One day I will pay for all shit I have done
It won't be pleasant

we hit 2 billion posts today! 🥳

Maybe when I finally get to transition I'll learn to feel more comfortable with feeling so I don't feel so empty all the time.

I want to die

I can't get hrt because we can't fucking afford it. What a beautiful world we all live.

I really hrt, genuinely. I've needed since I was 14 when I found out that such a thing existed. Probably sooner if I found out about LGBTQ+ sooner. Maybe the urge to kill myself wouldn't be so bad. I hat this stupid country. I'm 18, a legal adult, and hrt isn't federally funded?! I want to kms

I don't think anyone will ever love me for who I am, rightfully so.

I'm partially responsible for around 50 people being doxxed. I'm also partially responsible for an old friend being jumped multiple times, being raped, and her nearly killing herself around 10 times while I knew her. I did not participate in these actions, I'm the indirect cause.
I should kms

I just want someone that I can talk about these things with. I don't want to bother my therapist and I'm scared about talking about these things.

I'm so tired of spiraling, but it's better then the normal, dull feeling I feel. I'm an awful person. I just need the noise to stop. I'm disgusted by my body but hate that disgust at the same time because I don't want to be transphobic. I want to die.

I've learned about internalized transphobia recently.
I felt horrible and balled my eyes out the other day when figured out why I hate myself. I hardly ever cry. I feel like a horrible person. I really don't want to talk with anyone about this.

My loneliness is eating at me again. I just want to cry for a little bit, but I'm unable to do so.

I don't really deserve to have this again anyway.

I miss having a significant other. Hearing a genuine "I love you"was nice. My friend has said that as a joke a few times and now I'm just not feeling too great.

I've been waiting for this day. It's sad to see how it went down, but I'm happy that they have realized that they can only do so much at one time. I Hope, from here on out, the game can continue to grow, and with that, the community too. #RecRoom
youtu.be/I3QExW2wOqw?...

This will be a masterpiece. I can't wait for this to come out. I'm genuinely so excited. Got check out the last trailer for 'Unbeatable'.
youtube.com/watch?v=Vkvi...

Sorry for posting about depression right after making my account, but I need some advice on what could help this.

Why is my pfp cutting itself off at the bottom
Dangit dude