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Nikki
@ultimatedream.bsky.social
She/her | 32 | mdni | ADHD | been doing this for over 15 years 💀

HW: 82.3KG/181.4LBS
CW: 70.5KG/155.4LBS
Pinned
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☆Nikki
☆32 — she/her — Europe
☆pro recovery — anti fatphobia
☆168cm — 5'6
☆been around for a long time
⟢minors or non-edsky dni

𖦹˚.⋆✮⋆—⋆✮⋆.˚𖦹

♡ or ↻ to be moots

#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #feathersky #ricecakesky #edtwt
Time to get back on track! I barely gained any weight while in Japan and after I got home which is really nice
November 3, 2025 at 9:58 AM
Losing so much hair 😭 this happens during every shower every 3 days
October 24, 2025 at 9:11 AM
People here in Japan are so skinny 🥺 happy for them but aaaaa
October 15, 2025 at 6:14 AM
Honestly expected more people from here to donate 😅
hi! ✨
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
Donate to Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey, organized by Morgan Lynn
UPDATE July 10th: I have a (benign) tumor in my spinal canal. Also, my dis… Morgan Lynn needs your support for Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey
gofund.me
October 15, 2025 at 6:12 AM
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here’s my music too.
streaming my music helps a TON!
i get “royalties,” so if you don’t have the means to donate? or you don’t feel comfortable enough sharing my GoFundMe to your irl’s? (which i completely understand)
listening to my (now very old) music helps too! 🩵
open.spotify.com/track/2iMmlS...
Take Care of Him
open.spotify.com
October 5, 2025 at 8:21 AM
Going to Japan on Wednesday and even though I lost about 12kg Im still so fat and I hate myself foe going to Japan fat 😭
October 4, 2025 at 8:51 PM
People who say they lose 10kg in a month on adhd meds are lying, right? Regular sized people. I've heard it so many times, but I can barely lose 5kg a month on them while restricting on purpose and walking and working out.
October 4, 2025 at 8:24 AM
BMI 25 today, only 0.1kg to go
1.1kg to go until I have a normal bmi! That's 0.5 bmi points and I'll be 24.9!!
October 3, 2025 at 7:46 AM
At least something went well in September
October 1, 2025 at 7:33 PM
My legs are dead oof
September 26, 2025 at 6:52 PM
1.1kg to go until I have a normal bmi! That's 0.5 bmi points and I'll be 24.9!!
September 26, 2025 at 11:54 AM
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︶︶︶︶🦇🖤🦇︶︶︶︶
hi I'm requiem
▪️23 ♑♎♋
▪️trans, queer, they/them
▪️madly in love w my fiance
▪️we have the cutest baby Ever

▪️disordering since 2017
▪️MPA and edtwt vet
▪️ currently in ED limbo
▪️AuDHD, bipolar, mixed PD (aspd/bpd/hpd), ocd, ppd

I like my chemical romance & I'm an actual vampire, probably
January 30, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Reposted by Nikki
Donald Trump -> Lord Dampnut
This is canon now. Please update your files accordingly.
#LordDampnut 🍊🤡
September 21, 2025 at 10:33 PM
I did it!
September 22, 2025 at 7:09 AM
I feel like binging 😭
September 19, 2025 at 10:31 PM
Still trucking along with the weight loss.
September 19, 2025 at 9:50 AM
Overexercizing has me so tired 😭
September 18, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I have 25 days to lose 3.5kg, I'm not sure if I'm gonna make it 🙃
September 14, 2025 at 11:20 AM
1.7kg to go and I'm down 10kg from July 21st??? It does not feel like that much tbh
September 10, 2025 at 1:41 PM
Happy birthday to me
September 9, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Dropped my calories lower than expected last week, no wonder I felt so nauseous and weak. But the whole week sucked so much
September 8, 2025 at 9:22 AM
Its my birthday somewhere next week but I don't really want to celebrate 🫣
September 7, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Because of the weight loss my titties are shrinking and now the sports bra isn't as tight anymore which means they're not really compressing my chesticles and they're kinda hanging loose in there which is annoying me.
September 5, 2025 at 6:57 PM
I'm too old to be caught up ed community "drama" 😭 someone let me off this ride
September 4, 2025 at 10:47 AM
August 31, 2025 at 10:59 PM