The biggest sign I'm actually in a declining depressive state?
I can't even get thru 20 pgs / 1 chapter of the book I'm reading ...
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Fuck me, just let it* fade to black already
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#depression #depressed #gettingworse #kms
I can't even get thru 20 pgs / 1 chapter of the book I'm reading ...
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Fuck me, just let it* fade to black already
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#depression #depressed #gettingworse #kms
November 11, 2025 at 2:19 AM
The biggest sign I'm actually in a declining depressive state?
I can't even get thru 20 pgs / 1 chapter of the book I'm reading ...
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Fuck me, just let it* fade to black already
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#depression #depressed #gettingworse #kms
I can't even get thru 20 pgs / 1 chapter of the book I'm reading ...
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Fuck me, just let it* fade to black already
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#depression #depressed #gettingworse #kms
why do I almost always feel like the most worthless, unlovable piece of garbage after I hang out with my friends?
logically I know it's not true, but my brain just won't stop feeding me this self hating drivel
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#depression #anxiety #selfloathing #garbage #alonetodie
logically I know it's not true, but my brain just won't stop feeding me this self hating drivel
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#depression #anxiety #selfloathing #garbage #alonetodie
November 10, 2025 at 4:33 AM
why do I almost always feel like the most worthless, unlovable piece of garbage after I hang out with my friends?
logically I know it's not true, but my brain just won't stop feeding me this self hating drivel
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#depression #anxiety #selfloathing #garbage #alonetodie
logically I know it's not true, but my brain just won't stop feeding me this self hating drivel
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#depression #anxiety #selfloathing #garbage #alonetodie
Why did no one tell me going to a concert by yourself is actually great
I get to shoulder my way right to the front w/o being mindful of space for a +1
Dance and sing my heart out and just fully enjoy myself without checking in with anyone
Would do again
Highly recommend
I get to shoulder my way right to the front w/o being mindful of space for a +1
Dance and sing my heart out and just fully enjoy myself without checking in with anyone
Would do again
Highly recommend
September 5, 2025 at 12:57 AM
Why did no one tell me going to a concert by yourself is actually great
I get to shoulder my way right to the front w/o being mindful of space for a +1
Dance and sing my heart out and just fully enjoy myself without checking in with anyone
Would do again
Highly recommend
I get to shoulder my way right to the front w/o being mindful of space for a +1
Dance and sing my heart out and just fully enjoy myself without checking in with anyone
Would do again
Highly recommend
My workplace has always been a bit of a hellhole, but the last couple of weeks have truly made it into a "burning to a ground" type of hellhole.
Tomorrow I'm going to start seriously applying for new jobs and take this more serious
I can't be here for another winter/ xmas
Tomorrow I'm going to start seriously applying for new jobs and take this more serious
I can't be here for another winter/ xmas
September 1, 2025 at 4:08 AM
My workplace has always been a bit of a hellhole, but the last couple of weeks have truly made it into a "burning to a ground" type of hellhole.
Tomorrow I'm going to start seriously applying for new jobs and take this more serious
I can't be here for another winter/ xmas
Tomorrow I'm going to start seriously applying for new jobs and take this more serious
I can't be here for another winter/ xmas
Just finished onboarding for the VQFF and I'm so excited!! This is going to be so fun - and most fun of all is the queer afterparty hosted by Vico Ortiz?!?!?!?!!! 🤩💖👯♂️
August 30, 2025 at 2:30 AM
Just finished onboarding for the VQFF and I'm so excited!! This is going to be so fun - and most fun of all is the queer afterparty hosted by Vico Ortiz?!?!?!?!!! 🤩💖👯♂️
No cheating, post the last pic of your pet
August 18, 2025 at 7:51 PM
No cheating, post the last pic of your pet
I changed my laptop background to rotating pictures of penguins and it has brought me immense happiness
August 18, 2025 at 3:53 AM
I changed my laptop background to rotating pictures of penguins and it has brought me immense happiness
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Threefold goddess but instead of maiden/mother/crone she's tank/healer/dps
August 14, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Threefold goddess but instead of maiden/mother/crone she's tank/healer/dps
why is it every time I take an extended period of time off work, I come back to utter chaos
like nothing is organised, things are barely done....
and of course the second I step into the building everyone immediately starts asking me twenty questions
i can't be the only competent person here, pls
like nothing is organised, things are barely done....
and of course the second I step into the building everyone immediately starts asking me twenty questions
i can't be the only competent person here, pls
August 14, 2025 at 3:11 AM
why is it every time I take an extended period of time off work, I come back to utter chaos
like nothing is organised, things are barely done....
