June 6, 2015
2:11 AM

thank you for the birthday wishes. there was a point when i never thought i would make it here- or another day in general. i am glad i did. i hope one day i can do for you what you did for me. beyond all else survive….

once i fell asleep in the van between two dudes and had a crazy wet dream when i woke up they were both looking at me. but not like a “oh boy you rule” look more like a “what just happened” look but oh boy did it rule.

her perfume is a mix of cigarettes and post-coital sweat.

but somehow it only reminds me of how the people at the crucifixion must have felt.

satisfied but desperate and somehow unaware of what they had just created.

you are always the nicest and i am always such a wreck- im sorry.

thanks, i can RU(i)N my life myself.

I'm terrified you'll regret your best intentions.

i cant blame you for giving up on me.

join the club.

i have a lifetime membership.

"this is rocknroll"
so this is the start.
it's late.