Xavier VanDussen
@xaviervandussen.bsky.social
🔞37 Gay Hellhound Furry from Central Pennsylvania. Dark, Sarcastic, flirty, and friendly. Bark is worse than bite, Maybe😉
bleeding heart, weird humor, emotional venting, lefty politics🔞
bleeding heart, weird humor, emotional venting, lefty politics🔞
Every ingredient used was bought fresh from the farmers market, chicken, milk, butter, eggs, potatoes…except the flour and extra chicken broth. Wheat isn’t really grown around here, and the fresh broth at the farmers market would’ve been about $50 for what I needed, $12 at store.
Was able to stay productive today, during my unemployed funk, and made a super tasty and fresh batch of homemade Pennsylvania Dutch style Chicken Pot Pie. Got farm fresh chicken quarters, potatoes, butter, and milk at the farmers market yesterday.
August 29, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Every ingredient used was bought fresh from the farmers market, chicken, milk, butter, eggs, potatoes…except the flour and extra chicken broth. Wheat isn’t really grown around here, and the fresh broth at the farmers market would’ve been about $50 for what I needed, $12 at store.
Was able to stay productive today, during my unemployed funk, and made a super tasty and fresh batch of homemade Pennsylvania Dutch style Chicken Pot Pie. Got farm fresh chicken quarters, potatoes, butter, and milk at the farmers market yesterday.
August 29, 2025 at 10:57 PM
Was able to stay productive today, during my unemployed funk, and made a super tasty and fresh batch of homemade Pennsylvania Dutch style Chicken Pot Pie. Got farm fresh chicken quarters, potatoes, butter, and milk at the farmers market yesterday.
And for the love that all is holy, the vast fluctuations are tiresome. It’s honestly like we completely swing from 10-30 degrees above average to 10-30 below. Granted, that does keep the average…average 🤷♂️
But it’s weird to have 80’s in day March and 30/40 overnight in July.
But it’s weird to have 80’s in day March and 30/40 overnight in July.
Climate Change Deniers can believe whatever, but climate has always been a hobby of mine, and I know my local regional climate has changed. When I was growing up in the 90’s, Summer was fairly consistently upper 70’s/low 80’s, and didn’t have vast fluctuations.
July 26, 2025 at 12:53 AM
And for the love that all is holy, the vast fluctuations are tiresome. It’s honestly like we completely swing from 10-30 degrees above average to 10-30 below. Granted, that does keep the average…average 🤷♂️
But it’s weird to have 80’s in day March and 30/40 overnight in July.
But it’s weird to have 80’s in day March and 30/40 overnight in July.
Climate Change Deniers can believe whatever, but climate has always been a hobby of mine, and I know my local regional climate has changed. When I was growing up in the 90’s, Summer was fairly consistently upper 70’s/low 80’s, and didn’t have vast fluctuations.
July 26, 2025 at 12:46 AM
Climate Change Deniers can believe whatever, but climate has always been a hobby of mine, and I know my local regional climate has changed. When I was growing up in the 90’s, Summer was fairly consistently upper 70’s/low 80’s, and didn’t have vast fluctuations.
Let’s continue to share this, and talk about this, as much as possible. It’s funny how the right, which usually laughs at South Park’s jokes, are suddenly condemning the show as obsolete and not funny. And continue to post on twitter about it.🤣
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youtu.be/Afetnw70S04?...
The PSA contains synthetic media | South Park
YouTube video by South Park Studios
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July 26, 2025 at 12:22 AM
Let’s continue to share this, and talk about this, as much as possible. It’s funny how the right, which usually laughs at South Park’s jokes, are suddenly condemning the show as obsolete and not funny. And continue to post on twitter about it.🤣
youtu.be/Afetnw70S04?...
youtu.be/Afetnw70S04?...
I alluded to things a little while ago, but I can’t hold it in anymore. I’m completely broken again, and probably even lower and more hopeless than I have ever been. I was, in my personal life, dealing with massive anxiety and depression that was already having me at my breaking point.
