ellie
@umbralhaven.bsky.social
22, detached from reality at all times ♡ @miyukicats.bsky.social 🤍
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ellie
@umbralhaven.bsky.social
· Oct 13
above all else, i need to find purpose and fulfillment for myself
then i can feel content with living
then i can feel content with living
just ordered 6 vials of estradiol enanthate
a pixel art of a girl with pigtails sitting on a chair
ALT: a pixel art of a girl with pigtails sitting on a chair
media.tenor.com
November 14, 2025 at 4:06 PM
just ordered 6 vials of estradiol enanthate
having no friends really does take a toll on your mental health damn
November 14, 2025 at 12:23 AM
having no friends really does take a toll on your mental health damn
another ex of mine ended up being a groomer and just horrible overall i genuinely wonder how i’ve managed to date 3 people like that
November 13, 2025 at 3:14 AM
another ex of mine ended up being a groomer and just horrible overall i genuinely wonder how i’ve managed to date 3 people like that
it’s kinda settling in now just how broken my family is
November 12, 2025 at 6:19 PM
it’s kinda settling in now just how broken my family is
i needed this
NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD TV anime announced
WSS playground, in cooperation with animation company Yostar Pictures, has announced a television anime adaption of point-and-click adventure game NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD (known as NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE in Japan). It will begin airing in April 2026. Preview…
WSS playground, in cooperation with animation company Yostar Pictures, has announced a television anime adaption of point-and-click adventure game NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD (known as NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE in Japan). It will begin airing in April 2026. Preview…
NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD TV anime announced
WSS playground, in cooperation with animation company Yostar Pictures, has announced a television anime adaption of point-and-click adventure game NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD (known as NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE in Japan). It will begin airing in April 2026. Preview screenings will be held at Theatre Shinjuku and Theatre Umeda sometime ahead of the official broadcast, featuring a specially edited theatrical cut of the anime episodes.
www.gematsu.com
November 10, 2025 at 3:04 PM
i needed this
reorganizing my room and wall-mounting my tv today with my gf this shit is gonna be exhausting…
November 9, 2025 at 10:58 PM
reorganizing my room and wall-mounting my tv today with my gf this shit is gonna be exhausting…
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2 and a half months on injections and i still hate the needle 😭
November 8, 2025 at 5:49 PM
2 and a half months on injections and i still hate the needle 😭
even if i feel disconnected from people atm i still love all of my trans sisters very much, so much respect for all of you
November 7, 2025 at 1:42 AM
even if i feel disconnected from people atm i still love all of my trans sisters very much, so much respect for all of you
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Serebii Update: Official artwork has been released for Canari www.serebii.net
November 6, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Serebii Update: Official artwork has been released for Canari www.serebii.net
can’t socialize irl and online now holy shit i need to get a grip
November 6, 2025 at 11:05 AM
can’t socialize irl and online now holy shit i need to get a grip
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Jacinthe x Lebanne sketches
November 4, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Jacinthe x Lebanne sketches
friends aren’t something i’m really meant to have i think
November 4, 2025 at 3:34 PM
friends aren’t something i’m really meant to have i think
my personality is nonexistent
November 4, 2025 at 7:56 AM
my personality is nonexistent
i told myself i’d try going out more but i’m honestly just terrified since we’re under a dictatorship and people that would hurt me are out in full-force now
November 3, 2025 at 9:56 AM
i told myself i’d try going out more but i’m honestly just terrified since we’re under a dictatorship and people that would hurt me are out in full-force now
please help her out if you can
i really hate doing this, but we need help.
we can't afford food until friday, all my credit cards are maxxed, i had to borrow money for rent, 90% of stream money has gone towards bills and food, and ive had to rely on friends to take me out. we really need help.
account.venmo.com/u/CalaMariGold
we can't afford food until friday, all my credit cards are maxxed, i had to borrow money for rent, 90% of stream money has gone towards bills and food, and ive had to rely on friends to take me out. we really need help.
account.venmo.com/u/CalaMariGold
November 1, 2025 at 7:33 PM
please help her out if you can
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i was going to use donos from today's stream to buy food, but i'm sick with a cold today so i need to cancel. aurie works at a school and has so many unpaid holidays from Oct-Dec. it's not looking good for us lately. we'll be back on our feet eventually but it's been a struggle since we moved.
November 1, 2025 at 7:30 PM
i was going to use donos from today's stream to buy food, but i'm sick with a cold today so i need to cancel. aurie works at a school and has so many unpaid holidays from Oct-Dec. it's not looking good for us lately. we'll be back on our feet eventually but it's been a struggle since we moved.
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i really hate doing this, but we need help.
we can't afford food until friday, all my credit cards are maxxed, i had to borrow money for rent, 90% of stream money has gone towards bills and food, and ive had to rely on friends to take me out. we really need help.
account.venmo.com/u/CalaMariGold
we can't afford food until friday, all my credit cards are maxxed, i had to borrow money for rent, 90% of stream money has gone towards bills and food, and ive had to rely on friends to take me out. we really need help.
account.venmo.com/u/CalaMariGold
November 1, 2025 at 7:30 PM
i really hate doing this, but we need help.
we can't afford food until friday, all my credit cards are maxxed, i had to borrow money for rent, 90% of stream money has gone towards bills and food, and ive had to rely on friends to take me out. we really need help.
account.venmo.com/u/CalaMariGold
we can't afford food until friday, all my credit cards are maxxed, i had to borrow money for rent, 90% of stream money has gone towards bills and food, and ive had to rely on friends to take me out. we really need help.
account.venmo.com/u/CalaMariGold
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im just a gremlin hiding away in its cave
October 30, 2025 at 7:14 PM
im just a gremlin hiding away in its cave
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October 30, 2025 at 11:00 AM
i deleted twitter off my phone 😇
October 29, 2025 at 3:07 PM
i deleted twitter off my phone 😇
i’ve figured out that i am a woman, just have always felt like i’ve needed to act a certain way to be seen as one but i realize that its perfectly ok for me to be a woman in my own way
not gonna push away or be ashamed of what makes me unique anymore
not gonna push away or be ashamed of what makes me unique anymore
i feel like i’m trying to run away from the burden of being a trans woman, all the thoughts of dysphoria, fearing i won’t pass, worrying that i’ll be harmed for being this way
i need advice, i really don’t know what i should be doing
i need advice, i really don’t know what i should be doing
October 28, 2025 at 2:12 PM
i’ve figured out that i am a woman, just have always felt like i’ve needed to act a certain way to be seen as one but i realize that its perfectly ok for me to be a woman in my own way
not gonna push away or be ashamed of what makes me unique anymore
not gonna push away or be ashamed of what makes me unique anymore
i can’t escape these fucking numbers
October 28, 2025 at 9:56 AM
i can’t escape these fucking numbers