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im gonna be leaving yumebsky, but I made a personal account for more regular stuff I dont want to mix up with work so @xstillkittyx.bsky.social is my new account
cant fucking verify my email bc im not getting their email so uh im just gonna convert this account from yume since I never had much anyways
posted abt alnst n now someone i used to know is like hard stalking me LOL, must be crazy that I can still like things even after you ruined everything for me ;)
January 31, 2026 at 7:32 PM
posted abt alnst n now someone i used to know is like hard stalking me LOL, must be crazy that I can still like things even after you ruined everything for me ;)
it has become my newest hyperfixation,,,,
csm will not lose its top spot but alnst is like a super close 2nd rn
csm will not lose its top spot but alnst is like a super close 2nd rn
January 30, 2026 at 8:30 PM
it has become my newest hyperfixation,,,,
csm will not lose its top spot but alnst is like a super close 2nd rn
csm will not lose its top spot but alnst is like a super close 2nd rn
January 30, 2026 at 8:29 PM
I might theme my Tumblr after the last ep bc WOW I cant stop thinking about it
January 28, 2026 at 9:12 AM
I might theme my Tumblr after the last ep bc WOW I cant stop thinking about it
caught up on alien stage after almost 2 years oh my fucking god im in tears
January 28, 2026 at 9:11 AM
caught up on alien stage after almost 2 years oh my fucking god im in tears
been feeling like absolute shit lately, and its been effecting my work and it kills me to think I might be burning out of it...
January 25, 2026 at 9:35 AM
been feeling like absolute shit lately, and its been effecting my work and it kills me to think I might be burning out of it...
cut someone off today bc they wouldn't respect my boundaries, glad I was able to do it no hesitation for once
January 22, 2026 at 7:16 AM
cut someone off today bc they wouldn't respect my boundaries, glad I was able to do it no hesitation for once
cant fucking verify my email bc im not getting their email so uh im just gonna convert this account from yume since I never had much anyways
im gonna be leaving yumebsky, but I made a personal account for more regular stuff I dont want to mix up with work so @xstillkittyx.bsky.social is my new account
January 21, 2026 at 9:58 AM
cant fucking verify my email bc im not getting their email so uh im just gonna convert this account from yume since I never had much anyways
im gonna be leaving yumebsky, but I made a personal account for more regular stuff I dont want to mix up with work so @xstillkittyx.bsky.social is my new account
January 20, 2026 at 9:02 AM
im gonna be leaving yumebsky, but I made a personal account for more regular stuff I dont want to mix up with work so @xstillkittyx.bsky.social is my new account
I got employed just got them to be like nah we are pulling out of these locations bc we dont wanna pay your people
so now im back in limbo of waiting for new locations to get finalized so I can get placed there
so now im back in limbo of waiting for new locations to get finalized so I can get placed there
getting a job w my husband is like the best case scenario IF it didn't mean he works 2 jobs now xc
gonna have to push myself once we start to prove i can do it alone !!
so yeah im finally employed !!
gonna be working downtown doing cleanup
gonna have to push myself once we start to prove i can do it alone !!
so yeah im finally employed !!
gonna be working downtown doing cleanup
November 11, 2025 at 7:08 PM
I got employed just got them to be like nah we are pulling out of these locations bc we dont wanna pay your people
so now im back in limbo of waiting for new locations to get finalized so I can get placed there
so now im back in limbo of waiting for new locations to get finalized so I can get placed there
Went out with my IRLs Bread and Len today, well needed. Shopped at the mall and ate yummy food ♡
October 15, 2025 at 5:27 AM
Went out with my IRLs Bread and Len today, well needed. Shopped at the mall and ate yummy food ♡
now if only it could cure my actual depression and anxiety :D
I have to take more meds still but at least my mental state is getting better, its been really good the last week w my friends. Just need to stop saying im gonna kms as a joke, its a bad ass habit
I have to take more meds still but at least my mental state is getting better, its been really good the last week w my friends. Just need to stop saying im gonna kms as a joke, its a bad ass habit
October 14, 2025 at 7:45 PM
now if only it could cure my actual depression and anxiety :D
I have to take more meds still but at least my mental state is getting better, its been really good the last week w my friends. Just need to stop saying im gonna kms as a joke, its a bad ass habit
I have to take more meds still but at least my mental state is getting better, its been really good the last week w my friends. Just need to stop saying im gonna kms as a joke, its a bad ass habit
LP:
Probably the first full week in the last 4 months I havent wanted to die. I think ive realized im alive. im not the same person ive always been. Music really does fucking save and change lives and im gonna live even harder for my husband, myself and to prove im better ♡
Probably the first full week in the last 4 months I havent wanted to die. I think ive realized im alive. im not the same person ive always been. Music really does fucking save and change lives and im gonna live even harder for my husband, myself and to prove im better ♡
October 14, 2025 at 7:45 PM
LP:
Probably the first full week in the last 4 months I havent wanted to die. I think ive realized im alive. im not the same person ive always been. Music really does fucking save and change lives and im gonna live even harder for my husband, myself and to prove im better ♡
Probably the first full week in the last 4 months I havent wanted to die. I think ive realized im alive. im not the same person ive always been. Music really does fucking save and change lives and im gonna live even harder for my husband, myself and to prove im better ♡
man, I miss Aftershock..