and of course the second I step into the building everyone immediately starts asking me twenty questions
i can't be the only competent person here, pls
like nothing is organised, things are barely done....
and of course the second I step into the building everyone immediately starts asking me twenty questions
i can't be the only competent person here, pls
August 13, 2025 at 4:28 AM
I was on Bowen Island and most of the area down by the pier was closed for filming
Googled to see what it was being filmed - an adaptation of a Canadian book based in Ontario Cottage Country
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THERE ARE CLEARLY MOUNTAINS
THERE'S NO WAY IT PASSES FOR ONTARIO
I -
Googled to see what it was being filmed - an adaptation of a Canadian book based in Ontario Cottage Country
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THERE ARE CLEARLY MOUNTAINS
THERE'S NO WAY IT PASSES FOR ONTARIO
I -
August 13, 2025 at 12:33 AM
I was on Bowen Island and most of the area down by the pier was closed for filming
Googled to see what it was being filmed - an adaptation of a Canadian book based in Ontario Cottage Country
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THERE ARE CLEARLY MOUNTAINS
THERE'S NO WAY IT PASSES FOR ONTARIO
I -
Googled to see what it was being filmed - an adaptation of a Canadian book based in Ontario Cottage Country
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THERE ARE CLEARLY MOUNTAINS
THERE'S NO WAY IT PASSES FOR ONTARIO
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oh boy, I sure do love anxiety set agoraphobia trapping me inside on such a beautiful day
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love the exec dysfunction of sitting here, knowing I should/want to do something, but unable to move
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love feeling like a failure, on the verge of a panic attack
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this is a great gift, thanks brain
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love the exec dysfunction of sitting here, knowing I should/want to do something, but unable to move
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love feeling like a failure, on the verge of a panic attack
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this is a great gift, thanks brain
August 10, 2025 at 7:59 PM
oh boy, I sure do love anxiety set agoraphobia trapping me inside on such a beautiful day
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love the exec dysfunction of sitting here, knowing I should/want to do something, but unable to move
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love feeling like a failure, on the verge of a panic attack
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this is a great gift, thanks brain
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love the exec dysfunction of sitting here, knowing I should/want to do something, but unable to move
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love feeling like a failure, on the verge of a panic attack
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this is a great gift, thanks brain
This is my favourite guy - the peryton!
Half deer, half eagle, and is said to to be born from the souls of those lost at sea. They can have a human shadow, reflecting the soul within them.
Not a lot of info is out there on these guys, but they're my favourite - so much so I got it tattooed!
Half deer, half eagle, and is said to to be born from the souls of those lost at sea. They can have a human shadow, reflecting the soul within them.
Not a lot of info is out there on these guys, but they're my favourite - so much so I got it tattooed!
August 10, 2025 at 5:59 AM
This is my favourite guy - the peryton!
Half deer, half eagle, and is said to to be born from the souls of those lost at sea. They can have a human shadow, reflecting the soul within them.
Not a lot of info is out there on these guys, but they're my favourite - so much so I got it tattooed!
Half deer, half eagle, and is said to to be born from the souls of those lost at sea. They can have a human shadow, reflecting the soul within them.
Not a lot of info is out there on these guys, but they're my favourite - so much so I got it tattooed!
Love going to the yarn store, browsing the wares for like 15 in silence, and then when I get to cash having the most animated convo with the owner
Thanks Black Sheep Yarns for the most gorge yarn, and the chat about sweaters v socks
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#knitsky #knitting #lys #yarnstore #yarn
Thanks Black Sheep Yarns for the most gorge yarn, and the chat about sweaters v socks
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#knitsky #knitting #lys #yarnstore #yarn
August 9, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Love going to the yarn store, browsing the wares for like 15 in silence, and then when I get to cash having the most animated convo with the owner
Thanks Black Sheep Yarns for the most gorge yarn, and the chat about sweaters v socks
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#knitsky #knitting #lys #yarnstore #yarn
Thanks Black Sheep Yarns for the most gorge yarn, and the chat about sweaters v socks
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#knitsky #knitting #lys #yarnstore #yarn
already on it -
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kill the cis person in your head
#trans #transthings #nocisallowed #enby #nonbinary
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kill the cis person in your head
#trans #transthings #nocisallowed #enby #nonbinary
August 9, 2025 at 3:59 PM
already on it -
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kill the cis person in your head
#trans #transthings #nocisallowed #enby #nonbinary
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kill the cis person in your head
#trans #transthings #nocisallowed #enby #nonbinary
Just finished my first volunteer shift with VQFF! It was a lot of fun putting together packets and chatting a bit with other queers
I live in my own bubble so much I oft forget there's community here, and they want to support you - part of the community lol
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#queerthings #transthings
I live in my own bubble so much I oft forget there's community here, and they want to support you - part of the community lol
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#queerthings #transthings
August 5, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Just finished my first volunteer shift with VQFF! It was a lot of fun putting together packets and chatting a bit with other queers
I live in my own bubble so much I oft forget there's community here, and they want to support you - part of the community lol
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#queerthings #transthings
I live in my own bubble so much I oft forget there's community here, and they want to support you - part of the community lol
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#queerthings #transthings
One of my fave movies of all time 🙂↕️🧛♂️
‘The Lost Boys’ was released on this day 38 years ago! (July 31, 1987)
Directed by Joel Schumacher.
