Hah.
So, in time, we've been together all along.
How funny.
So, in time, we've been together all along.
How funny.
August 31, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Hah.
So, in time, we've been together all along.
How funny.
So, in time, we've been together all along.
How funny.
Why try to kill yourself if you could just kill yourself by not trying.
Ah, now that I realised.
Ah, now that I realised.
July 21, 2025 at 5:35 PM
Why try to kill yourself if you could just kill yourself by not trying.
Ah, now that I realised.
Ah, now that I realised.
I don't want to sleep.
Time is too precious so I wasted it on being awake and alive.
Time is too precious so I wasted it on being awake and alive.
July 21, 2025 at 5:29 PM
I don't want to sleep.
Time is too precious so I wasted it on being awake and alive.
Time is too precious so I wasted it on being awake and alive.
More, one more time, just once.
Just one more, I promise, and I shall go.
More, just one more time, just once.
As I told myself so I could keep on living.
Just one more time.
Just one more, I promise, and I shall go.
More, just one more time, just once.
As I told myself so I could keep on living.
Just one more time.
July 14, 2025 at 12:47 PM
More, one more time, just once.
Just one more, I promise, and I shall go.
More, just one more time, just once.
As I told myself so I could keep on living.
Just one more time.
Just one more, I promise, and I shall go.
More, just one more time, just once.
As I told myself so I could keep on living.
Just one more time.
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Why am I awake?
I should go to sleep.
Why am I alive?
I don't know.
Should I be alive?
I don't know.
I should go to sleep.
I should go to sleep.
Why am I alive?
I don't know.
Should I be alive?
I don't know.
I should go to sleep.
July 11, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Why am I awake?
I should go to sleep.
Why am I alive?
I don't know.
Should I be alive?
I don't know.
I should go to sleep.
I should go to sleep.
Why am I alive?
I don't know.
Should I be alive?
I don't know.
I should go to sleep.
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So I just learned yesterday that the weird feeling I've sometimes been experiencing for a few years, and recently in every single day for the past two months, is called depersonalization and derealization.
June 25, 2025 at 12:11 PM
So I just learned yesterday that the weird feeling I've sometimes been experiencing for a few years, and recently in every single day for the past two months, is called depersonalization and derealization.
June 25, 2025 at 11:57 AM
I can not escape.
I can never escape.
I can never escape.
June 8, 2025 at 4:41 PM
I can not escape.
I can never escape.
I can never escape.
I lie down on a cold wooden floor, staring blankly at the white ceiling, then, a blue fish that I bought from a man in the market, weeks ago, is swimming through air into my view.
June 8, 2025 at 9:09 AM
I lie down on a cold wooden floor, staring blankly at the white ceiling, then, a blue fish that I bought from a man in the market, weeks ago, is swimming through air into my view.
It's because I'm alive, isn't it.
May 9, 2025 at 6:17 AM
It's because I'm alive, isn't it.
It's getting harder to breath.
April 17, 2025 at 7:03 AM
It's getting harder to breath.
So annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying
April 16, 2025 at 5:34 PM
So annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying
But how can I let myself go?
Why can't I just let myself disappear already?
Why can't I just let myself disappear already?
April 16, 2025 at 5:33 PM
But how can I let myself go?
Why can't I just let myself disappear already?
Why can't I just let myself disappear already?
Just in case there's any.
Please let me go and don't save me.
I am not worthy of saving.
I am worthless.
Please let me go and don't save me.
I am not worthy of saving.
I am worthless.
April 16, 2025 at 5:31 PM
Just in case there's any.
Please let me go and don't save me.
I am not worthy of saving.
I am worthless.
Please let me go and don't save me.
I am not worthy of saving.
I am worthless.
I have an answer for 'What'.
But I don't know 'Why'.
It's probably the most difficult question to answer.
But I don't know 'Why'.
It's probably the most difficult question to answer.
April 16, 2025 at 5:28 PM
I have an answer for 'What'.
But I don't know 'Why'.
It's probably the most difficult question to answer.
But I don't know 'Why'.
It's probably the most difficult question to answer.
This is bad.
Like, this is the worst feeling ever.
Ugh.
Like, this is the worst feeling ever.
Ugh.
April 16, 2025 at 9:29 AM
This is bad.
Like, this is the worst feeling ever.
Ugh.
Like, this is the worst feeling ever.
Ugh.
I can not breathe properly.
April 15, 2025 at 6:47 PM
I can not breathe properly.
I've coughed up some petals.
April 15, 2025 at 6:45 PM
I've coughed up some petals.
Could I even say this is my life?
I do not know when I was born.
I do not know when I will die.
And I do not know how.
I do not know when I was born.
I do not know when I will die.
And I do not know how.
February 5, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Could I even say this is my life?
I do not know when I was born.
I do not know when I will die.
And I do not know how.
I do not know when I was born.
I do not know when I will die.
And I do not know how.
Things couldn't stay the same forever.
Yet I can't help but wistfully wish for eternity.
Yet I can't help but wistfully wish for eternity.
February 5, 2025 at 5:41 PM
Things couldn't stay the same forever.
Yet I can't help but wistfully wish for eternity.
Yet I can't help but wistfully wish for eternity.
Once I realized that I am withering away.
And I am walking to the end.
I feel fear.
And I am walking to the end.
I feel fear.
February 5, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Once I realized that I am withering away.
And I am walking to the end.
I feel fear.
And I am walking to the end.
I feel fear.
Maybe I don't really hate myself.
I just have lots of unidentifiable emotions, so I just put them in the 'self-hate' category.
Wow, I hate myself for being like this.
I just have lots of unidentifiable emotions, so I just put them in the 'self-hate' category.
Wow, I hate myself for being like this.
February 4, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Maybe I don't really hate myself.
I just have lots of unidentifiable emotions, so I just put them in the 'self-hate' category.
Wow, I hate myself for being like this.
I just have lots of unidentifiable emotions, so I just put them in the 'self-hate' category.
Wow, I hate myself for being like this.