I see love everywhere out here. 💜

I need a place to pour my heart out. 💔

Who else is feeling stuck for a while now?

I quit my toxic job in 2023 and since then I'm kind of stuck. I can barely get things done and my creative drive is at a minimum. I would love to have the energy to build something new around my passion but I simply feel stuck and not moving anywhere.

On boundaries

Certain boundaries are very clear when they are crossed, others are not. Even though they might be clear to you, they might not be for others. It takes courage to communicate if someone has crossed your boundary and it takes compassion for those who didn't realize they came too close.

From yesterday's walk:

Dark blue clouds hang deep over the horizon. It had rained the last days so we did jump over puddles which was fun. Walks are like medicine. They ground you and get you back in touch with Earth. Your mind calms and your heart opens.

The last days were so tough. It's like once a month I'm fighting a dragon inside of me. In my exhaustion I laid down to rest and I felt this vibration in my body, like dirt rattling through a sieve. When I not rest I try to sit with my emotions, grief, sadness, pain, anger, shame and guilt...

We are vastly unlearning how to be together, how to create community. We are tought to love ourselves before anybody else, to cope with ourselves before coping with others. We live in isolation as if it would be the greatest achievement.

Hi there, I'm Rosa, gardener at day, vintage lover at night. I grew up in a small town in Germany where I moved back to 3 years ago. I'm inspired by nature. I love to go on walks and hikes to collect seeds from plants I find. Follow me along for stuff on nature, psychology, philosophy and love. 🤗

I would love to call some women in my life, my sisters. It's hard to create deep bonds nowaday. How do you feel about sisterhood? Whom do you call your sister and why?

We were meant to thrive in communities, surrounded by real connections, face-to-face laughter, and shared moments. But we’ve traded deep bonds for likes, and real conversations for endless scrolling on social media. We’ve become more 'connected' than ever, yet somehow, we’ve never felt more alone.