July 26, 2025 at 12:09 AM
I alluded to things a little while ago, but I can’t hold it in anymore. I’m completely broken again, and probably even lower and more hopeless than I have ever been. I was, in my personal life, dealing with massive anxiety and depression that was already having me at my breaking point.
I almost came onto social media tonight to talk about really negative shit going on in my life, but a couple good posts nullified that. I’m just going to try to leave it on a high note. Life’s too short, Focus on the good in it.✌️
July 22, 2025 at 4:42 AM
I almost came onto social media tonight to talk about really negative shit going on in my life, but a couple good posts nullified that. I’m just going to try to leave it on a high note. Life’s too short, Focus on the good in it.✌️
It thoroughly warms my dead heart to see so much participation in the No Kings Day protests in my little Central Pennsylvania, redneck town. 🥰🥰🥰
June 14, 2025 at 4:16 PM
It thoroughly warms my dead heart to see so much participation in the No Kings Day protests in my little Central Pennsylvania, redneck town. 🥰🥰🥰
There are no more tears to cry
You heard me beggin' for life
Runnin' out of medicine
I’m worse than I’ve ever been
Screamin' for you baby
Like I’m gonna die
Poison on the inside
You could be my antidote tonight
You could play the doctor
You can cure my disease
I am a sinner
You could make me believe
You heard me beggin' for life
Runnin' out of medicine
I’m worse than I’ve ever been
Screamin' for you baby
Like I’m gonna die
Poison on the inside
You could be my antidote tonight
You could play the doctor
You can cure my disease
I am a sinner
You could make me believe
June 3, 2025 at 3:44 AM
There are no more tears to cry
You heard me beggin' for life
Runnin' out of medicine
I’m worse than I’ve ever been
Screamin' for you baby
Like I’m gonna die
Poison on the inside
You could be my antidote tonight
You could play the doctor
You can cure my disease
I am a sinner
You could make me believe
You heard me beggin' for life
Runnin' out of medicine
I’m worse than I’ve ever been
Screamin' for you baby
Like I’m gonna die
Poison on the inside
You could be my antidote tonight
You could play the doctor
You can cure my disease
I am a sinner
You could make me believe
I’m sorry about being very quiet, but I feel it’s for the best. I can’t seem to shake the feeling that the universe is fucking with me, driving me to ending myself. I’m kinda torn, lol… because I want someone to care about me, but I also don’t want to drag anyone down.
May 26, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I’m sorry about being very quiet, but I feel it’s for the best. I can’t seem to shake the feeling that the universe is fucking with me, driving me to ending myself. I’m kinda torn, lol… because I want someone to care about me, but I also don’t want to drag anyone down.
I have been having a rough few months, tbh.
BUT…I’m working on some spring cleaning in my room and my mind.
Here’s to hoping Mother Earth can revive me along side of herself.🥂
BUT…I’m working on some spring cleaning in my room and my mind.
Here’s to hoping Mother Earth can revive me along side of herself.🥂
March 31, 2025 at 3:02 AM
I have been having a rough few months, tbh.
BUT…I’m working on some spring cleaning in my room and my mind.
Here’s to hoping Mother Earth can revive me along side of herself.🥂
BUT…I’m working on some spring cleaning in my room and my mind.
