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lainie 🧡
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mostly private, but siblings in Christ are always welcome
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"O that his left hand were under my head,
and that his right hand embraced me!"

Song of Solomon 2:6
Gonna actually read St. Augustine's Confessions
December 19, 2025 at 2:35 PM
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Anyone who has been afflicted long enough becomes an accomplice to his own affliction. This complicity hinders every effort they attempt towards improving their lot; they go to the point of preventing themselves from even searching for a way to be delivered,

1/2
December 19, 2025 at 12:29 PM
need a bell curve meme but about psychoanalysis
December 19, 2025 at 4:14 AM
The word "Master" tickles my brain so much, I don't know exactly what it is. I think it's because the Latin root, in Spanish gives me connotations of a "teacher", and in English the connotations of an "owner", always a "superior", and if anything fits Christ, well, it would be that semantic range.
December 19, 2025 at 4:07 AM
it's so sad I can't read the Book of Wisdom in my cloth-bound bible
December 18, 2025 at 9:49 PM
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Arise, shine, for your light has come,
December 18, 2025 at 8:45 PM
a loose tongue does not glorify God. I need to learn to shut up sometimes
December 17, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Is it problematic that my current devotional mode and approach to Christ is at once that of a Master and a loving Bridegroom? Like, I dunno, I think that blatantly hierarchical but intimate characterization is what has finally stuck. This is when I'm not in awe at the wonder of the Divine Word.
December 16, 2025 at 10:14 PM
December 16, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I wish I understood the Holy Spirit more. I feel like a lot of what I attribute to living in faith, the gifts and transformative power of God, the presence of God, being in communion with God... all of these things are in, by, and through the Spirit, but I never _know_ them as such
December 16, 2025 at 4:44 PM
people will see "private" in bio and insta click the follow button, huh?
December 14, 2025 at 10:36 PM
i wonder if I have enough humility to concede the study of certain books is beyond my spiritual maturity. this book I got analyzing the gospel of John makes me pretty uncomfortable and nothing except a secular "scholar's curiosity" is keeping me going
December 14, 2025 at 9:07 PM
idk why in the course of at most like 5 days I feel so far from God. I guess this can just happen?
December 14, 2025 at 5:02 PM
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December 14, 2025 at 1:03 PM
I think the past month it has been really hitting how lonely I am
December 14, 2025 at 3:07 AM
I forget is the cool trendy contrarian take currently that getting blocked is something you shouldn't take too seriously or not
December 14, 2025 at 3:03 AM
I got blocked on main by someone like days after reactivating, and this same person doesn't block me on any of my alts. i confess this has been bothering me so much even if that's embarassing to admit. But every single time I see them I just remember this. Why am I like this
December 14, 2025 at 3:00 AM
probably still my favorite song <3
link.deezer.com/s/31SgroW2LE...
Don't Talk (Put Your Head On My Shoulder)
The Beach Boys - song - 1966
link.deezer.com
December 14, 2025 at 2:41 AM
ive been weirdly paranoid the past few days
December 14, 2025 at 2:01 AM
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Curb Your Enthusiasm but starring Ryan Letourneau
December 13, 2025 at 11:36 PM
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Grant that, as the crucified body of your dear Son was laid in the tomb and rested on this holy Sabbath, so we may await with him the coming of the third day, and rise with him to newness of life
December 13, 2025 at 8:40 PM
The one nightgown I have does miracles for my figure. makes me feel less bad about my hips 😌
December 13, 2025 at 6:03 PM
it's incredible how hardened a heart can be in a a mere momentary lapse
December 13, 2025 at 4:04 AM
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September 24, 2025 at 3:55 PM
Actually better for me to not renew my contract in July since then I qualify for the really good state insurance lol
December 13, 2025 at 12:06 AM