Mathias but gayer and depressed
@uleasimp.bsky.social
yapping account for @iwatooshi for irl stuff, depression episodes, gay simping and more ✨fun✨ (not) stuff
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please don't repost any of my posts here thank you 🫶🏻
please don't repost any of my posts here thank you 🫶🏻
in a mood to disappear
November 29, 2025 at 9:29 AM
in a mood to disappear
the curse of living in this basement apartment is that when I cook in the oven (especially during winter) it's like living in a sauna
November 28, 2025 at 7:15 PM
the curse of living in this basement apartment is that when I cook in the oven (especially during winter) it's like living in a sauna
I wish I had a friend irl who'd exercise with me like I need the damn push and motivation
my mom wanted to do it with me but she's even worse than me when it comes to getting things done 💀
my mom wanted to do it with me but she's even worse than me when it comes to getting things done 💀
November 28, 2025 at 6:53 PM
I wish I had a friend irl who'd exercise with me like I need the damn push and motivation
my mom wanted to do it with me but she's even worse than me when it comes to getting things done 💀
my mom wanted to do it with me but she's even worse than me when it comes to getting things done 💀
Z saying he enjoys goofing around with people who enjoys the D*A world as much as him honestly good for him I hope he gets to do it more
November 28, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Z saying he enjoys goofing around with people who enjoys the D*A world as much as him honestly good for him I hope he gets to do it more
I should make my lazy man's Shepherd's pie to make myself feel better
November 28, 2025 at 5:50 PM
I should make my lazy man's Shepherd's pie to make myself feel better
I just want to transition fuck
November 28, 2025 at 5:25 PM
I just want to transition fuck
cancelled my appointment this morning because I was too anxious and too tired because I couldn't sleep and they called me and basically summarized it in 5 minutes and it makes me wonder what's the point of a 1h appointment that goes nowhere when a 5 minutes phone call does the same
November 28, 2025 at 5:01 PM
cancelled my appointment this morning because I was too anxious and too tired because I couldn't sleep and they called me and basically summarized it in 5 minutes and it makes me wonder what's the point of a 1h appointment that goes nowhere when a 5 minutes phone call does the same
I love my fucked up nightmares (I really don't)
November 28, 2025 at 2:01 PM
I love my fucked up nightmares (I really don't)
I feel like the 2nd half of 2025 might have ruined *some* people's views of me because I got too comfortable sharing my thoughts or being too depressed
November 28, 2025 at 3:16 AM
I feel like the 2nd half of 2025 might have ruined *some* people's views of me because I got too comfortable sharing my thoughts or being too depressed
wrist is fucked up again whyyyyyyy
November 28, 2025 at 2:25 AM
wrist is fucked up again whyyyyyyy
did he give him a little kiss earlier today
November 27, 2025 at 10:30 PM
did he give him a little kiss earlier today
appointment tomorrow morning that I'll definitely be too anxious to sleep for and I also didn't do the "homework" I had 2 months for
but it's been a crazy 2 months for me so whatever
but it's been a crazy 2 months for me so whatever
November 27, 2025 at 9:16 PM
appointment tomorrow morning that I'll definitely be too anxious to sleep for and I also didn't do the "homework" I had 2 months for
but it's been a crazy 2 months for me so whatever
but it's been a crazy 2 months for me so whatever
I don't like that these meds makes me dream so much
November 27, 2025 at 12:00 PM
I don't like that these meds makes me dream so much
every time i see J on here i'm just *sighs dreamily*
November 26, 2025 at 8:42 PM
every time i see J on here i'm just *sighs dreamily*
"you literally make me laugh all the time" 🥺🥺
November 26, 2025 at 5:39 PM
"you literally make me laugh all the time" 🥺🥺
these are my dopamine and I will treasure them forever 😭😭
November 26, 2025 at 12:22 AM
these are my dopamine and I will treasure them forever 😭😭
I may have been blocked and called weird for it but the guy himself thinks I'm funny and I get his kind of humour lmao
November 25, 2025 at 8:44 PM
I may have been blocked and called weird for it but the guy himself thinks I'm funny and I get his kind of humour lmao
Z telling me I'm good at making people laugh and have a talent for it I almost started crying earlier man
November 25, 2025 at 8:40 PM
Z telling me I'm good at making people laugh and have a talent for it I almost started crying earlier man
I'm still laughing
November 25, 2025 at 3:42 PM
I'm still laughing
I was Feeling Things last night and this is the best thing I've heard 😭
November 25, 2025 at 10:21 AM
I was Feeling Things last night and this is the best thing I've heard 😭
GOOD MORNING??
November 25, 2025 at 10:18 AM
GOOD MORNING??
I'm feeling things again other than dread and it's one of those "I don't know what to do with all of this" days
November 25, 2025 at 1:27 AM
I'm feeling things again other than dread and it's one of those "I don't know what to do with all of this" days
on a roll today lord
November 25, 2025 at 1:18 AM
on a roll today lord
knew he was a man of taste
November 25, 2025 at 12:22 AM
knew he was a man of taste
I still can't believe he called u'lea very cute
November 24, 2025 at 6:16 PM
I still can't believe he called u'lea very cute