Starring Jason Patric, Corey Haim, Jami Gertz, Kiefer Sutherland, Alex Winter, Brooke McCarter, Billy Wirth, Corey Feldman, Jamison Newlander, Dianne Wiest, Edward Herrmann, & more.
#80s #OnThisDay
Directed by Joel Schumacher.
Starring Jason Patric, Corey Haim, Jami Gertz, Kiefer Sutherland, Alex Winter, Brooke McCarter, Billy Wirth, Corey Feldman, Jamison Newlander, Dianne Wiest, Edward Herrmann, & more.
#80s #OnThisDay
August 1, 2025 at 1:25 AM
One of my fave movies of all time 🙂↕️🧛♂️
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one of the hardest effects of T to fully accept + come to terms w has been the huge increase in body hair -
it's p smtg to do w loss of femininity/passing but
now I'm here and it's p funny looking down and seeing this
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#nsfw #transnsfw #ftm #queer #alt #hairytitties #preop #pierced #tattoos #bewbs
it's p smtg to do w loss of femininity/passing but
now I'm here and it's p funny looking down and seeing this
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#nsfw #transnsfw #ftm #queer #alt #hairytitties #preop #pierced #tattoos #bewbs
July 31, 2025 at 11:41 PM
one of the hardest effects of T to fully accept + come to terms w has been the huge increase in body hair -
it's p smtg to do w loss of femininity/passing but
now I'm here and it's p funny looking down and seeing this
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#nsfw #transnsfw #ftm #queer #alt #hairytitties #preop #pierced #tattoos #bewbs
it's p smtg to do w loss of femininity/passing but
now I'm here and it's p funny looking down and seeing this
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#nsfw #transnsfw #ftm #queer #alt #hairytitties #preop #pierced #tattoos #bewbs
Reposted by Neeks
📁documents
└📁writing
└📁secret writing two friends know about
└📁writing that exists only in my daydreams
└📁⚠️folder is too large to open⚠️
└📁writing
└📁secret writing two friends know about
└📁writing that exists only in my daydreams
└📁⚠️folder is too large to open⚠️
July 31, 2025 at 4:35 PM
📁documents
└📁writing
└📁secret writing two friends know about
└📁writing that exists only in my daydreams
└📁⚠️folder is too large to open⚠️
└📁writing
└📁secret writing two friends know about
└📁writing that exists only in my daydreams
└📁⚠️folder is too large to open⚠️
Reposted by Neeks
Feeling decently masc on my way to the beach today
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#transthings #masc #ftm #transguy #beachday #enbythings #altguys #queerpunk
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#transthings #masc #ftm #transguy #beachday #enbythings #altguys #queerpunk
July 28, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Feeling decently masc on my way to the beach today
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#transthings #masc #ftm #transguy #beachday #enbythings #altguys #queerpunk
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#transthings #masc #ftm #transguy #beachday #enbythings #altguys #queerpunk
The news of both Vampire Lestat and Hazbin Hotel from SDCC has me completely frothing at the mouth
I am beyond excited and cannot wait
I am beyond excited and cannot wait
July 27, 2025 at 10:33 PM
The news of both Vampire Lestat and Hazbin Hotel from SDCC has me completely frothing at the mouth
I am beyond excited and cannot wait
I am beyond excited and cannot wait
Do we think my thigh ring garter belt was too tight or
😻🤭😏🏳️🌈
😻🤭😏🏳️🌈
July 25, 2025 at 7:04 AM
Do we think my thigh ring garter belt was too tight or
😻🤭😏🏳️🌈
😻🤭😏🏳️🌈