Have been dreaming vividly lately, fiercely, strangely, with messages that feel too symbolic to ignore. last night’s dream made me laugh and shiver all at once.
Have been dreaming vividly lately, fiercely, strangely, with messages that feel too symbolic to ignore. last night’s dream made me laugh and shiver all at once.
I dreamt I was in a garden babysitting a mixed heritage boy.
his mother disliked me.
she watched me watching her child the feminine shadow alive and well.
I dreamt I was in a garden babysitting a mixed heritage boy.
his mother disliked me.
she watched me watching her child the feminine shadow alive and well.
Last night I dreamt I woke up hungover in a room that held my child’s things but she was gone.
i stepped outside, undressed, thinking I was alone. but the garden was full of men.
Watching. Waiting.
Last night I dreamt I woke up hungover in a room that held my child’s things but she was gone.
i stepped outside, undressed, thinking I was alone. but the garden was full of men.
Watching. Waiting.
I left revenge on the mat today.
it never fit me anyway.
I used to run back to harm as soon as it smiled at me. Now I let distance do the healing.
karma does not need my help.
time is a better witness than anger.
peace is a long game.
I left revenge on the mat today.
it never fit me anyway.
I used to run back to harm as soon as it smiled at me. Now I let distance do the healing.
karma does not need my help.
time is a better witness than anger.
peace is a long game.
sometimes the best thing someone can do for you is treat you so badly that you have no choice but to finally see them clearly.
it is a brutal kind of grace the kind that forces you out of delusion and into freedom. I left fantasy on the mat today.
sometimes the best thing someone can do for you is treat you so badly that you have no choice but to finally see them clearly.
it is a brutal kind of grace the kind that forces you out of delusion and into freedom. I left fantasy on the mat today.
From the mat, where I learn and unlearn:
I have realised balance is not about 50/50.
It is about knowing when to stop showing up for one sided things.
#WildWomanWithin #Boundaries #Balance
From the mat, where I learn and unlearn:
I have realised balance is not about 50/50.
It is about knowing when to stop showing up for one sided things.
#WildWomanWithin #Boundaries #Balance
From the mat, where I learn and unlearn, it is called anger, I call it sadness that finally asked to be heard.
#WildWomanWithin #Healing #EmotionalAlchemy
From the mat, where I learn and unlearn, it is called anger, I call it sadness that finally asked to be heard.
#WildWomanWithin #Healing #EmotionalAlchemy
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🌃 set in washington state
🔥 slow burn
🤍 romance and angst
🗡️ demons and vampires
📕 first in a duology
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🥀 urban fantasy
🌃 set in washington state
🔥 slow burn
🤍 romance and angst
🗡️ demons and vampires
📕 first in a duology
🔖 universal link: mybook.to/D3rL5
💌 itch.io link: rebecca-crunden.itch.io/the-wish-and...
📖 goodreads: www.goodreads.com/book/show/23...
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peace is not passive. it is the discipline of no longer reaching for what hurts.
peace is not passive. it is the discipline of no longer reaching for what hurts.
I went to heal and found harm.
correction turned to control, silence became currency.
some yoga studios teach posture not presence
I went to heal and found harm.
correction turned to control, silence became currency.
some yoga studios teach posture not presence
today I remembered how they used to corner me with their mats. I would move mine to another side.
they called it distance, it was survival for me. I left the need to belong where I wasn’t wanted.& found myself instead. not every room that smells like sage is safe
today I remembered how they used to corner me with their mats. I would move mine to another side.
they called it distance, it was survival for me. I left the need to belong where I wasn’t wanted.& found myself instead. not every room that smells like sage is safe
I am teaching myself to notice the sunlight and rainbows instead
I am teaching myself to notice the sunlight and rainbows instead
vigilance. I noticed how my body still checks for danger when it is quiet. how my shoulders lift, even when I am alone.
So I placed that vigilance beside the mat like an old tool I no longer need. it twitched. but it stayed there.
safety begins when i stop scanning.
vigilance. I noticed how my body still checks for danger when it is quiet. how my shoulders lift, even when I am alone.
So I placed that vigilance beside the mat like an old tool I no longer need. it twitched. but it stayed there.
safety begins when i stop scanning.
Healing is not always strength in motion. Sometimes it is restraint.
I did not fawn, I did not explain, I did not shrink. I just stayed with myself. Quiet. Steady. Unbothered.
The mat teaches. The body remembers.
#Healing #YogaJourney #WildWomanWithin #WhatILeftOnTheMat
Healing is not always strength in motion. Sometimes it is restraint.
I did not fawn, I did not explain, I did not shrink. I just stayed with myself. Quiet. Steady. Unbothered.
The mat teaches. The body remembers.
#Healing #YogaJourney #WildWomanWithin #WhatILeftOnTheMat
~Mock your intelligence? You make them feel small.
~Pick at your appearance? They are jealous
Their insults are not mirrors. They are confessions. I leave them on the mat.
#WhatILeftOnTheMat #WildWomanWithin
~Mock your intelligence? You make them feel small.
~Pick at your appearance? They are jealous
Their insults are not mirrors. They are confessions. I leave them on the mat.
#WhatILeftOnTheMat #WildWomanWithin
The performance of strength. I chose rest instead of pushing. Stillness is also progress.
#WhatILeftOnTheMat #RestIsSacred #YogaHealing
The performance of strength. I chose rest instead of pushing. Stillness is also progress.
#WhatILeftOnTheMat #RestIsSacred #YogaHealing
Silence that was not empty, but full. A quiet reminder that I can trust myself.
#WhatILeftOnTheMat #InnerPeace #WildWomanWithin
Silence that was not empty, but full. A quiet reminder that I can trust myself.
#WhatILeftOnTheMat #InnerPeace #WildWomanWithin
Today the mat taught me that silence is a form of power
Today the mat taught me that silence is a form of power
What I left on the yoga mat this week, the urge to explain myself. I used to over share, justify, or fawn. This week I chose silence.
Silence is not weakness, it is strength. My peace does not need permission
What I left on the yoga mat this week, the urge to explain myself. I used to over share, justify, or fawn. This week I chose silence.
Silence is not weakness, it is strength. My peace does not need permission