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"To make art is beauty, To live art is to decay"
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welp! now that ive managed to push everyone away i am now completely alone
can finally do things ill regret probably yay
November 25, 2025 at 4:17 PM
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when i look back on my adolescence so far, my memories consist primarily of events that never took place, stories imagined from the music and movies and books i've pored over...hopes i've had that never quite panned out but which are as vivid in my mind as any real experience
November 17, 2025 at 3:39 PM
im so hungry but I need to lose weight methinks

I'll eat later
November 17, 2025 at 3:42 PM
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When nobody wakes you up in the morning, when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want, what do you call it, Freedom or Loneliness?
November 14, 2025 at 4:41 PM
sorry but I am NOT getting kicked out of a table of all my OTHER friends just because you hate me bro
November 14, 2025 at 4:54 PM
guys I have that one 67 audio in my head HELP
November 13, 2025 at 4:47 PM
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they're gonna watch me disappear into the sun, you're all gonna watch me disappear into the sun
November 13, 2025 at 2:17 PM
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i never asked where he went, worried he wouldn’t ask me to follow.
November 13, 2025 at 1:05 PM
guys not me reposting on the wrong account omg
November 13, 2025 at 3:01 AM
I should follow my own advice-
To wrap up the day, a reminder:

No matter what happens, even as the world moves quickly and it can be a struggle to keep/catch up, you can do hard things.

Every day is a new opportunity to grow and learn!

You're loved <3
November 13, 2025 at 2:58 AM
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To wrap up the day, a reminder:

No matter what happens, even as the world moves quickly and it can be a struggle to keep/catch up, you can do hard things.

Every day is a new opportunity to grow and learn!

You're loved <3
November 13, 2025 at 2:55 AM
man I wish people called me by pronouns other than she
yes I present fem
doesnt mean I am
its like I haven't asked a million times
November 13, 2025 at 2:53 AM
man tf do I do with this art I drew
cant give it bc xey hate gifts and probably also me
don't really wanna throw it away because that hurts and also I'm not big on wasting paper
eh ill probably tuck it away somewhere
might be for the best
gotta take down my 7&9th grade bday art now... sigh
November 13, 2025 at 2:52 AM
easier said than done but I can do it!!!!!!!

speaking of I really gotta wear my retainers more, I keep forgetting TnT
obviously I care way too deeply about this but in the end if I dwell on this too long I'm going to destroy the rest of my life so i've at least gotta be put together on the outside

all I gotta do is get through school, spend time with the people who truly care, take care of myself, and i'll be fine
November 13, 2025 at 2:50 AM
obviously I care way too deeply about this but in the end if I dwell on this too long I'm going to destroy the rest of my life so i've at least gotta be put together on the outside

all I gotta do is get through school, spend time with the people who truly care, take care of myself, and i'll be fine
November 13, 2025 at 2:50 AM
oh and
November 13, 2025 at 2:48 AM
November 13, 2025 at 2:48 AM
oh and I went to kokee and spent like 10 bucks. yummy boba and cheesecake.. yes... yummy 😋
November 13, 2025 at 2:48 AM
auggie lies. I do not love life
I low-key forgot what its like to not walk on eggshells this is fabulous I love life
November 13, 2025 at 2:47 AM
omg and Zootopia 2???? hellur? lemme at it
November 13, 2025 at 2:46 AM
WICKED NOV 21 🗣️🔥
November 13, 2025 at 2:46 AM
I low-key gotta drag my irl gang to the movies when wicked comes out 💔 its been too long I gotta freshen up on the wicked lore bruh
November 13, 2025 at 2:46 AM
atleast I got some friends to reunite that was nice I liked that that was cool
November 13, 2025 at 2:45 AM
wait till gng realizes my internal emotional turmoil is causing me to cry myself to sleep and NOT that I'm living my best life without them
November 13, 2025 at 2:44 AM
watch me never talk about things I care about with irls again lmao
(I totally will just be hyper aware of every word leaving my mouth which is SOOOOO cool)
November 13, 2025 at 2:43 AM