw good art
April 23, 2025 at 4:06 PM
Still depressed tho
Wow I admitted to my mom and therapist that I attempted suicide twice last week and they AREN'T forcing me to go to the hospital???

Actually good news for once.
April 22, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Wow I admitted to my mom and therapist that I attempted suicide twice last week and they AREN'T forcing me to go to the hospital???

Actually good news for once.
April 22, 2025 at 10:18 PM
I wanna rant about something but it would probably count as talking behind someone's back but it's really annoying me and this back and forth between myself while people irl are talking to me makes me want to hurt myself gdhbbbggrfgvbb
April 22, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Me to myself: die die die die die die die die
April 21, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Fucking I was having fun now I'm sad again why can't I just be fucking happy for once ffcgvgvggg
April 21, 2025 at 8:22 PM
What the fuck do I do

I can't spiral or else bad shit will happen but at the same time I can't just keep calling 988 or wait to see my therapist
April 21, 2025 at 7:55 PM
That kinda helped ig
Calling 988 rn how fun
April 21, 2025 at 3:19 AM