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@uefiser.bsky.social
i really genuinely hope that all the horror i have is only mental and made up and not actually external and thus uncontrollable or real
December 2, 2025 at 11:31 AM
i really genuinely hope that all the horror i have is only mental and made up and not actually external and thus uncontrollable or real
i didn't know i could fully experience severe parasympathetic acute stress reaction while sleeping and seeing awful things in dreams and still have it after waking up but i guess i have to live with that now
December 2, 2025 at 8:54 AM
i didn't know i could fully experience severe parasympathetic acute stress reaction while sleeping and seeing awful things in dreams and still have it after waking up but i guess i have to live with that now
reality is so difficult
November 19, 2025 at 6:23 PM
reality is so difficult
i hate bureaucracies they are so obfuscated and exhausting
November 14, 2025 at 2:15 PM
i hate bureaucracies they are so obfuscated and exhausting
i'm the best musician ever
November 11, 2025 at 5:09 AM
i'm the best musician ever
to live happily in this universe is to be a supergenius i suppose
November 1, 2025 at 5:42 PM
to live happily in this universe is to be a supergenius i suppose
imagine if there was no horror and dread in life
October 26, 2025 at 2:15 AM
imagine if there was no horror and dread in life
this is awful and depressing and i am nowhere near ready to ever do that
October 21, 2025 at 1:32 AM
this is awful and depressing and i am nowhere near ready to ever do that
ethereal with some of its definitions is such a good word that describes most things i enjoy
October 11, 2025 at 11:17 AM
ethereal with some of its definitions is such a good word that describes most things i enjoy
if you have (actual) ocd do everything you possibly can to fully treat it before it irrecoverably and painfully ruins your life
October 2, 2025 at 12:40 PM
if you have (actual) ocd do everything you possibly can to fully treat it before it irrecoverably and painfully ruins your life
i need to learn a way to stop clinging to views and opinions it brings me so much suffering and internal conflict and anxiety when i see someone or manyones say something that goes against what i think
October 1, 2025 at 1:48 AM
i need to learn a way to stop clinging to views and opinions it brings me so much suffering and internal conflict and anxiety when i see someone or manyones say something that goes against what i think
i have a strong craving to leave this universe somehow
September 17, 2025 at 1:38 AM
i have a strong craving to leave this universe somehow
i released a thinger you can listen to.................................................. soundcloud.com/uefiser/feat...
feathereal
download — uefiser.bandcamp.com/track/feathereal
soundcloud.com
September 14, 2025 at 2:07 AM
i released a thinger you can listen to.................................................. soundcloud.com/uefiser/feat...
