itsi vents about shit
@vntrsu.bsky.social
terminally overwhelmed foxgirl, posting through it.
mostly sad. often crying
not here for attention, just somewhere to leave the feelings
nothing is solved, and yet, here i am.
oh and yea, this is a vent account. i contain multitudes & all of ‘em are tired
mostly sad. often crying
not here for attention, just somewhere to leave the feelings
nothing is solved, and yet, here i am.
oh and yea, this is a vent account. i contain multitudes & all of ‘em are tired
Pinned
aritsu’s vent account yayyy
if i’m here, immediately assume that i’m crying because most of the time i am
if i’m here, immediately assume that i’m crying because most of the time i am
with every passing day it feels more and more like the world does not want to see us alive
September 21, 2025 at 6:59 PM
with every passing day it feels more and more like the world does not want to see us alive
you know things're bad when even parapet gives up
August 29, 2025 at 8:48 AM
you know things're bad when even parapet gives up
things are Bad again
August 15, 2025 at 4:59 PM
things are Bad again
×1 winner of Blocked By Main award
August 12, 2025 at 9:31 PM
×1 winner of Blocked By Main award
totally blew my chance when i was at the seven story building with no safeguards in place. it's all downhill from here
August 9, 2025 at 2:59 PM
totally blew my chance when i was at the seven story building with no safeguards in place. it's all downhill from here
can one put oneself down like a dog. is that posssible
like
safely & really quickly
that would be cool
like
safely & really quickly
that would be cool
August 1, 2025 at 6:32 PM
can one put oneself down like a dog. is that posssible
like
safely & really quickly
that would be cool
like
safely & really quickly
that would be cool
if i ever hurt myself remember that it is often
- rather insignificant
- blown out of proportion
- only done for attention & pity
- occasionally a positive
- rather insignificant
- blown out of proportion
- only done for attention & pity
- occasionally a positive
July 22, 2025 at 6:28 AM
if i ever hurt myself remember that it is often
- rather insignificant
- blown out of proportion
- only done for attention & pity
- occasionally a positive
- rather insignificant
- blown out of proportion
- only done for attention & pity
- occasionally a positive
this is happening oddly frequently
hi sorry i'm busy bawling my eyes out at a fictional scenario where i take my own life & then friends & family find out & oh god the aftermath is horrible sorry
July 22, 2025 at 6:04 AM
this is happening oddly frequently
i wish biting yourself didn't leave massive obvious visible marks that last so long
July 22, 2025 at 6:01 AM
i wish biting yourself didn't leave massive obvious visible marks that last so long
hi sorry i'm busy bawling my eyes out at a fictional scenario where i take my own life & then friends & family find out & oh god the aftermath is horrible sorry
July 7, 2025 at 6:44 AM
hi sorry i'm busy bawling my eyes out at a fictional scenario where i take my own life & then friends & family find out & oh god the aftermath is horrible sorry
i,,,,, don’t know what to do anymore,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
June 19, 2025 at 5:54 PM
i,,,,, don’t know what to do anymore,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
we now return to your regular programming (crying)
June 19, 2025 at 10:34 AM
we now return to your regular programming (crying)
yeah no i’d be better off gone
June 14, 2025 at 3:15 AM
yeah no i’d be better off gone
cried thrice in a day. new record i guess
June 14, 2025 at 2:47 AM
cried thrice in a day. new record i guess
overly sensitive until further notice; sorry
like. anything can make me cry right now
like. anything can make me cry right now
June 13, 2025 at 11:26 PM
overly sensitive until further notice; sorry
like. anything can make me cry right now
like. anything can make me cry right now
help my brain is doing the “you are not enough and are actively a burden” thing again
June 13, 2025 at 12:10 AM
help my brain is doing the “you are not enough and are actively a burden” thing again
not
feeling… *amazing*
feeling… *amazing*
June 11, 2025 at 8:37 PM
not
feeling… *amazing*
feeling… *amazing*
why
fourth time’s the charm. see y’all (if i don’t chicken out like a fucking coward)
June 8, 2025 at 10:02 AM
why
fourth time’s the charm. see y’all (if i don’t chicken out like a fucking coward)
June 7, 2025 at 11:14 AM
fourth time’s the charm. see y’all (if i don’t chicken out like a fucking coward)
not a fan of being alive in a body and brain and place that never gave me a fair shot
June 7, 2025 at 11:02 AM
not a fan of being alive in a body and brain and place that never gave me a fair shot
do i worry people too much. i feel like i do. i should stop posting here
June 2, 2025 at 11:37 AM
do i worry people too much. i feel like i do. i should stop posting here
if i *am* gonna commit to it one day then Aritsu the Character goes to yve
please treat her well and feed her blue phosphorus powder. and do not machine-wash or bleach
please treat her well and feed her blue phosphorus powder. and do not machine-wash or bleach
May 31, 2025 at 5:37 AM
if i *am* gonna commit to it one day then Aritsu the Character goes to yve
please treat her well and feed her blue phosphorus powder. and do not machine-wash or bleach
please treat her well and feed her blue phosphorus powder. and do not machine-wash or bleach
ok so what counts as an “attempt”
like what if i get scarily close but just can’t *logistically* do it
like what if i get scarily close but just can’t *logistically* do it
May 31, 2025 at 5:10 AM
ok so what counts as an “attempt”
like what if i get scarily close but just can’t *logistically* do it
like what if i get scarily close but just can’t *logistically* do it
ohhhh it’s called “emotional dissonance”
*thaaat*’s what that is
fuck
why must i discover the name so late
i fucking hate myself
*thaaat*’s what that is
fuck
why must i discover the name so late
i fucking hate myself
May 25, 2025 at 12:27 AM
ohhhh it’s called “emotional dissonance”
*thaaat*’s what that is
fuck
why must i discover the name so late
i fucking hate myself
*thaaat*’s what that is
fuck
why must i discover the name so late
i fucking hate myself