Here’s to hoping Mother Earth can revive me along side of herself.🥂
Getting a little personal aren’t you sheet?😡
Maybe a little of both…
I have multiple sides of myself…👉👈
Or the oxymoron of the furry/gay community…a submissive top.🙄
Just a little bit of everything, all rolled into one…😤
with nothing for anyone.🥺
Maybe a little of both…
I have multiple sides of myself…👉👈
Or the oxymoron of the furry/gay community…a submissive top.🙄
Just a little bit of everything, all rolled into one…😤
with nothing for anyone.🥺
March 12, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Getting a little personal aren’t you sheet?😡
Maybe a little of both…
I have multiple sides of myself…👉👈
Or the oxymoron of the furry/gay community…a submissive top.🙄
Just a little bit of everything, all rolled into one…😤
with nothing for anyone.🥺
Maybe a little of both…
I have multiple sides of myself…👉👈
Or the oxymoron of the furry/gay community…a submissive top.🙄
Just a little bit of everything, all rolled into one…😤
with nothing for anyone.🥺
Hold me in your heart tonight
In the magic of the dark moonlight
Save me from this empty fight
In the game of life
In the magic of the dark moonlight
Save me from this empty fight
In the game of life
Is it just my lunacy acting up all the time, because I always feel more energetic and in a better mood the days and nights close to a full moon.🤔
😜
😜
March 12, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Hold me in your heart tonight
In the magic of the dark moonlight
Save me from this empty fight
In the game of life
In the magic of the dark moonlight
Save me from this empty fight
In the game of life
Is it just my lunacy acting up all the time, because I always feel more energetic and in a better mood the days and nights close to a full moon.🤔
😜
😜
March 11, 2025 at 11:35 PM
Is it just my lunacy acting up all the time, because I always feel more energetic and in a better mood the days and nights close to a full moon.🤔
😜
😜
Lady Gaga is a satanic witch. 😱
I was but an innocent before seeing her cast her dark magic on SNL this past weekend. Using the blasphemous power of tv to brainwash people into loving Abracadabra. Now I’m corrupted, the song stuck in my head.
Blessed Be Mother Monster 🙏😈🙏
I was but an innocent before seeing her cast her dark magic on SNL this past weekend. Using the blasphemous power of tv to brainwash people into loving Abracadabra. Now I’m corrupted, the song stuck in my head.
Blessed Be Mother Monster 🙏😈🙏
March 11, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Lady Gaga is a satanic witch. 😱
I was but an innocent before seeing her cast her dark magic on SNL this past weekend. Using the blasphemous power of tv to brainwash people into loving Abracadabra. Now I’m corrupted, the song stuck in my head.
Blessed Be Mother Monster 🙏😈🙏
I was but an innocent before seeing her cast her dark magic on SNL this past weekend. Using the blasphemous power of tv to brainwash people into loving Abracadabra. Now I’m corrupted, the song stuck in my head.
Blessed Be Mother Monster 🙏😈🙏
I don't really know who I am
It's time for me to take a stand
I need a change and I need it fast
I know that any day could be the last
It's time for me to take a stand
I need a change and I need it fast
I know that any day could be the last
March 4, 2025 at 8:24 PM
I don't really know who I am
It's time for me to take a stand
I need a change and I need it fast
I know that any day could be the last
It's time for me to take a stand
I need a change and I need it fast
I know that any day could be the last
I will hide myself below.
I'll be what you wanted.
Kept inside, I won't let go
'Til I burn beyond control.
Who are you to change this world?
Silly boy!
No one needs to hear your words.
Let it go.
Carnivore! Carnivore!
Won't you come digest me?
Take away everything I am.
Bring it to an end.
I'll be what you wanted.
Kept inside, I won't let go
'Til I burn beyond control.
Who are you to change this world?
Silly boy!
No one needs to hear your words.
Let it go.
Carnivore! Carnivore!
Won't you come digest me?
Take away everything I am.
Bring it to an end.
March 4, 2025 at 8:15 PM
I will hide myself below.
I'll be what you wanted.
Kept inside, I won't let go
'Til I burn beyond control.
Who are you to change this world?
Silly boy!
No one needs to hear your words.
Let it go.
Carnivore! Carnivore!
Won't you come digest me?
Take away everything I am.
Bring it to an end.
I'll be what you wanted.
Kept inside, I won't let go
'Til I burn beyond control.
Who are you to change this world?
Silly boy!
No one needs to hear your words.
Let it go.
