spiraling wtf is going on. all the planes crashing. the tariffs being implemented. being pushed religious and republican ads constantly. i’m trying not to freak out but im struggling bad

why do i always feel bad for complaining? like i feel like im not allowed to be upset over something… wonder what that means

kinda wanna go by she/her pronouns as well but i’m not really educated on stuff like that so idk what to say. do i say i got by he/she or like what..

ICE is already acting in my state rn. i’m scared :(

struggling bad mentally with all that’s going on in america rn. doesn’t help that im surrounded by only lunatic religious people and trump supporters. i wish i had the money to just move to a different country and start over. somewhere safe where i could be myself and be happy, but im in the

sometimes i think im trans but like idk im so confused by all that stuff. i like being a boy but i also wanna be a girl

trying my best

Also miss my insta so bad

i will never be happy. not like this. not in this place. not with these people.

Haven’t posted on on twitter in over a week and all the mutuals that called themselves my friend haven’t even notice. Maybe it’s dumb. Maybe I shouldn’t care or am too old to care but it does make me sad. Idk.

Haven’t played overwatch in so long and I’m having withdrawals….

gonna grind marvel rivals bc my mental is so fucking bad rn and I just need to shut my brain off and healbot

the only good social media now is bsky and tumblr. need to delete my twitter but im so weak and addicted to it