It was literally a turning point in my life being alive long enough to see the reason I am alive.. Oli was a fucking amazing performer and I'm so glad to have his music to get me through everyday. Also glad husband is also obsessed with it ♡
It was literally a turning point in my life being alive long enough to see the reason I am alive.. Oli was a fucking amazing performer and I'm so glad to have his music to get me through everyday. Also glad husband is also obsessed with it ♡
October 14, 2025 at 7:42 PM
man, I miss Aftershock..
It was literally a turning point in my life being alive long enough to see the reason I am alive.. Oli was a fucking amazing performer and I'm so glad to have his music to get me through everyday. Also glad husband is also obsessed with it ♡
It was literally a turning point in my life being alive long enough to see the reason I am alive.. Oli was a fucking amazing performer and I'm so glad to have his music to get me through everyday. Also glad husband is also obsessed with it ♡
its also weekly pay and a ton of walking and exercise all around, im def gonna be winded in the beginning bc im big but itll hopefully help me lose weight bc my meds have gone higher dose so my weights been worse.
October 1, 2025 at 5:01 PM
its also weekly pay and a ton of walking and exercise all around, im def gonna be winded in the beginning bc im big but itll hopefully help me lose weight bc my meds have gone higher dose so my weights been worse.
getting a job w my husband is like the best case scenario IF it didn't mean he works 2 jobs now xc
gonna have to push myself once we start to prove i can do it alone !!
so yeah im finally employed !!
gonna be working downtown doing cleanup
gonna have to push myself once we start to prove i can do it alone !!
so yeah im finally employed !!
gonna be working downtown doing cleanup
October 1, 2025 at 5:01 PM
getting a job w my husband is like the best case scenario IF it didn't mean he works 2 jobs now xc
gonna have to push myself once we start to prove i can do it alone !!
so yeah im finally employed !!
gonna be working downtown doing cleanup
gonna have to push myself once we start to prove i can do it alone !!
so yeah im finally employed !!
gonna be working downtown doing cleanup
20. only regret i have is letting others make my ocs, it leaves such a bad taste when they no longer are friends
I also regret a lot of the ones ive probably forgotten about
I also regret a lot of the ones ive probably forgotten about
September 30, 2025 at 6:24 PM
20. only regret i have is letting others make my ocs, it leaves such a bad taste when they no longer are friends
I also regret a lot of the ones ive probably forgotten about
I also regret a lot of the ones ive probably forgotten about
19. the entire reason I make ocs is for them to be self inserts sjdmsmd
September 30, 2025 at 6:23 PM
19. the entire reason I make ocs is for them to be self inserts sjdmsmd
18. Just my old vtuner design and dnd girl, both helped made by someone who isn't in my life anymore. tweaked them to my own designs and I love them so much more now ♡
September 30, 2025 at 6:22 PM
18. Just my old vtuner design and dnd girl, both helped made by someone who isn't in my life anymore. tweaked them to my own designs and I love them so much more now ♡
17. I try to keep my ocs the same age as me in current time, but Kitty Mikaze is forever 18 bc she is an android AI like Ai Mikaze.
September 30, 2025 at 6:18 PM
17. I try to keep my ocs the same age as me in current time, but Kitty Mikaze is forever 18 bc she is an android AI like Ai Mikaze.
16. all my ocs are the same height as me, so tallest is 5feet, shortest is my ffxiv lalafell, i think 3feet?
September 30, 2025 at 6:17 PM
16. all my ocs are the same height as me, so tallest is 5feet, shortest is my ffxiv lalafell, i think 3feet?
15. my new oc, my elephant girl,,,,
I wanna make her a potential vtuber like ref and concept but im struggling so bad with settling on her outfit and such
I wanna make her a potential vtuber like ref and concept but im struggling so bad with settling on her outfit and such
September 30, 2025 at 6:16 PM
15. my new oc, my elephant girl,,,,
I wanna make her a potential vtuber like ref and concept but im struggling so bad with settling on her outfit and such
I wanna make her a potential vtuber like ref and concept but im struggling so bad with settling on her outfit and such
14. like I said, a lot of my one shot ocs like old dnd and media I just dont care about anymore. pretty sure ive forgotten i created most of them
September 30, 2025 at 6:15 PM
14. like I said, a lot of my one shot ocs like old dnd and media I just dont care about anymore. pretty sure ive forgotten i created most of them