Carnivore! Carnivore!
Won't you come digest me?
Take away everything I am.
Bring it to an end.
I’m loving the idea of 50F weather, but it’s all on days I work. 😡😭
I have off Sundays and Mondays.
But…I also know that a streak of warm weather now is going to fuck with my Lilac bush bloom.😡
Every fucking year we get warm streaks in February and March, then cold streaks that fuck the lilacs.
I have off Sundays and Mondays.
But…I also know that a streak of warm weather now is going to fuck with my Lilac bush bloom.😡
Every fucking year we get warm streaks in February and March, then cold streaks that fuck the lilacs.
February 24, 2025 at 10:53 PM
I’m loving the idea of 50F weather, but it’s all on days I work. 😡😭
I have off Sundays and Mondays.
But…I also know that a streak of warm weather now is going to fuck with my Lilac bush bloom.😡
Every fucking year we get warm streaks in February and March, then cold streaks that fuck the lilacs.
I have off Sundays and Mondays.
But…I also know that a streak of warm weather now is going to fuck with my Lilac bush bloom.😡
Every fucking year we get warm streaks in February and March, then cold streaks that fuck the lilacs.
Yes to the highest power. I’m sooo sick of winter. I need spring very desperately. Tulips, fruit tree blossoms, and most importantly, lilacs.
The bulbs are still resting under a blanket of snow, but I’m dreaming of tulip time…soon! 🌱
#Bloomscrolling #FlowerPhotography #flowers #urbanGardens #gardening #EastCoastKin #dreaming
#Bloomscrolling #FlowerPhotography #flowers #urbanGardens #gardening #EastCoastKin #dreaming
February 24, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Yes to the highest power. I’m sooo sick of winter. I need spring very desperately. Tulips, fruit tree blossoms, and most importantly, lilacs.
Spin my way out of Hell
There's nothing left this soul to sell
Live fast and die fast too
How many times to do this for you?
I wanna live, I wanna love
But it's a long hard road, out of Hell
There's nothing left this soul to sell
Live fast and die fast too
How many times to do this for you?
I wanna live, I wanna love
But it's a long hard road, out of Hell
February 24, 2025 at 5:33 PM
Spin my way out of Hell
There's nothing left this soul to sell
Live fast and die fast too
How many times to do this for you?
I wanna live, I wanna love
But it's a long hard road, out of Hell
There's nothing left this soul to sell
Live fast and die fast too
How many times to do this for you?
I wanna live, I wanna love
But it's a long hard road, out of Hell
With aversion,
This insertion came so swiftly.
Cut the cord,
From this day forward we'll be drifting.
No direction, no affection,
Watch the soul dive.
You're dissected, resurrected,
Still don't know why.
This illness is like a monster that is eating us alive.
This insertion came so swiftly.
Cut the cord,
From this day forward we'll be drifting.
No direction, no affection,
Watch the soul dive.
You're dissected, resurrected,
Still don't know why.
This illness is like a monster that is eating us alive.
February 24, 2025 at 5:28 PM
With aversion,
This insertion came so swiftly.
Cut the cord,
From this day forward we'll be drifting.
No direction, no affection,
Watch the soul dive.
You're dissected, resurrected,
Still don't know why.
This illness is like a monster that is eating us alive.
This insertion came so swiftly.
Cut the cord,
From this day forward we'll be drifting.
No direction, no affection,
Watch the soul dive.
You're dissected, resurrected,
Still don't know why.
This illness is like a monster that is eating us alive.
I don’t like that bluesky doesn’t allow me to upload my own gifs. Whenever I upload my own gif, it only gets posted at a still image.😡
February 14, 2025 at 8:53 PM
I don’t like that bluesky doesn’t allow me to upload my own gifs. Whenever I upload my own gif, it only gets posted at a still image.😡
Happy Valentine’s Day!
February 14, 2025 at 8:48 PM
Happy Valentine’s Day!