personal thoughts on the mare situation. i told a friend and myself. that this will happen. a mile away when mare was new. i said that give it 2 or 3 years the plugin be gone. because people can't shut their mouth or do something. their not suppose too. the nail on the coffin with mare.

personal thoughts on the llamatodd situation. i feel that he kinda crashed out for the right reasons. but failed short by attacking people who enjoy final fantasy 14. he clearly is mentally burnt out with xiv even his streams can be unwatchable cuz he goes on a loop vent post about xiv.

After not posting any gposing for awhile, i noticed some friends i knew in that space. have kind of fucked off it just means what type of community that xiv space is. I've noticed it's toxic everyone knows each other. everyone talks crap about others if someone hates someone. or dislikes.

Gonna start limiting my spaces in friend groups. i do not really wanna be friends with people who hangout with toxic people then. act like buddy buddy with them when their around me.

You know what sucks? not talking to a friend that i thought was a friend. is that i open up to them a little and i feel like i got used. i just feel i opened up and my vulnerability got discarded by them. this is a personal reason i never open up or hang with people a lot now days.

Man i have a lot of thoughts to say about some people right now but not going too. not really worth it at the end of the day. they wanna be that kind of person then let them. i'm tired of my time being wasted by people i meet in xiv sometimes.

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